Decants

Want to Start Back

Two teenagers who will enter the transition to adulthood are now sitting with each other in a cafe. Only silence was created between the two. No one starts the conversation first.

“Why Ar?” meylen asked Arsen who was now sitting in front of him. Arsen who heard Meylen's question exhaled his coarse breath. Now he has resolved to break his relationship with Meylen and return to Queena.

“Before I want to apologize Mey if lately you are not comfortable with me. Because honestly, I also can't understand the comfort that I used to feel for you. Until I finally realized that I am comfortable now with Queena,”, said Arsen with a serious look at Meylen who now seemed only silent to hear the statement that is now being thrown by Arsen.

Now Meylen knows where their next conversation will go. Meylen really didn't want to hear any of this. But he couldn't stop Arsen either.

“You don't have to apologize Arsen. I have no problem. We can start everything slowly,” said Meylen who is still trying to display his smile. Arsen who heard Meylen's vow closed his eyes while bowing his head.

“This is not what I mean, we can no longer start all of Mey. We've been on our own paths, everything I've been with you lately we've been together with her tastelessness. Even I feel like I miss Queena more, I care about Queena more, and I'm afraid of losing Queena, she said,” said Arsen with a weak speech at the end of his sentence when Arsen said if he was afraid of losing Queena.

“But you've lost Queena Ar, he doesn't want to see you again,” said Meylen trying to convince Arsen, if the one who is now on his side and wants to support him is only Meylen.

Meylen is the one who is there for her. Accompanying Arsen. And not Queena.  Meylen hoped that Arsen would understand that.

“I'll try again to get him. Because I realize what I miss about us is not you but just our memories. But in fact my heart is already for Queena,” said Arsen with sincerity in every speech. Meylen closed her eyes trying to hold back her tears that were about to fall.

“But I love you Ar,” said Meylen who has now shed tears. He could no longer hold back his tears.

“But I do not have Mey, with all this I only hurt you and Queena, also hurt myself by forcing it. I ruined Mey, I can't keep pushing you for me. I hope you can figure this out Mey. If we break up yes, do not bother me same Queena again,” said Arsen who is now immediately standing from his seat. Looking at Meylen who is now crying he is a little heartless, because after all he still has a conscience.

“You evil Arsen, I fought your bull but you fought for someone else,” angry Meylen who is the same age is not cared for by Arsen who now prefers to leave immediately from there leaving Meylen with his anger.

Now Arsen's next destination is Queena's house. He wants to meet the girl even though he must be prepared with the risks that must occur in the future.

The motorbike of the man drove with high fatigue towards the big house owned by Queena. It didn't take long for him to get to the house. Arsen got off his bike, opened his helmet and walked towards the door.

“Ngapain lo here?” ask the Goddess in a hostile tone. He has supported Arsen. But after the incident he was no longer willing to support the man who had hurt his sister.

“Gue want to meet Queena, you can help me meet him?” asked Arsen with his hopeful gaze which now even made Dewi raise her eyebrows while smiling sarcastically hearing Arsen's question.

“Clearly can't, after what you did to my sister? No. Mending now you go,” expel the Goddess and was about to close the door of her house. But Arsen immediately held him back. The goddess exhaled her coarse breath while rolling her eyes lazily with Arsen's manner.

“You what else lo?” angry Goddess at the man in front of her was casually coming to her house and said she would meet with Queena, after what Arsen did to her.

“Gue just wanted to see Queena, plese. Just a moment, I beg you. You know I love the same her De,” said Arsen trying to make Dewi understand and want to meet with Queena, but now Dewi even looked at her so flat.

“Before I may have believed the same saying lo it. And want to help you. But after what I saw earlier in school I can no longer believe you. I can no longer help you. You know when you picked Meylen up? There is Queena who looks at you with her trjuka gaze, you think after that I want to help you again? Engga,” firmly Goddess with her sharp gaze. Arsen is now so shocked to find out if Queena was there when she picked Meylen up. He was so focused on his goal that he didn't look around.

“Lo bego Ar, if you want to pick Meylen up first janga obviously dong cheating her. I would like to respect me to lo,” sumpul Dewi so cynically. If he remembered all that he really felt sorry for helping Arsen.

“You misunderstood. I picked up Meylen not for what I thought,” Jels Arse which now even makes Dewi chuckle to hear him. Until shortly asyuma cynical and cynical gaze Dewi changed to be surprised when debngar Arsen continued.

“Gue invites him to give us the same firmness of our relationship and end it all. I want to tell him that the person I love is Queena and I want him to stop bothering me too Queena. That's what I admit,” said Arsen explained to Dewi who is now silent hearing Arsen's explanation.

“So help me to meet Queena,” said Arsen with a pleading gaze on Dewi. The goddess breathed her rough breath.

“Queena again sleeping, mending lo back again later,” said Dewi who after her directly closed her door. Arsen exhaled his coarse breath and in the end now he could only follow the words of the Goddess.

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