Complicated Bubbles

30. Wound

Wound. Only you can feel the pain. Others cannot feel how painful it is. Wh why? Because wounds teach rigor.

Complicated Bubbles

"Who's going home with him?" raina asked when the pascibra training was over.

"Lo take the bike?"

"Bring but I only have one helmet."

"Your friends don't have helmets?"

"Either. Let me ask Gery," said Raina wanted to approach Gery who was talking with Rendra.

"Don't Rai," said Syafa holding Raina's elbow.

"Wouldn't you go home?" ask Raina.

"Yes, I want to!"

"Jude." Raina takes off Syafa's check and walks towards Gery. While Syafa mencak mencak not clear, kamit komat assail seperurah directed the actions of Raina.

"Gery!!!" raina's yelling made Gery raise one eyebrow. Like I was asking "What?"

"Lo bring two helmets, don't you?"

"Bring."

"Borrow dong, please."

"Make what?" Yes, Gery is very stingy when it comes to borrowing goods, only certain people can use his goods.

"Gue wants to go home with Syafa, but I only have one helmet with me."

"Syafa came home with me." said Rendra, he walked towards Syafa who was staring at Rendra's words.

"Come, Shay," said Rendra pulling Syafa's hand.

"RENDRA!" kanaya's shout suddenly made Rendra release his hand from Syafa's hand. Kanaya stood beside Rendra and looked at Syafa. "Hi, Shafa!" kanaya Sapa.

"Yes Kak" friendly Syafa.

"You know each other?" ask Rendra astonished.

"Shouldn't be acquaintances, right?" sahut Kanaya's.

"Yes, sister" replied Syafa.

"First yes, let's go home Ren." Kanaya pulls Rendra's hand but Rendra who has a stronger calm manages to hold back so as not to leave Syafa.

"Gue Anter my girlfriend used to be Nay."

"Daughter? Who?"

"Syafa," jawan Rendra, his hand embraces Shafa's shoulder.

"You guys dating?" kanaya asked in disbelief. Rendra nodded her head, leaving Kanaya silent a thousand languages. Shafa who saw Kanaya's reaction was immediately unpleasant to him.

"Heum, Ren, you take Kanaya with you, I can go home with Raina."

Just now Rendra opened his mouth wanting to speak Syafa directly spoke again "I don't papa. I go first, yuk Rai." Shafa pulls Raina's hand. But Syafa's steps stop because Gery calls his name.

"Lo came home with me" said Gery. Initially Syafa refuses, but Gery does not want to lend him his helmet makes Raina worried about being ticketed. Finally Syafa came home with Gery very forced, that was the last choice right? While Gery's reaction smiled happily, he embraced Syafa walking towards the parking lot. And it was not separated from Rendra's vision.

It feels like Rendra let go of Gery's embrace, but what power, he can not do it. "Yuk Ren." Kanaya holds Rendra's hand, Rendra smiles briefly at Kanaya and they walk towards the parking lot.

***

Don't ask me why I love you. Because I'm not the one who wants to. But it's all my heart's will.

If love could be my own, I might choose to love someone else who never hurt.

Complicated Bubbles

"Just home?" asked Rian who was reading the newspaper on the porch of the house, he asked Syafa when he saw Syafa walking into the house.

"Yes," replied Syafa while kissing his Papa's hand, so Syafa still knows there are friends.

"Who did you do?"

"Eskul."

"Follow Papa!" rian's hand pulled his son's hand towards Syafa's room. Shafa grimaced in pain because his papa checks were so strong. Rian took off his hand and showed a red bruise on Syafa's hand. But that doesn't make a Rian pity.

"Study! Just a little more, right!? You can't leave the room until tomorrow! And for tomorrow there is no late return! There are no signs!" rian snapped and left and locked Syafa's room from the outside.

While Shafa was crying, no, not because of his bruised hand but because of his sick heart hearing his papa's words. His father always forced him to do this, always comparing himself with others. Always threatened him to always be in the forefront.

Sometimes Shafa thinks that the world is cruel, like a prison. Every time he was happy just a little, that happiness was scorched burning by miserable flames and wounds. Why was he born in the world? Just to feel the meaning of being restrained?

