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ALWAYS BY YOUR SIDE

"Nothing is more beautiful than the days of love. And there is nothing more painful than the nights of fear, of being abandoned by a lover." - Khalil Gibran.

I entered the IGD Room after Laura came out of the Room and said Indra was still unconscious at all, I opened the IGD Room Door slowly, there was doubt in my heart to see the condition of Indra, whether I would be able to see her suffering like this, but I forced my body and legs to step in to meet my Beloved.

I saw Indra who was lying weakly with bandages almost all over his body, an infusion tube in his right hand and a breathing tube on his nose I had not touched and spoken to Indra, he said, but my tears are flowing by themselves.

The room was quiet with Indra's body not moving at all and the sound of Indra's heart monitor which only sounded a little stable filled the silence of this IGD Room. I clasped his hands gently, there was no warmth there, only coldness I got, that's when I really missed the warmth on his palms.

"Ndra, it's Sarah." I held back the crying. "You heard me, baby." I kept trying to hold back my tears. "You have to hold on for me, yes, you promise to always be by my side." One drop of my tears flowed and dripped onto his palm.

"There are still many of our goals that we have not fulfilled Ndra, you said we want to study at the same University, and you promised to also take me to the most beautiful places in the world, he said, and I'm tired of Ndra, I need your shoulder to lean on." My tears have fallen down my cheeks now.

"Don't you want to see me be an example for my sisters at the Panti? Oh yes Adit also asked you, he misses to play with you, later we play again to the Panti yes, later we will also nyaksiin your favorite Basketball Team, you also hope that one day you can play?" I brought my face closer, my hand touching the uninjured part of her cheek.

"I miss you, keep your promises to me or I'll be mad, I won't make you your favorite fried rice with the two flat eggs you used to ask for." I put my forehead on him. "Dra wake up, I'm afraid now, don't leave me please." I sobbed with my cry.

"I beg Ndra to wake up, my chest hurts now Ndra, I don't know why, it hurts now, I need you." I softly kissed her lips and suddenly I felt my hand being touched by Indra's fingers, I immediately looked at Indra's hand that I held, her fingers moving.

"Ndra, Ndra it's Sarah." I said with a little relief in my heart. I saw his eyes slowly opening. "Ndra." I said look at him. "Sa...Sar." Calling weak. "Yes I'm here Ndra, I'm here." I said to him with a smile on my face.

He tried to raise his hand to touch my face, I helped to put his hand to my face, he wiped my tears slowly with my cheek. "Don't cry, dear." He was weak and tried to smile. "Don't cry, I'm always by your side."

"Sar, Sarah." Calling Alisha woke me up, made me quickly open my eyes and look around with my head suddenly becoming a little sore. "I fell asleep Sha, sorry." My words are sorting my temples. "Sar, it looks like something happened with Indra." Said Alisha who made me look directly at the door of the IGD Room.

"Indra Sar, Indra is no more." Said Laura who made the world around me silent, destroyed instantly at that time, I could only be silent not returning Laura's embrace, my chest suddenly became sore, not tight from being unable to breathe, but my chest felt like there was a huge hole that suddenly appeared by itself. Indra.

I could only hear the sound of crying around me, the voice of anger from Edgar who called Indra's name. "Ndra, you can't leave the cave, can't." Shouted Edgar. "Gar, that patient Gar." Alisha sobbed in tears and hugged Edgar.

"The cave is much wrong as he is Sha, the cave is much wrong." Weeping Edgar in the arms of Alisha who also cried in the arms of Edgar. Laura let go of her embrace and re-entered the IGD Room with her Papa after the Doctor came out of the Room shaking his head slowly.

"Sari." The sound behind me made me realize from my body that was just stunned from where I stood not crying or anything, she turned my body to face him and hugged me warmly. "Cry, let your heart be at ease, let go of your sorrow." Prattling

At that moment, I felt my consciousness being drawn back to my real world, I just fell silent in the arms of Bara with tears flowing by itself. My head was filled with memories with Indra, but the longer I remembered her the more blurred the face of Indra in my memory, I immediately felt afraid that I could not remember her face, her smiling face, she said, a face that always makes me laugh, a face that always makes me feel safe and protected, but now all just a memory, a sweet memory that I can not forget.

The next day, a quiet atmosphere accompanied me and my heart was running low, staring at the heart of the final resting place of the person who always accompanied me when I was sad, the one who truly loved me, the one who always took care of me, I did not feel my tears flowing by themselves, without me forcing them to flow, wetting my cheeks and face.

"You're bad, why are you staying here alone? You gave me that hope. You promised to take care of me. Before you come every day I'm alone with this pain, this anger, this sadness until you come and tell me."

"Make me your place to complain, you no longer need to pretend to be tough in front of others when you yourself are hurt and sad.Cry if you want to cry, cry if you want to cry, scream so loud if you want to scream, I'll always take care of you Sarah, I won't be able to see you hurt anyone else again, I promise I'll always be there for you."

"Now where are you, I'm sad right now, I'm sick, my chest is tight, I can't help it. I need you, I'm crying right now where your shoulder I always use to complain, where your embrace always calms me. Don't leave me alone here, I beg you.” I said with tears flowing unceasingly. I hold a tombstone that says his name. "I need you." I'm lirih.

All the people who had accompanied Indra to his resting place had returned home, including the Indra Family, only left me here staring at the tombstone with sadness, as I was about to leave Indra's final resting place, I saw the figure of a Man in a black suit standing not far from the Public Funeral Hall. I don't know why my foot stepped on its own, walking quickly towards the Man with a feeling full of emotion. Pratama Angkasa.

SERIATE.