Fazila Tipan From Heaven

New Journey

As Kiai Hasan said before, and exactly as I expected, this marriage contract event is not just an ordinary marriage contract. I never expected the big Kiai who often talks on television shows and sometimes accidentally I saw him when I returned home to the residence of Wijaya also came this afternoon.

From where I know she often fills out television shows, the answer is very simple, Oma ku Oma Ochi the soft-hearted woman always sits in the middle room just to convince her favorite lecture show. Sometimes I feel confused why people often watch TV even though it is like a TV show that is less educational.

"Mother is proud of you. I am so happy about this great event.

For Kiai Hasan and his extended family, Fatimah was like a precious daughter that was second to none. You only have Ikmal because that's why you love Fatimah so much." Said the man who had just come and held my shoulder.

"Pig... First Abi must introduce himself first. Look at Alan's sister's face, she looks confused." Ikmal continued while grabbing the hand of the man she referred to as Abinya, he kissed the back of the charismatic man's hand respectfully.

"Sir Alan, this is Abi Ikmal. To be precise, he was the younger brother of Kiai Hasan's uncle." Ikmal said again, this time he hugged Abinya.

After Abi Ikmal came all the pilgrims back to sit quietly. The two men who came with Abi Ikmal sat in front of me. When viewed from his clothes, he must have been the one who was deliberately picked up by Abi Ikmal.

Meanwhile in a different place Bu Nani was closing her eyes while taking a deep breath and then exhaling it rough from the lips.

"Why did Mama come along so tensely. If Mama sitting here is nervous, what about Alan's brother sitting in front of thousands of worshippers? Sabina hopes Alan's brother didn't make a mistake." Said Sabina while fixing the kebaya she was using. Her beautiful face told her everything was going to be okay.

"Build... Mom was feeling a little tense. Everything still feels like a dream. Mama never thought your sister would get married on the best day and in the best place."

Sabina had not yet responded to her Mama's words, her beautiful netra staring at one point.The perfect dot that was currently standing in front of her with an extraordinary appearance.

"Beck...!" Netra Sabina rounded, a second later she began to blink her eyes. His words were clenched on the lips.

"Darling... You're so pretty."

"Thank you, auntie!"

"Nonone. Not Auntie, baby. But Mama!"

I don't know why my tears suddenly came. A dozen years I spent my life without a mother. And now? Hearing Mama's words made me feel incredible. No one knows what will happen tomorrow, which is why life is interesting.

"From today I'm your mother. If Alan or Sabina dared to bother you tell Mama, Mama will pull their ears and will continue to do that." Said Ms. Nani trying to calm me down

And sure enough, his words made me feel calm. Fatimah who usually lives in silence is now beginning to be filled with happiness, and more importantly, now I am surrounded by good people. Starting from Kiai Hasan and Nyai Latifa, the big family of Ustadz Ikmal who was always friendly, and now the new family that binds me and Abi Fazila. Am I that lucky? I don't know, I don't know that. Everything still feels like a dream, a beautiful dream that feels very calming. If this is a dream I don't want to wake up again. I just want to stand in one place, in a place that makes my precious daughter happy, Meyda Noviana Fazila.

"Sometimes Alan's jutek, he also likes to keep his grief alone, Mama hopes you can keep up with Alan well.

Mama knows you're still in a dilemma. Despite this, I'm sure, I'm absolutely certain that Alan can make you happy." Said Mama Nani while hugging me. There is no reply from me other than a nod of the head, I hope so, hoping that the sorrow that has been rooted in the heart will soon disappear.

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Allah akbar...

Allah Akbar...

The more I tried to calm my heart, the more I felt nervous. It felt like there were butterflies flying in my heart, I felt amused and happy at the same time.

The ruler who was sitting in front of me earlier clasped my fingers tightly. Really, my whole body feels like it's getting a high-voltage electric shock. Believe it or not, that's how I feel right now.

If I can curse, I feel like I want to curse my heart. Since then my heart does not want to obey my wishes, my desire to keep my heart calm even though it is in a precarious state.

"Son Alan must relax! Alan son, there's no need to rush." Said the bespectacled ruler with a smile. His eyes seemed to explain that he would still lead me even if I made a mistake.

Glekkkkk!

Hearing the words of the ruler made me even more misbehaved. This is my second try, I made a mistake because I was nervous. My speech stopped in the middle of the agreement. If someone else was in my position, I'm sure I would smile like everyone who is currently witnessing this big day of my life.

"Let's try again." Said the ruler still clasping tightly to my finger. Seeing it makes my breath go up and down.

Fazila knew Abi was very smart. No need to feel nervous, just assume Ummi and Fazila are sitting next to Abi while smiling happily. My sweet daughter's words echoed in my ears.

Three hours ago, just before the congregation arrived at the mosque, my sweet daughter came up to me with a happy smile. I don't know what her little brain thinks until she's that happy! I want to ask, unfortunately I can't because Mama hurriedly came and took her to her Umminya room.

Slowly but surely, I began to try again. Trying to calm myself who is currently in front of the sea of humans.

If I get it wrong again, then my pride as a man must be questioned. How can I get this whole thing? All this time I've never been afraid of anyone. Nervous, haru, and happy. That's what I'm feeling.

Is this funny? Why is everyone smiling looking at my nervousness. Am I the only one who made a mistake? I don't know. By presenting Allah and His Messenger in my heart, this time I am sure that one thousand percent, I will not make mistakes and I will not be defeated by excessive nervousness.

I married and I control you brother Alan Wijaya bin Otis Wijaya with the sister of Fatimah Azzahra bin Sulaiman with his mascavin in the form of a set of prayer tools and gold weighing Five hundred grams of cash.

Again this chest thumped louder, my tears were getting more and more unbearable. How great is the gift I have received today, how can my Lord be so good to me? I get two heavenly angels at once? With great novelty and with great gratitude I began to utter the Bismillah lafaz.

Bismilbornrahmanirrahim's...

I accepted the marriage and marriage of Fatimah Azzahra bint Sulaiman with her mascarine, cash.

With tears still streaming I look at everyone's face, my whole body still shakes when I hear the word 'Sah' from everyone's lips. Slowly, kiai Hasan approached me while shedding tears. He hugged me without saying a word. A second later he patted me on the shoulder, his face carved a sincere smile.

"Congratulations, sis."

"Thank you." I replied to Ikmal who was sitting on my left.

"Please take care of Fatimah, never make her cry. Take care of Fazila for all of us too, sweet boy that's the pride of us all." Ikmal said again, this time it was Ikmal's turn to embrace me. Everyone near me shook my hand and prayed for blessing. I'm very happy, really happy.

Unfortunately, my happiness feels incomplete without the presence of my best friend, Araf. May she not be hurt to hear about my marriage to the woman who is also a conditioning of her eyes. Truly, this happiness felt like a thorn that pierced my heart without Araf present beside me.

Araf... Ii'm sorry. I muttered inwardly while wiping the corner of the eye with the back of my hand.

"He's here? When did he come? Why didn't he see me? Is he still mad at me?" Netra I stared intently at Araf who had just woken up from his sitting position. I wanted to run towards him, but unfortunately I couldn't do that. I couldn't get through the sea of worshippers for Araf who had just walked out.

From today I will be on a new journey in my life. I myself do not know what has been laid down by the Power for me. One day I hope that this life path I choose will not hurt the hearts and feelings of others, including Araf who became my best friend.

God, I never thought we'd be involved in such a complicated relationship just out of love. I muttered to myself while looking at Araf's back that was getting further away.

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