Destiny for me

Destiny for me
Bastian's anxiety



Bastian was silent while holding the results of a DNA test that stated that Jeremi was his biological child.


Instead of being happy, Bastian instead felt disappointed and tightness in his chest because this fact was only known to him after he found a substitute figure Sena who was able to make his life passionate again.


 


Bastian immediately pressed the number Papi Agam because it has been 2 days Chelsea avoid him, even the message sent Bastian no one read.


 


After getting information from Papi Agam, Bastian immediately brought his car to meet Chelsea. This important news does not want to be conveyed via mobile phone, Bastian wants to meet face to face with Chelsea, see the reaction of his fiancee and let go of longing when only 2 days did not meet.


 


“Sea,” Bastian's gentle call made the girl turn her head with her eyes bulging.


 


It was 15 minutes ago that Bastian arrived at the hotel where Chelsea met clients and waited until the work was done.


 


“Gue returned to the office first, Sea,” whispered Nia who accompanied that afternoon.


 


Chelsea wanted to hold off Nia but seeing Bastian's sad face finally Chelsea nodded. Nia tells Bastian and leaves them both at the hotel restaurant.


 


“Having eaten, Sea ?” bastian asked when he saw that there were only glasses and small plates on the table used by Chelsea.


 


“Not yet, not good meeting over lunch.”


 


“You eat here or outside ?”


 


“There is an important problem ? If you want to talk better we eat here only, look outside at this hour must be crowded.”


 


Bastian nodded and pulled the bench across from Chelsea and called the waiter to order food.


 


“Mau buffet menu or a la carte, Sea ?”


 


Chelsea did not answer and took the menu book given by the waiter and pointed to one of the menus there. Bastian also chose a different menu.


 


“Have come out the result ?” ask Chelsea who can guess the purpose of Bastian's arrival.


 


Bastian nodded and took out a folded envelope from his suit pocket. From the look on Bastian's face, without looking at the contents of the envelope, Chelsea can already guess the result.


 


“How do you want ? Still refusing to be a donor for Jeremi?” chelsea asked with a heavy sigh.


 


“I refuse to be a donor if in the end you cancel our marriage. Want many times you ask, I still choose you instead of being a donor for the child and marry Sena with reasons for her kindness.”


 


“Bas, Jeremi blood your flesh, where can you ignore it and consider it unimportant. I don't want to marry a guy like that, Bas.”


 


“I've seen the doctor who handled the child and was told that I shouldn't be the donor for him. Papa and my brothers might be donors.”


 


“But you're his real father, Bas. Where can you throw your responsibilities at your family. I regret choosing you as my future husband if it turns out you are just a selfish and irresponsible man. It was as if you planted a seed on Sena and would not accept the consequences when the child needed you.”


 


“I'm not taking responsibility, Sea. I'm sure you understand how painful it is to see your partner cheating on you and having sex with someone else in front of your eyes. You must know the taste, Sea because you have experienced it 2 times.”


 


 


“You think our family would be content to take it for granted if I was willing to just be a donor ? My parents must have demanded to raise the child, let alone that the child was the grandson who would later become the successor of the family name. I don't want to get caught up in such a situation, Sea because I really love you.”


 


Chelsea fell silent, trying to understand the feelings of Bastian who turned out to be under pressure from his family to marry Sena. That means indirectly, both Bastian's parents asked their son to release the new Chelsea wife, not yet Bastian's legal wife.


 


Chelsea's heart was pinched, not expecting that the Bastian family would make such a decision without revealing it to Chelsea.


Although Sena has known Bastian's parents for a long time and has even given a successor to the family, but Chelsea's current position is his fiancee. Do they not think about the feelings of Papi Agam and Mami Nina if they know about this problem ?


 


“So your parents also forced you to be a donor for Jeremi?”


 


Bastian did not answer just sighing heavily. Two servants delivered their orders and Bastian immediately gulped down the white water in front of him.


 


“Sea, chances are Papa and Mama will come to see your parents after this DNA test comes out. They will cancel our engagement and wedding plans on the grounds of this child and I don't want to live it all out.”


 


Chelsea smiled bitterly at Bastian's words, his chest felt tight but his tears were difficult to come out. Chelsea could only sigh and scoop out the pasta she ordered.


 


“How about we elope, Sea ?”


 


Chelsea was shocked to hear Bastian saying that he choked on the food that had just entered his mouth. Bastian hurriedly got up from the chair, flicked out a glass of water and patted Chelsea on the back.


 


“Sorry Sea, I didn't mean to choke you.”


 


“You're crazy, Bas ? Don't you know that a marriage that doesn't get the blessing of a parent can't be happy ?”


 


“Then a forced marriage sanctioned by a parent will make the child happier ? We have a similar person, Sea, easy to forgive but hard to forget. Every time I saw Sena, the shadow of that day made me want to vomit. My life would be full of regrets, resentments and pain if I had to fulfill my parents' desire to marry Sena. Sorry for having to let you go.”


 


“Eat first, Bas. Your mind couldn't focus if your stomach was hungry until it occurred to you to ask me to elope. You think my life would be quiet if I married without the blessing of our parents?”


 


Bastian smiled faintly looking at Chelsea's face pouting, at least this girl in front of him could still show the expression of his heart, not only showing a flat and cold face.


 


“If I'm crazy there is no need to take you elope but I will make you pregnant my son so that papa and mama no longer force me to marry Sena on the grounds of grandchildren.”


 


“It was really crazy thoughts, Bas !” Chelsea glares. “And you will still be forced to marry Sena if it turns out I gave you a daughter.”


 


Bastian laughed slowly to make Chelsea a little relieved because since the condition Bastian a little worrying. It looks like the heart of the man in front of him is already a little relieved because it can reveal the cause of his heartbreak to Chelsea.


 


“Please promise to stay by my side, Sea and please support me to refuse my parents' request. I'll give the boy what he needs right now but that's it. Let the child still think that his biological father has not existed since he was born as Sena told him.”


 


Chelsea smiled faintly as she felt the warmth of Bastian's hand. It feels like to immediately refuse and convince Bastian to release him, but seeing the facial expression of Bastian who looks frustrated, Chelsea do not have the heart to shake.


 


“I will discuss this matter with Papi and Mami, who knows they can give good advice to both of us without offending your parents.”


 


“Thank you Sea, thank you for not leaving me,” Bastian said with a smile that radiated happiness.