Destiny for me

Friend-Only

Chelsea was fixated on standing in the lobby staring at Papi Agam with a frown.

“Solve your problem with Reno tonight. Whatever your decision, Papi is supportive. Janhan thinks about Papi's relationship with Robert.

Bastian is also a good man, Papi knows his parents.”

Papi Agam embraces Chelsea's shoulder and kisses her daughter's forehead to appease Chelsea's heart.

Chelsea sighed and was forced to get into the car.

Reno herself opened the front passenger door.

“Company me eat, yes ?” asked Reno while running the car after saying goodbye to Papi Agam.

“Still anyone open ?” Chelsea glanced at the clock on the dashboard of the car. Hour 10.05.

“Important you want first.”

“Can I refuse if it is already in your car like this?” Reno laughed as Chelsea pursed her lips.

About 20 minutes later Reno walked into the parking lot of a restaurant that Chelsea had never been to. It says: Open 24 hours.

“I order drinks only, already full,” said Chelsea.

“No ice cream ? There's your favorite hazelnut flavor.”

“After night, I order warm tea only.”

Reno smiled and complied with Chelsea's request. There is a sense of sadness in Reno's heart because he feels Chelsea are starting to keep his attitude.

Throughout the meal, the topics discussed were only around their work without offending personal issues.

It was almost 11 when Chelsea started to yawn. Reno sees that Chelsea is getting tired of talking to him, but it used to be an incident 4.5 years ago, Chelsea will not get tired of accompanying him at home if Papa and Mama are out of town.

“What do you want to say ? I'm starting to sleep.”

“Normally strong nemenin I stay up,” Reno laughs softly.

“That was the time of work has not taken up time and drained energy as well as the mind as it is today. Directly talking than later I ngaco answer.”

“You're really seriously dating Bastian ?”

“Iya.”

“You acquaintances where ? I've never heard of him. After all, there has not been a month you break off the engagement with Kak Revan.”

“Whatever can play behind a doang guy ? If you want women can also.”

“Iya but..”

“Please don't interfere too much with my personal affairs anymore, Reno, let alone about my girlfriend or male friend. You are no longer my fiancee or my sister-in-law, so stop teasing me. We are friends because our parents are friendly and have business cooperation, the rest is nothing special.”

“I love you, Sea and I know that you still have feelings for me too,” Reno tried to hold the fingers of Chelsea on the table but the girl hurriedly pulled her hand.

“What base is it ? The matter of our debate when we met at the cafe ? You catch me being jealous ?”

“You want to deny it, Sea ?” reno's eyes squinted and smiled cynically at Chelsea.

“My heart is like fried wrapping paper. The oil stain can not be removed again even though using a layer of tissue but can not be squeezed also so that the oil drips.

For years I have liked you and hundreds of words of love I have said to you until everything sticks in my attitude when dealing with you and becomes a habit that is difficult to remove.

But like the fry wrapping paper earlier, when squeezed my heart can no longer drip love, only the nodes are difficult to remove.”

“Mana can be heartily equated with fried wrapping,” protest Reno.

“The name is also like. Of course, the heart is not the same as the fry wrapper,” cebik Chelsea.

“So there's no chance for me to start over with you ? Is my mistake inexcusable at all?”

“You know Reno that all the first things in my life are yours ?” Chelsea smiled faintly.

“First love, first kiss, first hug and from you I felt heartache the first time.”

“Sorry,” watered Reno.

“When I fell in love with you, I was an innocent and naive girl who thought that there was an eternal love, happy ever after like the story in a Disney movie. I give you all that feeling and hope. I do not care about your fierce attitude and ignore me because I believe that sincere love will definitely end with the word happy. I ignored everything and my life was only on you.

My first and greatest happiness is when you accept Om Robert's request to be engaged to me. My hopes and dreams are soaring, thinking that our happiness is just a step away.

But it was all smashed to pieces like broken glass when I got you in the room with Sherly with her shoulders exposed naked.”

“I've explained to you that Sea if we're fully dressed, I mean..”.

“Reno is not the point,” cut Chelsea. “You know that this brain will store what it first sees and hears ? How next will not make the first memory disappear just like that.

I was really devastated and my heart ached when I saw you cuddle with Sherly and in my shadow, the men and women in the hotel room, cuddling under the covers with exposed shoulders, my brain immediately thought about what had happened before.

I'm a stupid Reno girl, but I know what can happen between you. Especially all this time you always show off in front of me if you love Sherly and she is your lover not me.”

“Sea forgive me for making you hurt,” Reno said with a sad face.

“Giving an apology is easy, Reno but forgetting about it is really hard. The incident traumatized me and was afraid to start a relationship again with the men because I realized I was just a stupid and naive boy,” Chelsea laughed bitterly.

“Sea..”.

“Then like de javu I had to repeat it again with Kak Revan, even more terrible. Your status is my fiancee and I should see both of them sleeping with the other woman with my own eyes. I hate myself, Reno, I hate that I'm still stupid and naive!”

Chelsea's eyes look teary making Reno regret him non-stop.

”Sea sorry you have to see the incident Kak Revan and Dita. If I had known they were in the apartment that day, I would not have taken you there.”

“I did not have any feelings for Sister Revan, but seeing her with Dita in the room actually made me remember you. That's the trauma I mean.”

“Let me by your side to treat it, Sea.”

“If you really want to help me, stop meddling in my life and never care about my life again, Reno.

Let go of me and let me enjoy the life I'll choose after this.”

“With Bastian ?“

“Maybe,” Chelsea smile happily.

“Are you that happy, Sea ? Even when you are with Kak Revan you do not look like now.”

There was a jealous tone in Reno's sentence even her face looked sad and disappointed.

“I don't want to pretend in front of you Reno. Other than you, it was Bastian who made me flutter and get my spirit back to face my feelings of love. Your words are absolutely correct that Sister Revan did not make me as excited as I am today.

I'm happy, Revan, so happy to be able to feel the thump again with a man other than yourself.”

Chelsea's face looks sparkling and his way of speaking was excited to make Reno finally realize that his position is really not special anymore in the heart of Chelsea.

“If I can try starting again with Bastian, I believe you can also Reno. Rest assured that all this time your attitude is only to make up for your guilt. Let me try to be happy with Bastian and you can start with Tamara or Nadya. They love you so much, Reno, so they will definitely accept you for who you are and patiently wait until your feelings are fine.”

“Sea..”.

“Trust me that our relationship will be better as friends,” Chelsea reached out with a smile and a clean face.

“I will still ask Papi to look for your replacement so that we do not meet often. Not because I'm afraid to fall in love with you again but we should be keeping each other's feelings in check. I've felt how betrayed, so I don't want my loved ones to feel it.”

Reno simply sighed heavily and got up from the chair to pay for their order.

Chelsea woke up after finishing their tea and rushed after Reno.

I'm sorry Reno, this time I won't waste the opportunity to try a new life with another man. I pray you'll find your love too, inner Chelsea.