He wanted to hear Rendra's voice. Yeah, he needs Rendra now. Syafa immediately wiped his tears and calmed himself down before he spoke to Rendra. Syafa takes his phone and contacts Rendra. But unfortunately, instead of hearing Rendra's voice, he heard the voice of the operator. Syafa tried to contact Rendra many times but still not appointed by him.

"Rendra lift," said Syafa. Syafa's eyes sparkled as Rendra picked up her phone. However it was only temporary, when his ears heard the female voice, Syafa knew clearly, it was Kanaya's voice.

"Hallo's? Go to the toilet again, who is this? Bother people."

"Hallo?"

"Is anyone there?" Syafa decides to turn off the phone, his eyes heat up again, without being told the tears are back dripping down Syafa's cheeks.

I need you, Rendra.

...

Elsewhere, Rendra and Kanaya are at Green Coffe's cafe. It was not Rendra's wish, but Kanaya's. Initially, Rendra wanted to go straight home. But Kanaya asks him to stop by the cafe first. And Rendra complies with Kanaya's request.

"Gue wants to go to the toilet first, Nay."

When Rendra went to the toilet, her phone shook. Kanaya didn't care about it at first. But the phone kept ringing again many times, until Kanaya took Rendra's phone. His smile expands to see the screen of Rendra's mobile phone "Syafa Is Mine calling you"

Kanaya picked up the phone. "Hallo's? Go to the toilet again, who is this? Bother people." Yes, Kanaya pretended not to know if the person across the street who called Rendra was Syafa

"Hallo?"

"Is anyone there?"

Kanaya smiles triumphantly as Syafa turns off her phone. He immediately put Rendra's phone.

Night had arrived, Rendra drove home Kanaya, Kanaya's house is right next to Rendra's house. Initially, Kanaya offers Rendra to stop by his house, but Rendra refuses considering he has not done pr physics.

Before going to bed, Rendra sent some messages to Syafa.

Hello Sweety

How not to be answered?

Did you sleep?

I miss you

I didn't want you to be embraced by Gery

Tomorrow should be removed Gery's embrace huh

The way with me embrace you for a long time

Hugged too

Is it really sleeping, right?

I slept too ah

I want to meet you in a dream

The Good Night Syafa

Then after feeling enough, he took a square to immediately plunge into his dream.

In the morning, after Rendra wanted to pick up Syafa, Kanaya again asked Rendra to take her to school. Same as yesterday. Rendra complies with Kanaya's request.

After delivering Kanaya, Rendra immediately headed to her school to meet Syafa. Yes, right, exactly, when he finished parking his motorbike, he saw Syafa was chatting with the school security guard. Rendra developed her smile as Syafa walked towards her. But strangely Syafa walked while bowing his head.

"For the princess" said Rendra.

"Morning," Shafa replied with a brief smile. Before finally Shafa bowed his head again.

"That rush?" ask Rendra.

"Yes, I haven't done pr, first yes," replied Syafa lying, he just didn't want Rendra to see the swollen matanta from crying all night.

Syafa walks down, ahead of Rendra, but Rendra holds him back, Syafa grimaces as Rendra holds his bruised hand. Rendra, who noticed Syafa's bruised hand, immediately released his hand. His hands stretched out to lift Syafa's chin. Rendra looked at Syafa's swollen eyes making him even more worried about the girl.

"Why?" ask Rendra.

"Father," replied Syafa with a sweet smile.

"She please don't lie anymore, you why hey?" this time both hands went to cupper both cheeks Syafa. Their views meet each other.

"What's the reason? I don't feel sorry," chuckled Syafa.

"Don't make me worry, Shay, be honest with me, why are you? Why are your eyes swollen? Why are your hands bruised? Why were your cheeks red yesterday?" ask Rendra.

"Once Ren, I'm going to class." Syafa pulls Rendra's hands together to release the stalk. His eyes accidentally saw Fiza.

"MY FACE IS WAITING!" shout Syafa. "I go first, yes" he said before running away from Rendra.