
"Moral lesson number nineteen: love, can be inversely proportional to time, but surely is directly proportional to madness." - Andrea Hirata.
I tapped on Bara's Chamber quietly, but there was no sound in his Room at all. I exhaled my breath heavily. "Baras, it's Sarah." I shouted a little, there was a sound of weak footsteps from inside his room, not long after that door was opened, too, shows the figure of the Man who used to have a body that contains several muscles in his body into the figure of a Man who looks thin, with a brew that is not managed, with a, his eye bags looked black and his face looked extremely messy.
"Tidad." Calling her softly, she wanted to hug me but was blocked by the tray I carried in my hand. "I can go in, you haven't eaten, have you?" I asked softly, Bara also opened the door to his room wider. Honest in my heart I feel devastated to see the condition of Bara now, whatever she is experiencing, I feel very guilty, because in the past when she was sad she was always there to listen to my complaints.
Now that I'm trying to cheer her up, I can at least make Bara what she used to be. After I entered Bara's Room, I placed the tray I was carrying on Bara's messy bed with Bara closing the door.
I sat on the edge of his bed, he walked weakly over to me and sat down next to me. He just looked at me blankly. "You haven't eaten yet, have you?" I asked and answered with her head. I was inspired to take food and feed Bara.
"You eat, Mas, I'm a bribe." I said, I spooned a mouthful of rice and some of its side dishes and directed to Bara's pale mouth, he opened his mouth and chewed on the food I had fed him very weakly.
And suddenly she was crying. "Why are you?" I asked, I put the plate on the tray again and touched his face which now became very thin. "You why Mas Bara? What exactly happened to you, Mom? Why are you like this?" Asking me worried.
She held my hand with her cold hand and Bara was like a smelling fragrance from my hand that was on her face, I felt uneasy at first but I tried to let it go. "You why Mas Bara? What's troubling you?" Ask again.
"I did it all for you Sarah." He said with his eyes closed and kissed my hand several times. "Doing for me? Meanin?" I don't understand. "He doesn't deserve you Sarah, I deserve you more, I love you so much, you know that?" He said with his eyes closed.
I immediately pulled my hand and stood up from my place. "Bara, what have you done?" My tone began to tremble with fear and sadness, he approached me but this time with a firm step and a sharp look in his eyes, whether from when he got the recovery of energy like now, he said, because this time I saw the other side of Bara, this is not the Bara I know.
He approached me which made me step back all the way to the door of his room, I tried to open it but it was locked. "You know Sar, even in his last moments he still mentioned your name, I told him to give up, but he was so stubborn that it made me think that if he didn't exist, everything would be easier." He said and now he was standing in front of me clasping my shoulders.
"Yes, I'm crazy, crazy because you're Sarah." He said, he grasped my shoulders tighter and brought his lips closer to my neck, biting there a little and gave me a red mark. "Bara stop, Rizka please." I yelled at him and asked Rizka for help who might be able to hear my screams.
He hugged me so violently, I tried to let go of myself but losing my energy, he pulled me up on the bed making me fall on his messy, alcohol-smelling bed, he dropped the tray containing the food on the floor. "Bara stop, please. He held my hand over my head and whispered in my ear. "I'll make you mine today Sarah." He kissed almost the entirety of my neck and violently he tore the black shirt I was wearing.
Tears were washing my cheeks now, it turned out that the step I took to help her was the wrong step. "Mas Bara open the door Mas, open it." Rizka shouted from behind the door, banging very hard on the door, but Bara did not care about it she was busy with the sensitive area of my upper part which was still covered with my black bra. "Bar please, please don't do this please." I said in tears.
"Why can't I Sar, I see he can touch you when you guys are at Private Pool, make me so passionate back then, so let me satisfy myself now." She said with her evil smile, and she quickly lowered my black bra, that's when I felt myself being humiliated and harassed.
I felt a bite on my sensitive area that made me groan in pain, I was still trying to rebel, but my strength still lost to him, still, she unzipped my jeans forcefully with her free hand and stuffed her hand there. "Bar stop please." I sobbed with my own dumpling. Please come quickly.
BRACKET! The door of Bara's room was forcibly broken, Bara ignored it until she was forcibly pulled by the police away from me, Rizka who entered the Bara Room immediately approached me and helped me cover my body with a blanket on Bara's bed.
"SARAH, I LOVE YOU, I DID ALL THIS FOR YOU!." Shouts of Bara who was dragged out by the Police who came to my aid. "It's a good thing you called me, if it's a little late we don't know what's going to happen." Said Typhoon Police who gave me and Laura their phone numbers when we went to the Police Station, I did press my emergency dial number when I first sat on Bara's bed, just in case.
"Then I give permission to go to the Police Station first, later if Deck Sarah already feel fine, please be able to come to the Police Station, give a report related to the incident today." Typhoon said, after that Typhoon left me and Rizka. "Sar, you wait here for a minute, yeah, I'll get my shirt first." Rizka said, she went to her room for a while and brought a T-shirt for me. "Thank you Riz." I said and immediately put on the shirt.
"I'm sorry Sar." Rizka cried and hugged me, I who was still shocked by the incident that happened to me earlier could only be silent and could only clean the tears on my cheeks. "I didn't know Mas Bara until that man did this to you, he could even kill." Rizka said, I tried to calm my heart and rubbed Rizka's back that was shaking from her crying without saying anything. I saw a brown book on a small table next to Bara's bed with a little bloodstain on the front cover. Ndra, I helped you as you asked in my dream, will you be able to calm down there Ndra?
SERIATE.