
Forgetting it takes time, it doesn't take someone new. Heal your wounds, and do not take actions that will cause new wounds.
Complicated Bubbles
It has been five days since Shafa was unconscious and declared in a coma. And during that time, there was no sign of Shafa to be aware of, even for that long, Rendra was always beside Syafa. In fact, Rara, Rian, Dara and Erlan every day forced Rendra to rest and go home. However, Rendra is stubborn to keep looking after Syafa, until his diet is irregular.
It's three in the afternoon, but Rendra hasn't eaten anything from last night. Rendra continued to hold Syafa's hand, stroking Syafa's hair, asking him to speak. Rara grimaced at how devastated her youngest child was at this moment. Sasa called Rendra from outside. Asking him to come out for a while, Rendra initially did not want to, but Rara was also stubborn, finally Rendra complied with the request of her mother.
"Eat first, baby, you haven't eaten in most days" said Rara. Rendra shook his head weakly, "Rendra wants to keep Syafa keep Bun."
"And you eat it here, you can also see the condition of Syafa from outside here right? Mama has bought your favorite pasture rice," said Rara while thrusting a packet of padang rice to Rendra.
"You're sick, who will take care of Syafa who's hayo?" True also what his mother said, if he did not keep his diet, then he arrived sick, of course he could not take care of Syafa anymore.
"But Bun, who's keeping Shafa inside?"
"There I am, I take care of Syafa temporarily, you just eat," Shila chanted.
Rara confirmed Shila's remark, Rendra nodded then let Shila keep her twin inside. Rendra sat next to his mother and ate the rice field brought by his beloved mother. "Bun, is there a drink?"
Rara patted her forehead slowly, "Duh, Mother forgot, Mother to the cafeteria first yes, buy a drink for you." Rara was already standing, but Rendra held Rara's hand, preventing Rara from going to the cafeteria, "Biar Rendra aja, Mommy sat down, just sit down, Rendra tau Bunda tired earlier abis going forward buy rice field for Rendra?"
After that Rendra walked towards the canteen and lost at the turn of the corridor. Rara smiled, that's what she liked about her son, won't let him get tired.
But Rara's smile faded away just like that, hearing the hysterical screams from Shila who had just walked out of the room calling the Doctor.
"What's up, Shila?" dara asked who woke up from sleep in her husband's arms in the waiting chair.
"Shafa's heart rate, undetectable!" shila's hysterical, her crying broke, everyone who was there; Dara, Erlan, and Rara immediately stood up, the moment that Ani's doctor came, Ani's doctor entered the room with two sisters. At first they wanted to enter as well, but the sisters forbade them. Dara returned to crying, seeing the condition of her son who was getting worse from behind the glass.
Rendra came, then his forehead shriveled to see everyone standing and crying, confused by what was happening, he saw from the ICU glass, Syafa was not alone but there was a doctor and a nurse there too, "Shafa why?" rendra asked Shila with heated eyes. The feeling is not good at the moment.
Shila just shut up and cried, Rendra repeated her question with great emphasis, while shaking Shila's shoulder, "Gue asked. Shafa. why?"
"There is no ration" said Shila. Rendra lowered both hands from Shila's shoulders, giving Shila a plastic bag filled with mineral water to rush her until her plastic bag almost fell if Shila did not catch it quickly, Rendra ran into the room.
Just a few steps he entered, the two sisters pulled him out, the rebellious Rendra forced to see the condition of Syafa up close, "DON'T NGALANGIN GUE TO MEET HIM!" shouted Rendra, with tears that returned to pour, because he saw Syafa whose chest was repeatedly plastered by an Ekg device but his heartbeat was still undetectable.
"Mas, please, the patient is in an emergency, do not scream, it can interfere with the doctor's concentration," explained the nurse.
"But I want to be next to him." - Rendra.
"Mas can see from the outside, and pray for the best for Mas's girlfriend," said Sister, then pulled the limp Rendra outside. Rendra sat down leaning against the door that was closed. Random his own hair.
"Don't God today... Don't take him now," Rendra's inner.
Rara sat down next to Rendra and hugged her son. "Syafa won't go after Rendra, will he, Bun?" That question just broke Rara's heart. Sasa knew how much Rendra did not want to lose Syafa. "Syafa is always in your heart, right?" Rendra's cry broke even more hearing Rara's reply.
The door opened, everyone stood up and approached Ani doctor, Ani doctor said Bajwa Syafa must get a donor from today too, otherwise Ani doctor can not guarantee for tomorrow. After that doctor Ani left, and Rendra single-handedly ran inside and hugged Syafa who still had not opened her eyes. Rendra stroked Syafa's hair and also stroked Syafa's cheek which felt very cold. "Gue won't lose you, Shay..." Unfortunately, the tears came out again and again.
Meanwhile in a different room, a child and mother are having a long argument, a stubborn child and a chuckling mother forbid her child's will. "Mom, I beg you. He should get a donor today right?"
"Yes I know, but not that close, either" said the middle-aged woman. Making the teenager now hug his mother, reassuring everyone, "I was wrong, I blamed him for the loss of his brother and oma, and I made him lose his kidney function, Mom, I want to replace it with this," explained the long-haired teenage girl.
"I also love Rendra very much, Mom... I want to live with him, just this way. Because I know, he only loves that girl and not me" she said. The mother returned the embrace of her son, even she was crying at this time. "Don't baby, you don't think you'll live with anyone but you?"
"Doctor Ani.." call one of the sisters who entered her room, Ani wiped the rest of her tears and took off her child's embrace.
"If today the ICU patient doesn't get a donor, how about Doc?"
"The donor's in place, we're operating now, get everything ready." The nurse came straight out of the room carrying out Ani's orders.
The operation begins, in the room, all doctors and nurses perform the surgical procedure carefully, working with each other for the success and smooth operation carried out. Outside the room, everyone was praying for the operation to be successful.
Hearing the news that there is a kind person who wants to donate his kidneys and lungs, they langaung grateful and hope that after this operation, Syafa can gather again with them and undergo activities as usual.
Twelve hours passed, the male doctor tagged Rahman came out of the operating room, and stated that the operation was successful, Syafa will be transferred to the hospital room.
Rendra bowed in gratitude at that time and there were no exceptions for the people who were there; Dara, Erlan, Rara, Rian, Raina, Fiza, