Destiny Syakila

eps 206's

In Syakila's ward.

Syakila wanted to rest, however, her eyes and mind were reluctant to be friendly with her body that wanted to rest.

Her eyes always invited her to look at Geo's flat, cold face on her. It's not the first time Syakila saw Geo's face like that.

The man often showed a flat, cold, sharp face to him. Not like last night and this morning. Not only did she show such a face, but she was also reluctant to look at herself.

Her mind always invites her to think about what is the change in her husband's attitude. Syakila looked at Sardin who was standing at the window.

Is it because there's a Sardine here, that keeps Geo away? Was he jealous and unkind also reluctant to drive Sardin away from here? Because Sardin was my childhood friend and the man I loved. So, instead of me and him fighting over Sardin, he chose to budge?

Am I still the wife she wants? Did he not miss me, who had been asleep for twelve days? His attitude has really changed for me.

When I woke up last night, he was so excited and happy. He wants to hug me. But, why did he stop his movements when his body and my body were close? Is it because there's a Sardine, so he's reluctant to hug me? Does he keep Sardin's feelings?

Sardin turned around to look at Syakila. The woman was daydreaming, not sleeping. Sardin walked up to him.

”What do you think? Why not rest?” Sardin sat down on the side of Syakila's bed.

Syakila got up and sat leaning on the back of the bed. ”Nothing, just can't sleep alone. I'm tired of lying down, sitting down, eating, just sleeping in this bed. Without doing anything.”

Sardin stroked Syakila's head, ”You're bored? Be patient! Seven more hours you can get out of this hospital.” persuaded Sardin.

”Sack Sardin. Isn't it, as long as I'm not aware, Geo is always here?” ask Syakila.

True to my guess, Syakila was still thinking about the change in Geo's attitude to him.

”Iya.”

”He also did all his office work in this room, accompanying me, right?” ask Syakila again.

”Iya.”

”But, why was it that when I realized, he was going away?” ask Syakila again, curious.

”I don't know that either. You can ask him when you meet later.” said Sardin.

”I want to go see her now. I was not calm to see his attitude as if to stay away from me.” Syakila got out of bed.

Sardin held his hand. ”You want to love her?” he looked at Syakila's eyes seriously.

Deg deg! I didn't think Sardin would ask him that. Is it clearly visible?

He saw Sardin. ”I..kakak. I...is sister going to be mad at me?” instead of answering, Syakila turned to ask.

”Why should sister be mad at you? Brother trust you.”

Syakila sat down on the side of the bed. ”Sister, now I'm still the wife status of Geo. I know, we've made a promise..”

”Our promise sometime we can fulfill. For example, your promise to your father, isn't that eating a few new years fulfilled? Brother won't blame you. Brother believes whatever you do is the best.” said Sardin seriously, cutting Syakila speech.

”Kakkak an. I...I.m sorry, I just realized my feelings for my husband.I..I..I like his.” Syakila said while looking down.

Husband..you call him your husband, now? I'm jealous of Syakila. Can you see my jealousy? sardin's Mind.

”But..I don't want to see big brother with another woman.” he continued saying, still down. He did not dare to look at Sardin's face.

Sardin sighed, his guess was correct. Syakila's love will not diminish for her. Sardin pulled Syakila's body into his arms.

”So I know, your love won't diminish for sister. My sister does not doubt your love. Brother is also not angry about the presence of a new taste for Geo. You live together, your status is husband and wife. That feeling will just grow without any excuse from your heart.”

Sardin again sighed while releasing his embrace. He looked into Syakila's eyes, both hands holding Syakila's shoulders.

”Then, you want a sister how? You don't want big brother looking for happiness for himself big brother?”

Syakila took Sardin's hand off his shoulder violently. He stood facing Sardin, ”So I want to marry another woman to be happy?” his face is very sad. Eyes glazed.

Of course Syakila was not willing, she still loved Sardin very much. Seeing her happy with another woman, she was not willing.

”You want a sister like this to continue? See you with another guy? And only by himself? Just a lonely friend with your shadow?”

Syakila's body weakened, instantly she collapsed, sitting on the floor while drowning. He knows he is selfish. She cried.

Before he loved Geo. She desperately wants to divorce Geo and marry Sardin.

When he loved Geo. He doesn't want to get divorced from Geo. However, he did not want Sardin to marry another woman. He's very selfish.

Sardin's confused. He helped Syakila stand up and sat Syakila in bed. Sardin sat on the floor, sad to see Syakila crying.

Sardin held both of Syakila's cheeks, both of his thumbs wiping away Syakila's tears that were scattering on the woman's smooth cheeks. Sardine's eyes glazed over. ”You don't want a divorce with Geo, do you?”

