Decants

Still Disillusioned

Queena's gaze was now so sharp, looking at the man in front of her. When he was in a car, along with a man who recently became the reason for crying.

“You want what the hell? I told you to keep me away, never show up in front of me again. Deaf lo?” ask Queena with her frustration. This is the first time the man has received such a curse and such harsh words from Queena.

Queena who used to always talk softly to her is now even so rude to her. His heart was clearly wounded hearing her, yet he knew all this as well because of his mistake.

“Sorry, but I can't see you being too tight for another guy, Queen,” he said in a tone of voice that sounded so frustrating.

Qieena's laughter even sounded so loud hearing the words of the man in front of her who was none other than Arsen. A real laugh just to cover a wound and a heartache. Queena had to try to hold back her tears from spilling in front of the man.

“Lo who am I? You're just my ex. You're just the guy who cheated on me and threw me away as good as you,” angry Queena with his gaze so sharp on Arsen who now just lowered his head to hear Queena's words.

“I was wrong Queen, I was wrong because I chose her more because in fact the person I love is you. I was only asleep for a moment because of his arrival, but it turns out that when I was with him all felt bland Queen,” said Arsen with his serious gaze on Queena. Arsen now reached Queena's hand, grasping the girl but Queena immediately threw Arsen's hand violently.

“It's your business, don't care about it. Lo who threw me away,” cried Queena with his anger. His jaw is now even hardened. His gaze was now so sharp, for this time he could not cover the sadness, disappointment, and anger in his gaze.

“I was wrong Queen, I was wrong. Please forgive me Queen, give me one more chance. Even if I had to fight from the beginning again to get you, I would have to admit to me. I love you Queen,” said Arsen unconsciously now his tears have flowed soaking the handsome face of the man.

“Chance? I don't think it's necessary. My heart has been broken too badly, until I was sure you yourself would not be able to fix it,” angry Queena with so firm. His hands were now clenched trying to restrain himself from returning to pass on Arsen.

What else if at this time he saw Arsen who was crying, making him feel so sorry for Arsen. But remembering what the man did to her made her so angry. His wounds were still so deep and had not healed.

The sound of a knock on the car window made them turn to the window and find the man in his formal suit now standing next to the car .

“Come out,” said the man who is none other than Adnan.

Seeing Adnan's arrival made Arsen close his eyes even though he could not cover his jaw so firmly showing his anger seeing the man who was rumored to be close to Queena.

“Open,” Queena commands so firmly. Now there's nothing Arsen can do but open the door. He could not argue with Adnan because he knew that Adnan was a confidant of Queena's father.

Seeing Adnan's whereabouts here he can guess if Carol is now also in ana. Not looking for trouble with Carol, he can only unlock the car.

After her Queena immediately came out. And leave Arsen. The girl is now even embraced by Adnan to go from there make Arsen increasingly clenched his hands and hit the driver of his car.

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Queena's gaze now continues to lead to the expanse of stars that now look so beautiful. His gaze was so sad with his mind that had somehow drifted to where. The situation is now so chaotic, especially when he saw Arsen who was crying for him.

He had heard that a man could cry for his woman, proving that he was sincere for her. However, when Queena thinks back about the betrayal that Arsen committed on her, she is confused.

“Still thinking of Arsen?” ask a voice that suddenly appeared and now sits beside Queena. Queena turned her head towards the source of the voice and looked at her brother with a rough sigh.

“So my sister has already knocked on the door but you are not horrified,” obviously Dewi no Queena because she does not want if her sister thinks that all kinds of things about her because she entered Queena's room without permission.

Queena who heard her now only nodded her head then her gaze now returned to the stars in front of her which this time shone so brightly.

“If you are still a pity already take it again. I know it must still be difficult for you sorry Arsen again, but with you like this you are just hugging each other. Arsen's mistake is difficult to forgive right, but you know at that time he was only asleep for a moment,” said Dewi trying to give his brother's encouragement. Queena let out a rough sigh and closed her eyes trying to calm herself down which was currently so broken as well.

“Arsen's mistake is really difficult for Queena sorryin kak,” said Queena with a sad look. The goddess who heard him only nodded her head because Arsen had indeed gone too far on her sister.

“Kakak knows. He was wrong. And right now you need time to calm down. After more calm think again all of them well. Arsen is very dear to you,” said Dewi while stroking Queena's back trying to convince her sister.

After her Goddess chose to leave her sister's room it gave time to Queena so that she could think of all of her well.

Queena exhaled her coarse breath. Now all the events just keep spinning in his head like broken tapes. The betrayal of Arsen, the speech of Arsen, also the words of the Goddess. All as if attacking Queena's current mind.

His heart asked back but his logic was even still at war on its own. Either return or choose to end.

“Argh Arsen lo really makes it complicated,” said Queena with frustration. Not wanting to continue to just dissolve in her own mind Queena decided to immediately return to her room to rest. For now it is better if he rests.

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