
"I should have known myself from the beginning. Let's not hurt."
Complicated Bubbles
"Well, what does love feel like, anyway?" ask Rendra. The two of them were sitting on the lips of a green field, more precisely a golf course near CFDs. Look at the action of middle-aged men who play golf together in the middle of the field. So I wanted to try golf.
"Emang lo ain't never been in love, huh?"
"Don't know. I've only dated once in first grade, and I don't think it's love."
Syafa rebuked when he heard Rendra's explanation. The girl laughed off, there is so that people of the same age Rendra had a romance while sitting in elementary school, first class too, "Lo first grade Elementary has dared to shoot girls?"
"Yes shoot it not directly, but use sign language continues to use the letter."
"Sign language?"
"Yes, use your fingers, I'm an example, yes, gini nih." Rendra raised both hands, forming the letter C facing each other forming a heart shape.
"But not for him, I again model the form of love to my boyfriend. Coincidentally my ex stood in front of my friend, so he ge-er kept him sending letters," explained Rendra telling his story long ago. If you remember Rendra to feel the stupidest person in the world.
"Not bad, what letter? Love letter?" ask Syafa with a laugh that does not disappear. For Syafa, Rendra's story during elementary school deserves to be broadcast on stand up comedy.
"The letter of kegeeran."
"Emang is?"
"She, dong! He sent me a letter through his friend, 'Hi Rendra, what were you doing? You shot me? You invite me to date? Yaudah I want to be your girlfriend' that's."
"Gue used to be first class and didn't know what a date was so I just shoot, after I knew what courtship was, I broke up, if it's not wrong fitting first class Junior High," continued.
Syafa further amplified her laughing voice. How could this man in front of her be dating six years without knowing what dating means! Shafa was pounding the grass unconsciously.
Rendra smiled seeing Syafa happy with her. At least hearing Syafa's inner laughter made her happy. Rendra wanted to stop time, watching Syafa laugh like this was rare.
"To the lake would you, Shay?" bring Rendra.
"You yesterday? The lake near the field that we used to study bicycles?"
Rendra did not answer, he pulled Syafa's hand, rather holding it, unlike yesterday who was dragged like a sheep. Just walking a few steps, Rendra turned her body, raising Syafa's partially dirty hands. Sweeping Syafa's palm with his palm.
Every time their skin touches. Each time, Syafa's heart beats faster. Unknowingly the girl held her left chest.
"Gapain you hold your chest? Oh, you deg-degan held her hand just like me?" rendra said, on target.
"GE-ERS! Even disgusted to know that my holy hand is held equally lo! Off-pass! I can walk on my own" said Syafa as he pulled his hand.
"Well, how's it coming off, anyway? Yaudah, I'm staying!" Rendra ran as she slid her tongue. Syafa widens his eyes in disbelief if Rendra really leaves him. The girl ran because she did not know the way. It was hard to get through the road he had been on before.
"Capek knows Ren! It's so fucking it!" syafa said after arriving in front of Rendra and his bike. While Rendra reached into the bag of his jeans.
"Yes know I'm a prick. Gausah sok nyari handkerchief to mengelapin my dry. Not mempan! I've done the same with you!"
"Gue again nyari money two thousand to pay parking instead of nyari handkerchief to menggelamet lo," kekeh Rendra, his hand shows the nominal banknote two thousand right in front of Syafa's eyes with his kekehannya.
"RENDRA! MY MALES IS THE SAME LO!"
"Don't be noisy, Shay! Try to grab a parking ticket in my jacket pocket," recalled Rendra, as well as telling Syafa. Syafa initially did not want to. Rendra can take it for himself anyway, right? But because forced, Syafa reached into the pocket of Rendra's jacket. Got a tissue and a parking ticket from there. He handed the two things to Rendra.
Rendra just picked up the ticket, "Tisu make lo." Syafa looked at Rendra in disbelief. Didn't Rendra care about him? Why is this guy changing so fast?
"Come, up, it's eleven."
"It's eleven o'clock, yakali's lying, disfavour."
"Try here look at the clock" Syafa said as he pulled Rendra's hand. "Eh shucks! It's still 10 o'clock, Musailamah Al-Kadzab KW, '" he said when he found out Rendra was lying.
"Eh don't take off his hand, his hand is still held the same lo." Rendra pulled and held back Syafa's hand that had been released by the girl.
"Don't process, Yes, just a moment. Want to know ga? My heart and heart are not because of being near you." Rendra positioned Syafa's hand just above the pulse on his wrist.
***
"Forgetting it is easy, the hard is sinning."
Complicated Bubbles
"Eh, Ren, Stop in front of try," Shafa chirped midway. His eyes squinted at a girl on the sidewalk alone. Why is he here?
"You're still far away, you know."
"I know I'm still far away."
"Well why ask to stop in front? Want to ramble at the stop?"
"Not so."
"Haha. It's also you're not going to ngamen, it's a bad voice, not even making people faint."
"Quick stop in front of the stop That's Atika," Shafa ordered. Rendra obeys Shafa's orders to stop in front of the girl's best friend, Atika. Syafa got off the bike, Rendra knitted his eyebrows. Surprised by Syafa who suddenly descended.
"Aika!" call him. Atika smiled at Rendra as well as Syafa, "Eh Syafa? You know, there's Rendra too?" Rendra simply nodded in response. After all without having to be answered, Atika should already know the answer right?
"Gue wait for the train, why don't you come by, huh?"
"Where there are cars, there are no railways" Shafa said as he clinched Atika's head.
"Yes, don't play shuffling people's heads!" said Rendra to Syafa who had turned from the bike, "Eh no pain, right, Tik ? Here I heal so that it disappears from the scar of Shafa's neck" he added while stroking Atika's hair.
Atika's cheeks meet red gets Rendra's sweet treatment. Rarely does her hair get rubbed off by Rendra's hands. While Syafa smiled wryly at the scene in front of him, again his heart felt very painful?
'Tok pain anyway?' inner Syafa.
"Lo want to go home, Tik?" ask Rendra.
"Yes Brother. But from there no taxi passes."
"When I go home, rather than waiting for a taxi that does not give certainty."
"If I'm the same, how about Syafa?" tanya Atika is not happy with Syafa who is still loyal with a smile and a sense of tightness that is increasingly becoming.
"Good angkot can also I mah, just relax a time."
Rendra pulled Atika's hand, "Come."
"Eh, yes brother. Yes first, bye!"
"Be careful!" syafa said with a painful smile. It was very painful. Shafa had only felt it this time. What is this feeling really? What's name? Why can attend? And why do I have to be this sick?
'Even he let me go home alone and he wouldn't want to go to the lake. How's that really?' inner Syafa.