Decants

Fires of the Fires

~ THORIQ POV ~

After entering the house, I found the atmosphere of this magnificent house very quiet.

' Hm... Looks like my Mother, Father, and Brother haven't come home from school ' I thought as I walked up the stairs to get to my room.

Yep... Both of my parents are teachers, while my sister is already in the 1st grade of High School.

After arriving in the room...

I immediately changed my clothes and laid my tall body on my favorite Paris patterned bed cover. My eyes looked at the sky - the sky of the room and instantly my mind floated away thinking about my silliness in the class, until - until all my friends laughed at me. Duh shame !

It turned out to be true, now I love Aulia, my little friend. I smiled silently remembering Surya's words earlier, that Aulia actually loved me too. Yep... Even though he never showed it. For surely he also maintained the sanctity of his love for me.

I feel very happy and of course also very grateful with all this, being able to love the right people and in the right way. Yep... My love is not like those out there, maybe all my life I will never express my feelings honestly before a halal bond is established between us. I want my love to keep its chastity awake, yes.to me such love !

But be quiet, I also condemned my stupidity in the classroom earlier. I'm afraid, this self is almost fooled by love. I feel very sorry to have looked at my adored woman like that, even though I know myself that my actions are sin and I have been very anti with that.

' Astarghfirullah...! Forgive yourself this God. Help this heart to firmly defend this sanctity of my love. May You always give the best of my mind with a clean sliver.

I can only love someone without any bond; other than the bond of friendship. I am so grateful, Aulia has been my best friend from childhood and now I have loved her even in my own way.

My heart palpitations are also always unfazed, the look of beautiful eyes and the beautiful face of my best friend and beloved woman is also always imagined - shadows, shadows, and beautiful eyes, the longing and comfort that seemed - will make myself always want to be with him every time I often feel. But I can only restrain myself and often pray that my love will remain this way; still with its holiness.

Maybe this sounds very complicated to your ears, yes, for those of you who do not understand this kind of thing. But this is my religious guidance, to love anyone but in the right way !

🌺🌺🌺

A few minutes later...

I spread my gaze to the photos - the photos of polaroids that are adorned sweetly on the walls of my room. I changed my position, from the original collapse to sitting while staring at the collection of sweet photos.

In the photo was me and Aulia, with such ridiculous behavior ! We took that photo when he and I were in school in Sidoarjo. Looking at all those memories, then I smiled broadly occasionally laughing amusedly at our silliness.

There is a space in my heart that hurts so much because I have been separated for so long with my best friend, but now that pain replaces countless joys.

Yep... It's all about yesterday !

A lifetime maybe even until I die, I will never forget all that. I had no idea about all the events that happened yesterday, about someone who had suddenly collided with me; and I felt a strong and unusual feeling. Yeah, it's like - I'd met him before.

My curiosity grew - so, as he let out his voice and walked away from me. Oh no...! His voice and movement were very familiar to me.

Honestly, I'm not going to forget all that. Yesterday, for the first time I blocked a woman's move. Even so, I was very afraid if I had the wrong person. But it's not, my feelings are proven. Yep... It turned out that she was my best friend, Aulia !

I will never forget Aulia's sparkling eyes - twinkling at the sight of me, as if - she will be deeply moved and distrustful of all this.

Hufft...

Yesterday's event was truly unique ! Not just about our meeting, but also we can one class as before. And the most unique thing, it turns out that Aulia and I are home again. The worst peak was when we realized that our rooms were facing each other (yes. so even if only in the room, we could still communicate by face to face 😅 ).