Syakila did not answer. He's still crying.

”You want to marry big brother?” ask Sardin again.

Syakila still did not reply, her cries getting broken.

”You want what about this situation? Hum?” ask Sardin again.

Sardin knows Syakila and Geo are divorced. And Geo had already handed Syakila over to him. But, he wanted to ascertain Syakila's true feelings.

And he also wants to hear Syakila's opinion about him, if Syakila chooses not to divorce Geo. He also wants Syakila to prepare her heart to accept Geo's decision, when Geo tells Syakila that they are divorced.

”I want to die, brother. I've made the wrong decision. I should have allowed myself to be confined to the cold, dark bottom of my own heart rather than face this harsh reality. Hu...hu..hu...”

Sardin stood up and tightly hugged Syakila's body. ”Don't say that! Don't think about leaving me, leaving the world. Syakila..”.

It kisses Syakila's lips, *****, and bites her gently and she lets go.

”Don't you talk like that in front of me again. Ok?”

Syakila did not answer.

”Kakak will give up, you remain the wife of Geo.” said Sardin again.

”Then sister will marry a woman who has been betrothed to her brother, by her parents sister?” syakila's tears flowed down her cheeks.

Sardin nodded slowly.

”Sister, leave me alone. I want to be alone.” Syakila said. She's still crying.

”No! Sister will be here.” reject Geo.

”Leave me brother! Go then! Go!” syakila's voice is rising.

Sardin kept silent to see Syakila. It was only the first time the woman spoke such a high tone and snapped at him. And this was the first time Syakila had expelled herself when Syakila was angry.

Beni wiped her tears. He was also saddened to hear the conversation between Syakila and Sardin. He accidentally heard a conversation between the two people, he was told by Geo to take the Geo mobile phone from Syakila.

Apparently, Syakila also loves Geo. What if Geo finds out that Syakila loves him, while he's divorced Syakila? beni's mind.

Beni regained her senses when she heard the sound of footsteps walking towards the door of the room. He rushes out of there before Sardin realizes he has eavesdropped.

Sardin opened the door. He looked, saw Syakila. The girl sat down, crying on the floor. His voice is so bitter. Sardin opted out. He was leaning against the closed door. Eyes glazed.

In the room.

Nah! I'm not willing to see Sardin marry another woman. Hu.hu...

I don't want to get divorced from Geo either. Hu.hu...

”Aa..aaa...aa..ha...ha...ha...hu....hu.....”.

Outdoors.

Sardin was deeply saddened to hear Syakila's cry. Eyes glazed. He scrunched the base of his nose.

”Sardin.” Reprimand Beni. Beni ventured out of her hiding place and came to Sardin. He could not bear to see Sardin like that.

Sardin took his hand off from the scowl. He saw Beni. ”Beni? What's up here? Sorry, you saw me in bad shape.”

”No need to pretend to be tough in front of me. We are like brothers. What makes you sad like this?” ask Beni.

”Ah! I am just confused and sad to leave Syakila here or have to go to S city. My mom told me to come back soon, I've been here a long time.” Sardin's alibi, cover up his lies.

”Ah! I see..yah.maybe you should return first to the city S. After that, you will come back here again. You don't have to worry Syakila, she'll be fine here. Even if Syakila asked to return to the city of S. We will take him there.” suggested Beni.

”Thank you, I will consider your proposal.” Sardin said, smiling.

”Sama-sama. Em...Is Syakila on break?” ask Beni.

”No. You want to see him?”

”I'm here just to pick up Geo's phone. There's a file sent from our colleagues in Geo's email. And that..”

”Ah..I understand. Em... I'll go in get it for you.” said Sardin.

”Good. I just wait here.” said Beni. He knew, Sardin didn't want me to see Syakila who was slumped in there.

”Ok.” Sardin turned around, opened the door. Surprised, he did not see Syakila in the room. ”Syakila?” call him.

Beni came into the room, saw what happened. He was also surprised that Syakila was not seen in the room. The window of the room was tightly closed.

Beni sees Sardin stepping into the bathroom. He himself stepped into the toilet. However, Syakila was not in either room.

Sardin rushed over to where Syakila was sitting crying last time. ”Syakila! Athaghfirullah! Oh, my God, Syakila. What have you done?!” his heart grievously sliced at the sight of Syakila who was trying to kill herself.

Beni was surprised. Syakila was already unconscious, blood spewing out a lot from her wrists. ”Sardin, you lay Syakila in bed! I'll call the doctor!” he immediately rushed to the doctor's room.

Sardin carried Syakila onto the bed. ”Yes geez...Kilo..! Why is your mind so shallow, baby?! This way I'm also helpless Kila..!”.

Not long after, Beni returned to Syakila's room with the doctor.

