
Space POV, flashback on.
No one ever knew what was going on behind my door when I was 16. A woman crawled up on top of my bed, a pair of innocent legs sitting pinning down my body. The fingers with long fingernails scratched my hips and my chest which sometimes caused blood and scars.
No one ever knew, I was suffocating either my neck or my other stiff body parts. I was made to moan without making a sound with blue skin and a pale face. The woman enjoyed it, enjoying every groan and pain I got from her treatment. She was my mother, my own mother.
When my father decided to leave my house when I was nine years old, he left Mama and me for a woman he loved more. One night at the last time my Papa came back home, after Mama and I went to see the Woman loved by my Papa, the Woman who had a daughter with round eyes and a sweet smile.
"Papa, Papa's back." I hugged the Man's leg, he carried me and kissed me many times my cheek made me laugh amusedly. "Well, how will you stay here with Kassa? Aren't Pa?" I asked who only answered a smile by him.
"Where's your Mama, Kassa?" He asked, I pointed to the Main Room where my Mom and Dad slept. I was taken down by my father from his carrier. My father entered the room, not long after I heard the sound of screaming and the sound of things being thrown.
"Let me take Kassa, you'll never be the one to take care of him. I don't love you Mega, if it wasn't for my Parents' debt to your Parents, I would never have lived like hell with you in this House and your Family's Criminal Family." The words of my Papa that I could hear in their quarrel, but after the quarrel my Papa never came back.
He came out of my Mama's mansion alone without taking me. "Kassa, Papa's sorry hasn't been able to take you away and stay with Papa. But Papa promises that someday Papa will bring Kassa to live with Papa, so as long as Papa doesn't exist Kassa must be a good boy huh." My father said one last time, but he never came back.
I saw my Papa go with Mama next to me, his hand on my shoulder with long nails that always scared me and couldn't sleep well from that day on. "You must be able to be a strong Man Kassa, make everyone fear you, make them all submit to you and Mama will teach you." Said my mother as I looked at my Papa's back one last time.
Since that day, my mom used to come into my room, hit me when she was about to hit me, she even asked me to hit her, hurt her with a knife and even burned her skin with a cigarette that was always tucked in her lips.
Until I was 17 years old, it was at that time that my nightmares became even more gripping. One night the woman took off her thighs on a stiff part of me, and taught me about the power of a woman's body. I'm told not to get wet as quickly as a woman.
If I refute even once, he will put a cigarette on my chest. He always enjoyed the look on my face in pain and helplessness. This situation happens every night, my body is full of wounds almost all over my body. He said that I should be a Man with high self-esteem and should not complain much.
Until one night, I wanted to avenge my 17teen years of pain. I pressed him against the wall, slammed him into the bed. I made it an item that I could use to satisfy my desires.
Unexpectedly, he did not experience any pain or anger at all. He just smiled in satisfaction, he ended up making myself into a cold-blooded beast. I did it violently, his laughter getting louder made me angry. "Live like this Kassa, put everyone under your feet, scare them, if it's necessary to hurt them do it." He said as I was violently letting go of my passion for him.
Flashback off, Sarah POV.
I woke up from my sleep and immediately smelled my favorite mint. I opened my eyes slowly and immediately rewinded my body, for this morning I involuntarily slept on the stocky arms and hugged the warm body of a person without clothes covering his upper body.
I sat myself down, looking at the peaceful sleeping face with regular breaths next to me, but suddenly his face became anxious, fearful and agitated. "Too.long me." A voice calling for her help was still heard by me.
I touched her face gently. "Kassa, Kassa wake up." My soft speech made her instantly open her eyes and sit from her bed behind me. My hand wanted to touch his shoulder, but I canceled my intention.
"Prepare, I'll take you home." He said without looking at me, he walked out of this Bedroom, I continued to look at his sturdy brownish back until it disappeared from my sight.
I immediately went into the Bathroom in the Room, cleaned my body under the shower with warm water.As long as my body was moistened by warm water, I thought of a story from Space about his dark times. I felt a different attitude from Angkasa this morning, whether he was afraid that I would stay away from him because of his story. "Cass." Only those words came out of my mouth under this hot water.
During breakfast time until I was escorted by Angkasa back to the Panti, there was no conversation at all between me and him. We just quietly wrestle with our own thoughts, thinking about the things that happened last night.
I thought about the comfort I got when my white skin came into contact with Angkasa's tanned skin, as his breath swept across all parts of my body, giving a warm peck at each of my curves. Without me realizing I touched my lower lip, the lips that Space sucked gently and passionately.
I also thought of the dark past of Space that made him such a cold person, no one to help him when he really needed a favor. The trauma of his past like it has become one of the parts of his body that continues to stick without being separated if it does not destroy the owner of the body itself.
I was struggling with my thoughts to the point that I did not realize the Space car had arrived in front of the Panti. He didn't get out of his car, like he did last night. "Thank you." I said to him, I caught a glimpse of him just looking ahead without seeing me.
I got out of the car and immediately closed the door, Angkasa immediately ran his car leaving me who was still standing silently looking at the car until it disappeared from my vision. In my heart, I felt something stuck, I felt something I missed, something that made me feel comfortable these few days, the smell of mint from someone's body, I missed that. Suddenly my phone vibrated indicating a message entering the Old City, 19.00, Dresscode: Black Shirt. Hiram Clubs.
SERIATE.