
Can you tell the difference between love and admiration ?
In front of the school as all the school students scatter, which makes the streets crowded with private vehicles of all the students from the school, I was still standing alone pecking with thoughts drifting into events after hours of rest in that deserted passageway.
Flashbacks.
“Sarah Gibran do you want to be my girlfriend?” Dave asked me which surprised me with his question. “Ha.” I don't know what to say anymore. “Do you want to be my girlfriend?” Ask again looked at me more seriously waiting for my answer, while I myself did not know what to answer.
“Hmm I.. I'm not sure how I feel Dave, sorry.” My words bowed. “You don't need to answer it now.” He kissed my forehead again. “I just want you to know only you are in my heart, so don't be sad again.” Further. “I.iya”
Flashback.
Why don't I just say yes, you idiot, but. "Wait for who Sar is?” I heard the voice of a Man who was in a black luxury car, who had suddenly stopped in front of me. “Ehh Kak Edgar does not wait for anyone Sis, this wants to go home again waiting for angkot.” I said with a slight bow, looking into the car.
“Bareng aja yuk.” His words brought me back with him. “No need Brother, I took an angkot aja, besides My house is a bit far pity Brother Edgar later muternya far.” Refused. “Udah no pa-pa, I also have no other business anyway, let's go up.” Edgar opened the front door of his car passengers, I would not want to go straight to his car.
In Edgar's car, we were silent as the music from Edgar's radio broke the silence between us.
“...Make me your girlfriend.
I'll frame you always beautiful
Make me your girlfriend
Irrigate my story..”.
Why this song is written. “Sister likes Sheila On 7 Kak?” I asked who finally broke our silence, when Edgar's car was already running on the streets of Jakarta. “Iya Sar, you like too?” The answer with a straight forward view facing the streets of Jakarta that began to look crowded because of the many school children who came home at hours like this.
“Lumayan Kak, eh This is his parents Kak Edgar?” My toot. Edgar, who was looking at the road in front of him, glanced at the photo I had pointed at the hangers on his moil. “Iya it's my parents Sar.” He said again to look at the photo I pointed at and look back at his eyes towards the road. I am not a stranger.
Mr. Wijaya is a businessman from the city's famous contractor company, WIJAYA GROUP, in almost every building, road or other construction using the services of WIJAYA GROUP and Pak Wijaya himself was named as the third richest person in the country.
“Apardon ya Brother, I do not know if Kak Edgar his son Pak Wijaya, if you know that I do not want to join was afraid later even to be embarrassed Brother Edgar.” I said wrong behavior. My hand was unintentionally on Edgar's thighs approaching the core in the middle of his gray pants which made him slightly jerked.
“Sorry Brother.” I quickly pulled my hand. Sarah condition your hand. “Sorry yes brother.” My next. “Gak pa-pa.” Said Edgar briefly without bia I guess the expression of his face. The atmosphere became awkward and silent after the impoliteness of my hand.
I'm not feeling good, I don't dare to talk anymore. “Here ya Sar his house?” Ask Edgar who I did not realize it turns out we have arrived in front of the Road Gang My house.“I-iya Kak.” I stammered. Edgar's car stopped in front of the Road Gang.
“Thanks yes Brother Edgar, sorry so ngerepotin.” I said as I opened the car door and wanted to quickly get out of the car to avoid the stupidity that I did earlier. “Sar.” Call Edgar when I get out of the car. “Iyaa kak what is it?” I asked with a slightly anxious face for fear that Edgar would discuss the matter of my hand earlier. “Hmm it's okay later, yes I've returned first yes.” He said again after being seen thinking something. “Oh yes sis, once again thank ya Sis, be careful on the road.” I said and closed the car door. After that Edgar also put the car back hopefully I do not make Brother Edgar ilfeel.
The next day at school, I went to my class to get my seat, but it was already occupied by another classmate, Vina. “Vin sorry you're sitting here?.” I'm going to Vina. “Eh hmm ma..sorry Sarah, but hmmm.” Vina looked scared to glance to her right, where Sabrina was busy polishing her face. “Eh Sarah sorry yes, I want to sit with Vina aja, you sit in the corner there aja yes.” Said Sabrina while pointing at the building in the corner of the class whose two-seats were empty.
“Oh yes pa-pa Sabrina.” I said and didn't want to look for trouble this morning. Why should I move anyway. Dave enters the classroom where he is greeted with a lustful look from Sabrina. “PAGI DAVE.” Sabrina said excitedly which could be heard almost to the entire Class. Dave's? don't look at me don't come here.
“Forth, Vin where are you here, Sarah where?” Ask Dave without looking at Sabrina. Vina fearfully pointed towards my seat which was at the very corner. “How are you doing this morning Dave?” Ask Sabrina. Dave immediately took his bag towards me and sat down next to me regardless of Sabrina. Don't come.
“Pagi.” He rubbed my head again. “Pa-morning." I said nervously, I didn't dare to look at Dave yet, because I wasn't ready to give an answer to his question yesterday in the School Hall. “I'm sitting here ya.” Say again “Iya.”
“Sar.” Call him who I know he must have felt the strangeness of my attitude this morning. “Iya?” The answer that emboldened me had to look in his direction. “On yesterday, don't think about it, I don't want our relationship to be so tenuous because of yesterday's events.I will wait for your answer anytime, so don't think too much about ya.” His words that somehow made me a little relieved and a little guilty. “I-iya Dave.” I'm sorry Dave.
Suddenly my phone rang indicating a message coming in. “For Sarah, the spirit of learning today yes :). Edgar.” The sms screen on my phone made me smile.
SERIATE.
Song Reference Sheila On 7 – Make Me Your Girlfriend.
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