Female Teaser?

PRESENTIMENTS

"Through foreboding we learn to accept ourselves, and make peace with this life." - Goddess Lestari.

I stared sadly at the funeral before me, for seven days I cried alone in this cemetery every morning, during these seven days I was unable to sleep well due to the too many thoughts I had in my head.

For seven days I never touched my phone that always rang well from my friends, Edgar, Alisha, The Indra family and from Bara contacted me the most either by phone or by text message.

I was still afraid of the threat from the Ruler, Angkasa Pratama and also thought about Indra's murder, it made me always afraid to be around the people around me. No more sobs this morning, I just stared blankly at the tombstone that read Indra Gunawan.

"Darling, I have a birthday today, didn't you promise to be with me now?" I softly touched and rubbed the tombstone, closed my eyes and the pain came back, the pain crept through my heart, my chest became tight again.

"I'm tired of Ndra." I cried sobbing without tears that even refused to flow again from my red eyes and black eye bags. "I'm not asking for any Ndra gifts, I'm just asking you to keep your promise not to leave me and always be by my side." I said Lirih and there was no answer from him, until I was tired and decided to go back to Panti.

When I arrived at Panti, I busied myself by helping Mother Aisyah in her Uduk Rice Park, ignoring my sadness but whatever I did could not help me at all. "Son." Call Mother Aisyah by touching my dreamy shoulder on one of the Warung benches. I was slightly startled and immediately forced my smile onto Mother Aisyah.

"Yes, Mom." Saying slowly, Mother Aisyah took a seat next to me, she rubbed my back gently. "Are you getting enough sleep, son?" Ask Mother Aisyah softly. "Enough Mom." My words lied. "Don't lie to Mom, I know when you're lying." His words with a smile made me look down not dare to look at him.

As I sobbed in my cries, Mother Aisyah immediately hugged me into her arms. "I miss her Mom, I miss her so much." I'm in his arms. "Honey, Nak Indra will be very sad to see you like this, I'm sure Nak Indra is a good person, I'm also sure Nak Indra will be placed in the best place by His side, you can't stay like this, son, be sad but don't drag on, believe the trials in your life will make you a strong person and there will be silverware." Said Mother Aisyah hugging me.

My feelings warmed up a little to hear Mother Aisyah's words, it's true that I shouldn't be sad for a long time like this, I should be able to rise not only for me but for Indra. After helping Mother Aisyah in her War, I set my foot towards my room, I want to clean my body and clear my mind with warm water.

After almost 15 minutes of cleaning my body, my phone rang on my desk, I picked it up and saw Rizka's name on the screen. "Hello Riz." I picked up the phone from Rizka. "Sar, how are you?" Ask Rizka. "I'm good Riz, thanks for asking Riz, how are you doing Riz?" I asked him again.

"What happened to Riz, and why me?" My toot. "Hmm Mas Bara, always yelling your name at night, for the others maybe I can only tell you that you can come here." Said Rizka, I thought for a moment whether I would help Rizka or not, but I thought again that Bara had been very good to me all this time. "Okay Riz, I'll be there in a minute." My speech. "Thank you Sar, thank you very much, I'm waiting for you at home huh." Rizka said happily, after that I disconnected my phone with Rizka.

While I was getting ready, for some reason I felt a bit of a bad feeling, I took my phone and made sure my emergency dial number was really set on my phone. After making sure of all that, I immediately stepped my foot out of the Panti and boarded the Public Transportation towards the Bara House.

When I arrived in front of the Bara House, I was immediately greeted by Rizka in front of the Gate of her House, she hugged me tightly with a feeling of pleasure and also anxiety. "Thank you for coming here, Sar." He said, after that we went into his House and sat in the Living Room.

"What do you want to drink Sar?" Ask Rizka to me. "No Riz, what exactly happened to Mas Bara Riz?" I asked Rizka straight away, looking from her sad and heavy face to tell me, I approached her and clasped her hand.

"Baras somehow in one week is not as usual Sar." Rizka. "I mean Riz?" My toot. "Yes, so Mas Bara in one week often drink alcohol even though he really does not like the drink, he often shut himself up in the room and also he looked like a frightened and anxious person, because of this also Mas Bara was removed from his job because he had been willing to fly a plane in a drunk condition." Rizka said sadly.

"What about your parents Riz, do they know about Mas Bara's condition now?" My toot. "They already know the condition of Mas Bara, only they have not been able to come here in the near future." Said Rizka bowed and almost crying, she looked at me with tears that were about to fall on her cheeks.

"I'm afraid of Sar." Rizka said with a vibrating tone. "I'm afraid of Mas Bara, he's like everyone else, every night he's always having nightmares and always yelling your name, and once was one night when I went into his room, and approaching him he once directly strangled my neck with the look of an eye that wanted to kill me." Rizka was unable to continue her words as she sobbed with her own cries.

I set my heart, because somehow my gut was saying something about Bara, but I always got rid of that feeling, because from the first time I met Bara, she never did anything bad in front of me, is it true that Bara was able to do what was on my mind for about a week, since the Police named Taufan said that Indra's death was a premeditated murder and the possibility that it was the people closest to Indra. Are you Mas Bara?

"Baras has eaten Riz?" I tried to calm down in front of Rizka. "Not Sar, the food I brought was always not eaten." Rizka. "You can prepare the food, I try to speak to Mas Bara." My words that made Rizka a little happy because I was willing to help her, she immediately went to the kitchen carrying a tray containing food on it, I picked it up and approached the front door of the Bara Room, I asked Rizka not to come with me, let me talk to Bara myself to make sure of something. I hope my hunch is wrong.

SERIATE.