Decants

Just Pain

Arsen's gaze was now so straight looking at the girl in front of him with a gaze that was so difficult to decipher. There was a look of disappointment, anger, but also a longing. Because after all the girl in front of him was the girl who was always there for him since childhood. They used to be neighbors, before finally the girl moved when she graduated from Elementary School. However they returned one Junior High so they were always together.

For the first time, Arsen felt love. Yes, it was the girl who taught him about love as well as about wounds. After he felt so fell on the girl, the girl even with his heart left him just like that and Arsen even got the news that the girl in front of him who was none other than Meylen was engaged.

“Arsen, you still love me, right? You still love me, right? I've fought for you Arsen, can't you fight for me anymore?’ meylen asked with a sad look at the man in front of her who was now looking at Meylen in such shade.

“I am willing to oppose both my parents for your sake, doing many things to fight for our relationship. Can't you do that for me?” asked Meylen again who had now shed tears to hear Meylen's words that were so piercing for him. Seeing Meylen crying like this he was so heartless. But he also felt confused by his own feelings are now uncertain.

“But I already have Mey's fiancee,” said Arsen trying to keep convincing himself not to hurt Queena, because after all as long as there is no Meylen, Queena was the one who always accompanied her and brought happiness to her.

“Do you really like it? I think you're hooked. You are like that just because you feel that all this time you are lonely. He's just you make an escape in your grief Ar. I beg Ar, we fix everything again. Back with me again Ar, you know after the matchmaking cancellation, I no longer have anyone. My parents are still angry with me, is now the person who is the reason I have fought so far also have to leave me?” meylen asked with her tears now beginning to break. Arsen who heard all of Meylen's explanations felt that something had pierced his chest. Feels so sick. Meylen had fought so far and recklessly for her. But Queena, all this time he always fought for Arsen. Trying to get Arsen back.

Now his memory goes back to what Queena said in the car. Arsen closed his eyes and he immediately pulled Meylen into his arms. It seemed that Meylen's words were so touching and entered Arsen's heart that Arsen was so confused by his own feelings.

“Wait a little while longer until I can break my relationship with Queena,” Arsen told Meylen while stroking the woman's back so gently. Meylen who heard Arsen's words of course was delighted. He returned Arsen's embrace as he closed his eyes trying to find comfort in it.

“No need to wait anymore kok kak,” said a voice that now appears from behind the wall. A girl who was now staring at Arsen and Meylen with her smile.

There was no wound in the look, no tears in the face. There is only one smile. And it made Arsen surprised to see her.

“Queena?” asked Arsen with a look of disbelief to see the whereabouts of Queena there. And what makes her more surprised when she saw the reaction of Queena who now even displays her smile. Arsen was quite disappointed to see Queena's reaction. Somehow he felt disappointed and sad to see the expression of Queena at this time, he should be happy because he did not hurt Queena and did not have to bother to explain it to Queena again.

“You no longer need to wait to get back together. If you prefer him, yes I have a gapapa. Maybe our relationship is just a joke for my brother, but not for me. If my brother's decision is to back off for me and come forward for him, then let's end this,” said Queena with a smile calms her towards Arsen who is now even the one who is injured to hear Queena's words.

“As Daddy once told sister. All decisions are in the hands of the brothers. And now I return that decision to my brother. If it is finally finished, finish it. Brother need not worry, I will tell Daddy about this,” continued Queena with a serious look at Arsen who is now looking at him with sadness. Meylen was now staring at Queena with a smile of victory.

“Queena, sorry,” said Arsen with a guilty look at Queena who now smiles while shaking her head.

The girl looked fine. Smiling so brightly even her eyes were smiling too. Very good at covering wounds that are now clearly so severe. The fragment in his heart was clearly already smashed.

“It’s ok brother. Everything goes like this. I just want to say thank you to my sister for wanting to accept me. Thank you for always keeping me up all this time. Thanks for teaching Queena what a struggle, love, wound,” Queena said, closing her eyes trying to control her gaze while displaying her smile and nodding her head.

“Queena will take care of all this to our parents. But Queena please cooperate, brother, after this never again appear before Queena, he said,” said Queena who has now changed her facial expression to be so flat and her gaze has now become so flat. Quena is really good at playing expressions.

“And make sister Meylen. Queena just wants to say that sister's love is filled with ego and obsession. After this house yes sis way of view of sister about love. Because not all you can win with ego, sometimes lowering the ego also needs to sis,” Debby said to Meylen who now hardened her jaw when she heard Queena's words that sounded so piercing to her.

“Happy and lasting yes for you,” said Queena who immediately turned her body. Now he can no longer hold back his crying because he just turned his body now his crying has broken. Her tears began to flood her face. Her heart is now so sick, finding that Arsen has betrayed her and Arsen is no longer hers.

Before actually leaving, Queena took off their engagement ring and threw it away. Making Arsen now natar natar on the ring.

In the end he lost Arsen because the man prefers to go back together with people from his past. It turns out that it is true that loving someone who is not finished with his past will only bring hurt. Like we're making a wound proposal, while loving people who are still nailing to their past. When it is in acc then the wound is directly given.

The goddess who had been behind the wall noticed all of that was so unbearable to Queena. He immediately took his sister to leave from there when he saw the arrival of Queena. The goddess did not go to her class when she saw the strange movements of Queena. And when he came he was even presented with a view that was so sickening for him.

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