Doctors began to treat Syakila. First he tried to stop the blood coming out of both veins of Syakila's hand. The scratches on both of Syakila's hands were quite large, however, thankfully not deep.

After the blood was stopped. The doctor treated his wound and gave him a bandage. The doctor again gave additional blood to Syakila. And also give infusion to Syakila.

”I know..you are reckless! But..I do not imagine you are also reckless to end your own life.” softly Sardin spoke.

Drrr! The ringtone in Geo's phone is heard. Beni stepped forward to lift the phone.

”Hello...Geo.sorry, I'm still in the hospital. There is a little thing that happened to Syakila.” said Beni replied to Geo's question.

Geo dialed his number through Beni's number. Geo held off holding Beni's phone. He had been waiting for Beni's arrival, however, the man hadn't come yet.

”What happened to Syakila?” Geo sounded worried and panicked.

”Syakila..dia...he tried to commit suicide by teasing... tut tut tut!” Beni looking at the screen. Geo has severed the connection.

.. ..

The Geo office.

”Is he crazy? What's wrong with him?” Geo picked up his suit and took the car keys and rushed to the hospital.

He drove the car at high speed. ”What the hell is on his mind? Why try to kill yourself?”

He drove the car and kept talking to himself. ”You should be fine, Syakila.” he said again worried.

He turned the car into the hospital parking lot. He stopped the car and got out of the car.

He ran to Syakila's ward.

In the Syakila room.

”What happened to him? Did you say something to Syakila?” ask Geo to Sardin.

Now he was sitting on the side of Syakila's bed. He was sad to see the bandage that wrapped his hands.

”Nothing. He only told me his heart.”

”Fill hearts?”

”Iya. He said he didn't want a divorce from you. And I asked her permission to find my own happiness. But he does not allow. He didn't accept me marrying anyone else. That's what made him scratch his own hand.” Sardin said.

”You're crazy! You know Syakila loves you so much, why did you say that to her?”

”Then? Do we have to live a life like this? A hum? I can't. She doesn't want a divorce from you, I give up. He doesn't accept. What do you think we should do? The three of us married and lived together on one roof?”

”That's impossible!” reply Geo.

”He wouldn't be anything if I were married to another woman. You keep with him. You are his life, his love, his soul and his breath. Don't make him sad and like this again.” said Geo.

Geo saw Beni. ”Beni, go to home. Take the divorce papers in my room.” he told Beni.

”Iya.” Beni out of the room.

”All must be clear today! All the decisions I take, I will not pull again.” said Geo.

”Ugh! Um...” Syakila.

”Syakila, you are aware?” ask Sardin.

Geo deliberately ignored Syakila. After all, Syakila had yet to realize that Geo was in the room. Sardin who got up and approached Syakila, covered Geo.

”Um..the brother who called the doctor? Why brother? Just let me die!” ketus Syakila said.

Geo clenched tightly his hand.

”Already! Don't talk like that! Not good!” sardine Advice.

”What brother will marry another woman?” ask Syakila.

Sardin.

”Why silence brother? Answer Kila, brother.” urged Syakila.

”Are you going to get divorced with Geo?”

Now it was Syakila's turn to be silent.

”Jawab sister? If you can answer, brother will also answer your questions.” urged Sardin.

”Kakak..”.

”If you can accept divorce with Geo, sister will marry you.” trim Sardin.

”No need to ask her like that.” Geo started to make a sound.

Deg deg! Syakila's heart beat rapidly hearing Geo's voice.

Geo stood up and looked at Syakila expressionlessly. ”I have granted your wish. We're divorced. You can freely marry this man you love.” he said.

Syakila is sick to hear Geo's words. His eyes glazed over the face of the man without exception who looked at him.

”I disagree!” syakila.

”You agree or not! It's my decision and you have to accept it. Remember.you always urge me to divorce you.” stressed Geo.

Geo stepped out after speaking. He's waiting for Beni out there. She knew Syakila's heart was very sad now, as she felt.

However, everything must be clear. Someone has to give up. If Sardin had relented, Syakila would have committed suicide. If he who has relented, Syakila will be fine.

”No! Geo, wait!” Syakila took off the blood hose and the infusion attached to her hand.

Sardin quickly prevented it, holding Syakila's hand. Syakila. ”Detach me brother!”

”What are you doing? A hum? If you can't let go of her, then let go of me!” sardin.

Syakila stopped revolting. He looked at Sardin who was looking at him seriously. ”I can't!” the answer.

Sardin. It was clearly visible in Syakila's eyes if Syakila was not willing to let go

Geo who was outside the room smiled wryly.

I guess, if I give up. He'll be fine. That's not Sardine. His love for me, maybe just a momentary feeling, Geo thought.