Destiny Syakila

eps12

Tonight Sarmi can't sleep, he's very restless. Her thoughts were always swirling about Halim, her husband.

What's wrong with me? Ever since I got nervous like this, has anything happened to you, my husband? O Allah protect my husband wherever his feet stand in search of mercy and sustenance - You, O Allah. Aamiins.

inner sarmi

She tried to always calm her heart by always praying to God to protect her husband. His mother who had not slept yet also he came out to sit around in the gode. He found Sarmi sitting there looking at the pitch-black sky. His mother approached him and sat down beside him.

"You haven't slept, son?"

"No, Mother! My heart is troubled thinking of my husband, Mother!" answer Sarmi.

"You calm your heart, boy! Don't think too much about your husband, always trust your husband." said the mother advises Sarmi.

"Yes Mother, Sarmi always calms down, honestly Sarmi hesitates a little Mom. Sarmi is a little scared, if Halim mas like her brother, Mother!" sahut Sarmi's.

The mother smiled, "Your husband and brother are different people, their nature is different too. Don't doubt your husband, son!" he said again advising.

"This feeling of doubt comes suddenly, Mother!" sarmi said sadly.

The mother stroked Sarmi's back to calm her down. "That's how hard it is to stay away from our partner, son! Trust and honesty are often tested. Believe me, your husband loves you so much, he will not wish you as his brother." he assured Sarmi.

"Institute trust in your heart for your husband, don't hesitate on him. Give all to the powerful, God willing, God protect your husband from actions that will harm him later." continued the mother advises Sarmi.

Sarmi fell silent, thinking about her mother's words. He became aware if he had doubted the power of God "Yes Mother, sorry Sarmi" he said later.

His mother smiled, "Go to sleep, accompany your son!" the mother's orders.

Sarmi nodded, "Mother's not sleeping?" ask her mother.

"Mother is just sleeping, you go to sleep first!" again, the order to Sarmi. Sarmi nodded. Then he stepped up to his house and he lay beside his youngest son.

I'm sorry my husband, I doubted you, always take care of yourself, my husband! I will pray for you from here as well for your health and safety.

inner Sarmi.

He closed his eyes and asked her to fall asleep. After his heart was not agitated now he could fall asleep soundly.

.. ..

While Halim himself could not fall asleep, he thought of his wife from earlier. He missed his wife.

Sarmi, I miss you! his inner.

He glanced at the friend beside him, "He's asleep." he murmured. He stood up from his seat and was about to go to the side of the ship to see the beauty of the sea at night.

Just as he was standing, his friend woke up because Halim's hand accidentally hit his leg. "Where are you going? Why not sleep?" ask Hamid.

"I can't sleep, I'm going out to the side of the ship for a while, I want to see the sea water. You wanna come?" sahut Halim also invited his friend to come with him.

"By," he said. He woke up from his sleep. "Kneel!" bring Halim. He walked behind Halim. Now that they reached the right side of the ship, they were both lulled and engrossed in their thoughts.

Actually Hamid he was curious about the marriage of Halim and Sarmi. He wanted to ask but he hesitated a little.

"My marriage is now 12 years old. And we already have six children from our marriage." replied Halim with a smile.

"You must love him so much and he must love you so much" Hamid said.

"Dear Alhamdulillah now we love each other, at first we both do not like each other" said Halim with a smile considering the beginning of their marriage.

"Oh yeah? Then how can you get married if you don't like each other?" asked Hamid confusedly as well as curious.

"Are you guys in a match?" hamid asked again when Halim had not answered his question.

Halim looked at Hamid who was looking at him curiously. Halim smiled.

"Not in a match, but Sarmi and I accidentally met on the street when we went home from school first. And when it was raining, we both took shelter in front of an empty house uninhabited. And when the rain began to subside there were some villagers who passed by there and saw us both. They reported us to RT and RT called our parents. Finally we gathered at the house of RT sir with some residents who saw us at that time. Mr. RT asked us both a lot, and we explained that if we did not know each other, nor did we date, we were just taking shelter at the time. But our answer was not received by the local people. Finally according to the decision of the residents and RT sir as well as our two parents, we were married two days later. At first we both refused, because we were innocent and we both had boyfriends. But we thought back about the honor of our family, so we got married" Halim told the beginning of her marriage.

