Decants

Longs

Queena now ran out of her house. The servants called out to him but Queen was deaf. He ran without thinking about the call. His heart was now so broken and wounded after knowing all these facts.

Disappointment, anger, and affection. It all seems to unite to fight Queena. Creating feelings of guilt also hurt her. The mother whom he had considered as his own mother and who had taken care of her and looked after her, turned out to be the mastermind of the murder of his biological mother.

That's what Queena feels and believes for now. His mind is so fucked up now. With his tired steps, the girl continued to run. Then stop the passing taxi.  The goal is now a place that can be used as a place to complain. He soon arrived at a funeral. Yeah, now

Queena wanted to visit her mother's grave to tell her everything she felt.  With her tired steps now Queena walks to eat her mother. Until he arrived in front of a tombstone that read Elinda

Hashim. Queena immediately shed her body there. Crying over her mother's grave.

His feelings now feel so broken. He wanted to tell his mother everything. A woman he never met, but loved once. A woman who must have loved him so much. As much as his father's love for him.

“Mom, Mommy good right must be there? Now Queena came to Mom herself. Not the same Daddy, Queena again angry with Daddy,” Queena shootout on his mother. Explain his feelings for the mother. Although he knew if his mother would definitely not be able to reply to his words.

“Queena kesel the same Daddy who hid a lot of things from Queena,” said Queena who again told her mother about what her father did to her.

“Even Daddy hid why Queena could lose Mommy. Mom, Queena kangen. Queena wants to meet Mommy, hugged Mommy and guarded by Mama. Queena wants Mommy here with Queena, it should be the woman who went Mommy, not Mommy,” Queena said with her tears that now felt heartbreaking.

Queena can't hold everything back anymore. He misses his mother so much. He wanted his mother to be near him. He wanted his mother to accompany him. During this time Dhisi has always tried to be a good connecting mother for Queena and slightly reduce Queena's longing for her mother.

But after what he knew today he really couldn't help but be disappointed. Longing and wanting to meet her biological mother is getting stifling for Queena.

The girl's cry finally broke, crying and roaring above her mother's last whirl. His father used to say that his mother died from giving birth to Queena. His mother loved him so much she was willing to fight for him. When Queena felt so guilty to her mother and often said that she should have never been present in that world.

Her father always said that it wasn't for Queena. Queena presented these two to accompany her father. That's what Carol always said. The presence of Queena is a blessing and a sign of love from Carol and Erlinda until finally Queena never again regretted her presence.

“Mom. Why is that woman so evil? Queena loved him and loved him sincerely. Because Queena thinks she's a good person. She is the one who looks after and loves Queena like her own child. But it turns out Queena was Mom's fault. He is the one who has destroyed Mommy's happiness,” Queena said with her tears flowing rapidly.

Along with that, the rainwater seemed to be a support. The originally bright sky now turned dark and sent down the rain profusely. But there is no sign that the girl who is now crying while hugging her mother's tombstone will move from there. He was crying all the more there.

“Sorry for loving the person who ruined your happiness mom. Sorry for thinking of the person who was the mastermind of your death as a good mother Mom,” cried Queena again. Ignoring the rain that is now falling so hard.

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Carol enters her house with her tired steps. After the fight, he felt so tired. But he just opened his balcony. The sound of knocking on the door from the outside made Carol turn her head until she immediately walked towards the door to open the door of her room.

“Master. The lady ran out of the house alone. Looks like Miss heard your quarrel,” said the old maid who had worked at the Carol residence for so long. When he was married to Elinda.

Hearing the maid's words, Carol's worried look was obvious. Up to his wide steps. Carol was in a hurry to get out of her room.

That man's face looked so scary at the moment. No one would dare to look at it.  Dhisi who had just returned from the Dewi's room even frowned when he saw Carol who was walking hurriedly with the servant who was following her behind.

“Bi Mirna,” call Dhisi on the waiter who follows Carol. Hearing the call Mirna turned towards the source of the voice then immediately approached Dhisi with her worried face.

“What happened Bi?” dhisi asked with a worried face.

“Nona Queena heard your quarrel, now she goes somewhere,” Mirna said firmly to Dhisi who now directly holds the ladder fence through.

Mirna had never liked Dhisi before if she knew how her Master used to be with Erlinda. And how suddenly Dhisi came and destroyed that happiness. Mirna always respected her employer. What's more Dhisi is also quite good even though he is the mastermind of the misery in the house.

Dhisi is so scared. She was afraid that Queen would hate her. He considered Queen as his own child. His regret for the girl was so great, his guilt for Queena was so tormenting to him. And now the girl knows everything.

“Msorry, I go first,” said Mirna who after her immediately left Dhisi who is now so limp hearing all these facts. Even now the Goddess was unwilling to talk to him.

He regretted what he did in the past. Her mistakes in the past only brought destruction to her in the present. Right the saying. What you plant is what you will reap.

On the other hand, Carol now feels so frustrated finding her son's whereabouts throughout ******. He also looked for Queena to his friend's house but no one knew where Queena was.

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