Destiny for me

From Heart to Heart

“Don't say elo broke up with Tamara,” Dio said as the two were reviewing the apartment building project.

“Secree from where ? Soan also not yet, just try near aja,” said Reno.

“Contin ?”

“Two days ago Chelsea came to the house to meet Kak Revan, did not know what to discuss. I'm the same Tamara just got home to pick up Mama shopping at the supermarket and accidentally met. Elo knows what it is to Mama if her favorite child is home again.

Sea has run away just as Mama took a bath, eh do not know how to know-know-know again and join dinner with the old man.”

“Bastian mean elo?”

“There are others ?” nagging Reno and Dio immediately chuckled

“Jealous ?” ledek Dio's

“Still need it ?” cebik Reno's. “Tamara just back away, he said hard as long as I have not been able to move on from Chelsea.”

“Yes, I will also take the same attitude if I am in Tamara's position. A waste of time waiting for a melow guy who wallows in his regrets.”

Reno sighed deeply and began to enter the apartment building which had stood up to the 5th floor.

“Ren, have you ever spoken from heart to heart with Chelsea ? Not just talking about the origin of the doang. Ever wonder why Chelsea want to be with Brother Revan when he knows that he is the older brother of elo?”

“But.”

“Try Chelsea to speak from the heart while she is not yet officially Bastian's wife. If you need to discuss the issue of the play with Sherly in more detail, ask how the condition of Chelsea while in America and all the things you want to ask him.

At least everything is clearer before you actually go through life with others.”

Reno fell silent while inspecting some parts of the building structure on the 3rd floor. It seems like Dio's idea should be considered.

“What Chelsea want ?” reno muttered.

“Everything needs to be tried, it is better to be rejected after asking than guessing to make a headache because you can never find an answer.”

Reno nodded and pulled out his phone, sending a message to Chelsea.

*****

“Yes, I'm going straight home, honey. There is a driver who is waiting, will not be delivered Reno,” Chelsea assured Bastian who contacted him while waiting for Reno at the cafe.

After discussing with Bastian, Chelsea finally accepted Reno's invitation to meet together while Bastian was on duty abroad.

“Solve the problems of the two of you to the end, I do not want after we get married Reno to come to see you and confide in her endless regrets, she said,” advice Bastian two days ago when Chelsea drove him to the airport.

This afternoon Chelsea has arrived at the cafe agreed with Reno. He immediately gave news Bastian who gave a lot of messages to Chelsea.

“I love you too, Bas,” reply Chelsea ended her phone call.

“Sorry I'm late,” Reno said in a slightly gasping voice.

“Nothing, I also not long until ,” Chelsea said with a thin smile.

Reno immediately ordered food and drinks as the waiter brought the menu book.

Chelsea could hardly resist asking why Reno's shirt was wet and a little dirty in some parts. As far as Chelsea is concerned, Reno always carries a change of clothes in his car.

But without realizing Chelsea immediately took 2 sheets of tissue for Reno.

“Delete your sweat first so as not to catch a cold,” Chelsea said while thrusting a tissue.

Although the voice and face of Chelsea look flat, for Reno like raindrops in the middle of a long dry season.

“Thank you,” said Reno smiled sincerely. Chelsea only smiled faintly in response.

“What do you want to talk about ?”

“We ?” Chelsea frowned. “There is a problem especially ? “

“Are you really going to marry the old man..hmmm I mean Bastian in the near future ?”

“Yes, I have received Bastian's application, just waiting for our family to officially meet.”

“Sea..aku...”.

Chelsea kept quiet and waited for Reno to speak again. The man she once loved so much looked agitated and lost his appetite when her order was ushered in by the waiter.

“Eat first so that your mind is calmer when it is full.”

“May I ask you how you feel about me when you decide to go to America, Sea ? How did you finally decide to accept Brother Revan ? I know that your heart must hurt, but may I hear it directly from you ?”

“So I'm kayaking storytelling while you eat ?” chelsea with a smile.

”Do not make my heart love you more, Sea,” said Reno while laughing softly. Chelsea laughed softly.

“Do you listen to how I felt then Reno ? Later it even creates new regrets that can not be changed again. I've made sure of my heart, Reno. You are the man who became my first love but Bastian will be my last port.”

“I'd be more sorry if it was just a wish, Sea. At least I heard everything right out of your mouth.”

Chelsea smiled bitterly and sipped her drink.

“That's how I felt when I was there Reno, all these years I expected you to come and talk to me directly, but that came over and over again even Kak Revan, she said,” Chelsea laughed softly but there was bitterness in her voice.

“Papa and Om Agam won't let me see you, Sea. I had to meet Om Agam in the second year you left, but still not given permission to meet you,” Reno's tone sounded emotional.

“You must have known how deep my love for you was before meeting Bastian, Reno. I hope that in any way you will meet me even when you stand in front of me and I reject you, you keep waiting in your place until my heart breaks. You never forced and begged Nia to give me my phone number. I remember you once took a video call secretly without Nia's knowledge and Dio often told me about your condition that was filled with regret. But it's all just people say, Reno, I didn't hear straight from your mouth running after me.”

Chelsea smiled bitterly and gulped back her drink. He took a deep breath, trying to hold back the emotions that were tipped with tears while discussing the past with Reno.

“During there I kept wishing you'd come to see me, Reno, but it was always Kak Revan who came. If I finally accept Kak Revan because I began to feel that Kak Revan is serious and sincere, but unfortunately it turns out that Kak Revan eleven and twelve are with you, even worse because his status is married and has children,” said Chelsea while chuckling.

“Sea, I have always missed you and lived in regret every day since you left. I just focus on my job and want to be a better man when I see you again. I hope that with your wedding cancellation with Kak Revan, I get a chance to approach you again, then suddenly Bastian comes and you instantly fall in love with him.”

“Reno, I thank you for your help in opening up Kak Revan's problems with Dita. The one thing that makes my heart go back and forth is that you don't give me certainty, just words of insinuation. You're less persistent and assertive about how you feel about me, Reno. That makes me so worried let alone the trauma of events in the hotel makes me not want to guess again.”

“Sea, sorry for all my attitude towards you and please give me one more chance to fix everything. I did say I don't want to force you to accept my love again but my little heart can't deny that I love you so much.”

“Reno, please don't force me anymore. I really love Bastian and he loves me a lot. I've said many times that Bastian is a man who can make me feel the love I lost 4.5 years ago. If you really love me, let go of me and let me be happy with my current choice.”

“Sea..”.

“You just want to hear my story, Reno, not to make it all back to the beginning again. Please let me go. Tamara is a kind and sincere girl, try to open your heart to her. He is just like me, faithfully waiting for your love, waiting for you to open your heart to him, so I am sure that his love is very deep in you.”

Reno is silent because he does not want to argue about Tamara and cannot force Chelsea to accept back his love.

“There's more you want to talk to me about ? I promised Bastian not to linger with you.”

Reno remains silent and does not want to continue talks with Chelsea.

“Spend your meal, I will accompany you until finished.”

Reflek Reno immediately looked up and looked at Chelsea who hurriedly shook his palms.

“Don't get me wrong, I just don't want you to get sick and accompany you just as your little friend, no more.”

“Then feed me as a little friend,” said Reno with a flat face.

“What ?” chelsea's eyes bulged and he grumbled indistinctly and took his drink glass and gulped it down.

“You want me to accompany or I go home now ?” chelsea asked with glaring eyes.

Reno smiled faintly and approached her dinner plate then started to bribe back the rice and side dishes of her order. Although it feels bitter, at least can still look at the face of Chelsea up close.