
"When are you going back to Malang? You came here without seeing your precious mother, if she knows you're here and you're not, then you're done!"
I spoke a little bit too well to Araf. Compared to me, Araf looked much more relaxed and calm. Looks like our work is affecting our psychiatric condition, Araf can still joke in the midst of busy caring for patients, while I? Every day feels like war.
From the moment I woke up to fall asleep again, my mind remained the same. Thinking about how to improve the company to achieve resounding success, only with success can I help others. For me, giving a job to someone who wants to change their life is better than giving money to a lazy person who doesn't want to move.
"Dia... I want to talk seriously with you! After hearing my words, our friendship endures or ends, everything is in your hands.
As you've always known, I'm a man who will never step back from the slightest responsibility no matter what mess I cause." I said while looking at Araf's smiling face.
"Is something bothering you? Why are you so serious! It doesn't look like you." Araf said quietly without looking at me.
"I want to talk to you about something very important! This time you'll listen until I'm done." My welcome regardless of Araf who looks engrossed with his phone.
"Fazila's." My words are stuck in my throat. It felt like my tears were about to drip, but as hard as I could try to hold it in for the sake of my sweet daughter.
Fazilais. Hearing the name Araf's focus immediately split, he placed his phone on the table. No more smiles or games from mobile phones. Araf looks serious, even more serious on my appeal. The look in his eyes seemed to explain that he was very curious about the owner of the name. This time I plan to tell you everything so that there will be no future misunderstandings between the two of us.
"Why are you silent? What happened to Fazila? Every time I hear the name of that sweet child my soul doesn't seem to let me get away from it." Said Araf again, his handsome face engraving a smile.
Hearing Araf's words made me feel a great relief, I was relieved that he loved Fazila so much. I was curious, what attitude Araf would show after knowing Fazila was my flesh and blood.
"Listen to me, whatever your response to everything you're about to hear, everything I leave to you." I said it again while looking at Araf's face.
"The woman who had been present in my dreams was Miss Fatimah, and Fazila was a put..."
Tok.Tok-sign.Tok.
My words are stuck in my throat. A second later, Iklima walked towards me while carrying a bouquet of flowers neatly arranged in his right hand. Without saying a word Iklima put the bouquet of flowers in front of me.
A hachikkk!
"Don't you know that I hate flowers so much? Throw everything!" I yell at him with a high voice. Seeing my frustration Iklima looked tense. My tears started to come out, I myself did not know since when I was allergic to flowers.
"I'm sorry Sir, this flower is actually from Mr. Alexander Martin, he's currently waiting for you in the meeting room." Report Klima with a sorry face.
"Meeting Room? Whatchu mean? Can't you and Bobby stop anything? Since when did you decide to have a meeting without prior notice? Tell him I'll see him tomorrow!" I grumbled as I stared at the face of Iklima's downfall.
"Pardon us sir, Mr. Alexander Martin arrived with Miss Seren without notice!" Claims of self-defense.
"What's? Seren! It's even worse." I said while leaning my head against the back of the sofa.
"All right, you can go. I'll see him in two minutes!" Iklima nodded slowly, he ducked back while walking backwards.
"What did you say, just now? If it's not wrong, you're calling Miss Fatimah and Fazila names." Araf asked while looking at my annoyed face.
I'm very upset that Mr. Alexander came at an inopportune time. Why should it be today? Why not tomorrow? I should have explained everything to Araf today, everything was a mess. The seren? Once again I heard the name Seren, I never hated anyone as much as I hated that wild woman.
"Your secretary is so pretty! Had Miss Fatimah not filled my heart, I would have dated Klima." Hearing Araf's short words made me sigh violently.
"You can ask for anything on Iklima! If you want you can sleep here too. We'll talk after my meeting with Mr. Alexander is over" I said as I buttoned the suit I was wearing.
Araf nodded slowly, he returned to playing with his phone regardless of me.
