Complicated Bubbles

36. I'm Missing

"Don't stay away. I'll miss you even more."

Complicated Bubbles

Shafa was in the classroom, alone. He found a small blue box in his bag. Since repeated until now, every day Syafa always get a blue box containing letters that are not much different. In essence, the sender of the blue box told Syafa to forget about Rendra and decide Rendra. Syafa put the blue box in his bag, not wanting to read it at all, because he knew for sure the contents were not much different like yesterday. Shafa folded his hands on the table and plunged his face into the folds he made.

He is confused about everything. The connection. Her love. Her feelings. Also Rendranya.

She wanted to cry, really. His chest was so claustrophobic it wanted to spill everything. However, for some reason he could not cry, just glazed over. Maybe he had cried too much until his tears dried in the lens by themselves before he came out.

His life is too much pressure and puzzles. He had to obey everything his father said, always giving in for the sake of his twin brother, love someone who often hurt him, not even Zaldi who suddenly came in his life. Does he live to face all that? Come on, he also wants to be happy like other humans.

"Lo why?" ask Gary who just came.

"Sleepy" replied Syafa without looking at him.

"Tumbens?" wonder Gary, because Syafa never sleepy in school.

"Gue is also human, can sleepy in school."

"Yes-yes."

"Lo's busy?" tanta Gary's.

"According to you?"

"No."

"Hm."

"To yuk's garden?" bring Gary.

"Well?"

"Dear of the devil."

"BODY-AMAT!" annoyed with Syafa, he sat perfectly and looked at Gary with a cynical look.

"Haha. Joking me. Yakali the devil's noses."

"Ha.ha..ha...hilarious!"

"Oh would? Yuk yudah!" Gary pulled Syafa's hand.

"Gee!"

"Let go of biscuits! I can walk by myself!" Gary let go of the pull, he knew if he didn't let go then Syafa must have lashed out! Shafa is often confused with Gary.

"What style did I take to the park?"

"What should be style first?"

"Ish hard to say the same mommy mah!"

"Gue's not your mom!"

"BUT YOU'RE MY GRANDMA!"

"NEQUEEN PARENAQUE!"

"FROM THE DUREN MUSEUM TO THE RAMBUTAN MUSEUM!"

"It's not a dodol!" segah Gary, while snapping at Syafa's head.

"Bodoamat anyway, both of these guardians are singing."

"******!"

"Lo!"

"Haha."

"What the hell is loose!"

"From the mole bridge beggars!"

"BODO AH I'M RAMBLING LO FIX!"

"Mulu-lo lambs!"

"Bodo!"

"Fun *****!"

"Bodo!"

"Old chips!"

"Bodo!"

"Bodo mulu lo, bodo really know the taste of lo."

"MY MOTIVE!" Syafa leaves Gary alone in the corridor, and returns to class with no sign of Gary chasing after him, tumben.

Syafa was surprised to see Zaldi who was already smiling sweetly sitting on his stool. "Get you to class?"

"Gue is a person."

"Hahaha checkmate lo!"

"Kampreto kamparito."

"Lo today grumpy. Tired?"

"It's not like you know mulu."

"Gue's just nebak and nanya."

"But it's impossible that your guess is always right."

"Because we are one heart."

"SORRYS!"

"Hahaha his mb selaw."

"Have you eaten?"

"Gue doesn't like to be asked 'have eaten yet?' 'any more what?' That's what I don't like!"

"Jaudah," Zaldi grasped Shafa's hand, making Shafa astonished. "Eh? What's the lo ?"

"To the canteen. I treat."

"SERIOUSLY?" syafa asked hysterically, and was answered with a nod and a smile by Zaldi.

The two of them walked together with their hands tied together. As usual, many students are talking about the closeness of Rendra and Kaira. Rumors of Rendra and Syafa breaking up are actually hoaxes. Plus now they are talking and mocking Syafa who is walking with Zaldi.

"Eh uh look at Syafa, crazy his life is really good to break up from Rendra immediately get a new cogan!"

"Do not be surprised, he uses pellets, yakali kayak face is in great demand by many cogans. She's just a bit of a bitch, jablay's girl."

"But she's beautiful again."

"Beauty me too!"

"Eh eh is it true that Syafa and Rendra have broken up?"

Okay that's a little bit of a lot that Syafa heard. Shafa could only smile in response. He thought if he responded to them with words, then it was the same as them.

"Not to be horrified."

"I have ears."

"Pakes." Zaldi gave the aerphone to Syafa.

"Pairs on hp lo, listen to music," explained Zaldi.

"Thanks." -."

They reached the cafeteria, Syafa sat down while Zaldi ordered food. Syafa felt that someone was watching him, finally Syafa turned his head and sure enough, Rendra was looking at him. Syafa immediately straightened his gaze again then lowered his head, his chest back tight to see Rendra.

"Feed, eat," said Zaldi.

"Iye very chatty indeed lo!" Syafa ate his fried rice voraciously.

"It's so funny!" Zaldi pinched both of Syafa's cheeks, which instantly took a punch in his hand. "Gue's eating some garlic!"

