EVERLASTING LOVE

37.afraid

Carrie melted her eyes to fall asleep while waiting for Miguell who was downstairs to bring himself food.

in his sleep reappeared the same shadow he had seen in the bathroom as he locked himself in it

the shadow of a child in a flower garden

" mother. mother." call the child from behind to Carrie,

Carrie who heard him immediately turned her body to see where the source of the sound came from,

when he fully looked back he saw a small child but his face was still covered with a bright light that made him unable to clearly see the child's face.

" who are you?? " ask Carrie.

"i'm your son ma'am " replied the little boy.

Carrie was just shocked

"ap...what's my son"

"yes ma'am I'm your son, ma'am don't leave me alone don't go don't throw me mommy" continued the child who arrived immediately wept bitterly in front of Carrie, along with her crying the child also made the beautiful flower garden was turned into a dark aura.

I don't know why seeing the little boy cry his heart was sliced he couldn't bear to see it, either,

"what are you saying I won't leave you, you don't go" Carrie said, and she wanted to stretch the boy's hand to hold it,however as he began to approach her the boy instead grew further and further away from her, while chasing after her he continued to say

"don't stay away, I won't leave you don't go "

"don't..". "his screams immediately made him wake up from his sleep.

with a gasping breath he awoke from his sleep

"huh..... "

"just a dream, but why is it like a real "murm that still regulates his breathing "but what does that dream mean" he continued.

shortly after her

"tuk.". "a tear suddenly came out of one of his eyes and soaked his hand,

" i was crying but why, why can I be this sad, why" confused her, he said,

"who was the boy why did he show up, and....."

when her hand started touching her distended stomach she started thinking

"wait.is he my son's future, and he means I threw him away because I'll give him to Miguell after that I went "long thought his.

her tears flowed back to remember that

"i can't give my son, he's my only family at the moment I can't give him to Miguell, what kind of mother I am" she murmured, then she started crying on her own in her lap.

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shortly after her

"i entered" said Miguell, who had come to Carrie's room with a plate of food in his hand.

"Carrie" was surprised to see Carrie who was crying, quickly she immediately ran towards him.

"why... what happened to you if you feel sick which part of it hurts tell me, I'll call a doctor" said he gently, with a very anxious expression.

Carrie raised her head up from her lap to look at Miguell's face, with her eyes reddened by crying

" no. I don't get sick anywhere" she replied

Miguell: "but why are you crying like this??"

Carrie: "I cried not because I was sick, but because of something else "

Miguell: "other thing??, what makes you cry I'll destroy it"

Carrie started rubbing the tears in her eyes, and spoke seriously to Miguell

Carrie: "Miguell answered honestly, are you in love with a woman "asked Carrie, who immediately made Miguell startled and immediately changed his expression earlier,

Miguell: "why are you asking like this "

Carrie: "just answer, am I right "ask Carrie with a serious face.

without a second thought, Miguell quickly answered

" yes, I love a woman"

"jderr" as in the needle-pierced Carrie heard her, she did not ask who the woman was, she just tried to stay firm.

she starts to look seriously at Miguell and says something to him

"miguell divorced me "

continued brief himself, where it immediately made Miguell very surprised and immediately changed his expression.

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