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Mr. Alexander greeted me as soon as I reached the meeting room, on his right side was Seren standing while showing off his beautiful smile. The face still looked beautiful, there was nothing lacking in her, it was just that I felt annoyed every time I saw her. Being in one room like this makes me sick, I feel like I want to curse her. The presence of Mr. Alexander made me learn to resist my desire to curse Seren who kept on pouting his naughty smile.
"Why do you bother coming here? If there's anything urgent, you should have notified our company, I can ask my Assistant to see you." I said as he grabbed Mr. Alexander's hand, he shook my hand long enough, he patted me on the shoulder with his left hand and then took off his hand.
"Mr Alan, do you know that I'm your big fan? All the policies you do for the benefit of the company really amaze me.
I didn't want to bother you for the benefit of one silver. It's just, I'm starting to think, it feels less Afdol if I don't meet a successful figure like you in my life." Said Mr. Alexander while showing off his smiling face.
"Ahhh yes... One more thing, I would like to introduce you to a model that has been chosen by our company to promote the new design, Miss Seren Anandy." Show Mr. Alexander with a laugh.
Hearing the name Seren made me sigh violently. Anger and hate are now mixed into one. It would be impolite if I scolded Alexander sir for choosing Seren as his model, my authority would be of no use to the company that became my partner in business. For now all I can do is smile. Pretending to smile.
"I'm sure you know each other. I think Miss Seren is the best model I can find in the industry. There's nothing better than her, she's my idol, she's also incredibly beautiful. What do you think?" Again Mr. Alexander stuffed me with sickening questions.
Is there anything better than Seren? Hushh! I want to vomit hearing that. This is probably what I read this morning. 'Love your lover accordingly, for it may be that one day he will be the one you hate' Everything really makes sense. I've never hated anyone before like my hatred for Seren. Being in a room with him makes me feel stuffy and claustrophobic.
"Eitherway! I'm not sure if Miss Seren is the best model. If you want, I can recommend another model, that's if you want...!" I said with a smile.
Hearing my words, Seren looked annoyed. Everything about him I don't care anymore. Whether he's upset or not it's none of my business, I just want to throw him away from my life.
"We will meet again in the next two days, after signing the business agreement we will officially become an invincible partner." Said Mr. Alexander again while patting me on the shoulder, Mr. Alexander the same age as Papa that's why I didn't talk to him. After shaking my hand, Mr. Alexander left without looking back.
For a moment I again let out a rough sigh, then slowly I exhaled from my lips. Both of my eyes were tightly closed, I started to smile while imagining my saliha daughter. It turns out that I miss him so much, not hearing his voice all day makes me angry.
"Is how happy you are to meet me until your smile is that wide?"
"You? Why are you still here?" I stared madly at the door.
"Never wish for more than me! To me you're just a model nothing more than that!" Say it again in a loud voice.
"I know for a second you still love me a lot. Your love for me is timeless." Reply to the graceful woman standing before me confidently.
"You're too confident. Don't live like that. You can dream, but remember, don't be too tall. If you fall it will hurt Miss!" Say it again, still with the same tone of voice. Ruggedly.
"Alan's... I love you so much! Can't we go back to what we used to be? I miss Alan dearly, patiently and lovingly.
Why are you so far away that I can no longer hold your hand? Tell me, what do I have to do so you can forgive me and our relationship is back to normal like it used to be?"
Hearing Seren's condescending speech made my anger grow even more. How dare he say I'm lost! In fact, even if he knelt down, I would never fall. There are some mistakes that I cannot forgive, one of which is the fault of Seren's patal, the mistake of daring to betray me.
"If you die and come back to life, I still won't be able to forgive you.
Of love? Ciiih! To hell with love!
Don't ever show up in front of me again because I don't know when my patience is. It sucks!" Gertutuku again. I left Seren who was still standing in front of me. I walked to my office on the right side of the hallway.
When I miss my daughter so much, Seren appears in front of me. He's a real bitch. He's like a virus and I have to get rid of him to the best of extent, I just want to be an amazing father and be able to count on by my beautiful daughter. Meyda Noviana Fazila's.
...***...