He smiled again, "We got married when we entered 3rd grade High School, but after marriage we still live with our parents. After graduating high school we stayed home. That's when we started to have a sense of love that was immersed in the depths of our hearts" he continued.

"Wow! So you guys were forced to marry her? But you're lucky she's so pretty!" puji Hamid's.

Halim chuckled, "Hahaha you're right! She is very beautiful and also kind. Had I not married her I would have regretted wasting such a beautiful, natural and virtuous girl like her." she said as she looked at the perfectly rounded moon above the sky. It was as if he could see the face of his wife smiling at him.

"How about each of your girlfriends?" asked Hamid again curious.

Halim was silent for a moment. "I was going to divorce Sarmi after graduating from high school and I came back with my boyfriend, but God loves me he showed me the real attitude of the woman I love. When I wanted to see her and tell her what happened to her, and ask her to marry me later. But then I saw her hugging and kissing another man. So I decided on him right then and there. And when my parents heard that I was going to divorce my wife, that's where I knew that God's divorce didn't like it." she said with a wry smile.

"What about Sarmi and her boyfriend?" tanyanya. Actually that's what he wanted to hear. Because he until now did not know the real reason Sarmi broke their relationship suddenly. And after Sarmi decides it, Hamid goes out of town to calm himself down.

"Sarmi broke up with her boyfriend before we met in the rain" she said, "He decided on her boyfriend because he was pushed by his two girlfriend's parents, he was not blessed by them. The reason is only because it is trivial, just because Sarmi is not from among the people" Halim told me.

Hamid was silent to Halim's story.

So, Sarmi cut me off because of my parents? Not because there was another man in her heart? I'm sorry Sarmi I'm a stupid man, I can easily believe the words of others. I also gave up on our love at that time. I misjudged you, stupid me. Now I'm looking for you too free you've been married a long time and already have children. To be honest, Sarmi, I still love you until now.

inner Hamid.

"If you what about your beautiful story? Are you married and have children?" ask Halim for a moment.

Hamid smiled wryly at Halim's question. "Me?" He paused for a moment to look at Halim who was looking at him. "I got divorced six months ago with my wife, from our marriage, we don't have children" she said.

Halim looked at Hamid in confusion. "Why divorced? Does God not justify divorce?" tanyakanya.

"Actually we were married because in a match, she was the chosen wife of my parents, at first I tried to love her and accept our marriage sincerely. I started opening up for him. In our third marriage, I was so happy with the presence of a son in our midst but unfortunately when the boy was two we had a disaster, the car I was driving suddenly the brakes went blank and it was difficult for me to control the speed, and the accident was not inevitable anymore. But thank God we were only lightly injured, and our son lost a lot of blood, when I donated my blood at that time I knew the truth if he was not my biological son" Hamid told me.

He smiled back wryly. "But I hid the truth from both of our parents. I tried to forgive him for what he had done and tried to accept his shortcomings. But he refused, he wanted a divorce. I had no choice, so I followed his will. After my divorce, two weeks later she married the real father of her son. And it turns out that he's her boyfriend, they're still in touch behind me even though we're married" Hamid said.

Hamid looked at Halim with a gaze that Halim could not understand. "You're very lucky to have a good wife like Sarmi. My love story is heartbreaking, isn't it?" he asked Halim with a wry smile.

Halim held Hamid's shoulder. "I'm sorry I have hardened your dark memories, all of them divine power, hopefully in your second marriage, you will get a good and loyal partner to you. Be grateful that God showed you the right path, even though the path made you disappointed" he said encouraging Hamid.

Hamid nodded. Now they were silent again looking at the glittering sea with lights from the ship.