"Haha."

"Don't laugh at you!"

Syafa is really greedy to eat his fried rice in just 3 minutes! "Gue to class, thanks, yeah,"

Zaldi blocked Syafa's hand. "What?"

"Gue anter."

"Gue can be alone" replied Syafa took off the check and left the cafeteria, but he had to surround him with half a new canteen coming out of the canteen, instead of choosing a fast way, why? There's Rendra.

Rendra who saw Syafa's attitude, suddenly his heart ached, he let out a long sigh, he knew he was wrong. But should Shafa avoid it? It turned out that this was what Syafa felt when he avoided the girl, it was painful. But, Rendra still passed Syafa even though he did not reprimand her even smiling, he just wanted to see that beautiful face. Even as Kaira approached her, she chose a place that Syafa disliked, in the corridor near the teacher's bathroom. Because what? He did not want to see Syafa crying as Kaira approached him. Oh my god, Rendra now misses Syafa.

***

You don't need to know how many wounds you've inflicted. All you need to know is, I still love you in my silence.

Complicated Bubbles

why do so many people approach her in class? Now Kaira looks like she's evicting some of Syafa's friends, and locks the door of her class, out of nowhere. Kaira's friends close the curtains of Syafa's class and they walk towards Syafa.

"Hi sister Syafa. Still know me?"

"Yes, Kaira."

"Who am I?"

"Lo," replied Syafa without removing his smile.

"Who am I waiting for?"

"Lo, man,"

"WHY DON'T YOU MIND!"

"Every morning I read it."

"Lo tuh cabe or jablay anyway!"

"Man."

"Do not answer me!"

"Have a mouth to use."

"Damn it! Because lo Rendra is getting away from me again!" what's? Isn't it because of Kaira, Rendra stayed away from her?

"Is it a headache, nanggepin lo, to the point can it?"

"Ngeselin is also! Okay, we're going to the point. First. I don't like lo deket-deket Rendra. Second one. I hate the same you. Thirdly. I want to know the pain that I feel."

"Udah? Relax, I won't interact with Rendra."

"BUT I HATE YOU!"

'plaque'

"This is for Rendra who keeps me away."

'plaque'

"It's for all the pain I'm in."

Kaira slapped back and forth Syafa's cheek viciously. Then he pushed Syafa until his body hit the wall. Actually Syafa could have retaliated because he was a karate master at Junior High, but he did not want to hurt Kaira. Syafa was still smiling while looking at his body.

Kaira manages to corner Syafa. He smiled petty. "We see, after this you can still smile?" Kaira strangled Syafa's neck firmly without pity.

"YOU'RE IN THE WAY!" said one of his friends.

"Diem lo!"

"Lo's too late! You just promised to slap him!"

"He could die Kai!"

"Bodoamate!"

Kaira kept strangling Syafa while smiling cunningly at Syafa who was in pain.

"To-long," Shafa pinta, his eyes fixed on Kaira's two friends who felt sorry for him. 

"Diem lo! Who would you like to ask for help!? No cudgel who wants to nolongin jablay chick like lo!" snapping at Kaira, he added a tight throttling Syafa's neck. Syafa felt tightness in his chest, he had difficulty taking a breath. Following a stomachache that he had not felt for a long time, now reappeared.

Kaira's friends, Tasya and Diara, who were feeling pity, immediately unlocked the class and ran towards the cafeteria. The main goal is Rendra. Fortunately they met Rendra in the corridor.

"SISTER RENDRA!"

"What's wrong? Kaira again?"

"Not Sis." Tasya replied, making Rendra raise her eyebrows, puzzled.

"Sir Shafa" said Diara.

"What's the same with Shafa!?" Rendra looked so panicked. Tadya and Diara who look crazy, making Rendra impatient.

"You know me, where's Shafa!?"

"In his class, brother."

Rendra immediately ran fast, maybe this is his tightest run, try Pak Ubi clay, definitely the sprint value is 100. Rendra's thoughts were currently filled with Shafa, Syafa and Syafa. He hit an unknown student several times. Bodoamate. The important thing is that he should get to Shafa's class immediately.

Rendra's eyes glared perfectly at Kaira's merciless strangling Syafa, plus the pale face that Syafa showed.

"KAIRA STOP!" Rendra ran towards them and tried to pull Kaira's loyal hand choking Syafa.

"LO'S CRAZY!" rendra snapped when he managed to let go of the giggle.

Kaira who was yelled at by Rendra was unable to stem her tears. He cried, only this time he yelled at Rendra plus the red face of Rendra who looked very angry at him.

"GO LO!" tell Rendra, Kaira goes running. The syafa class that was once quiet is now very crowded.

Rendra immediately hugged Syafa and stroked the girl's hair. He had not been able to open his mouth to talk to the girl, his tongue was very faint. He felt, the girl's body was not upright. Rendra realized, Syafa fainted! Rendra immediately carried the girl's body towards the UKS.

Shafa. I miss. Please Rendra in his heart.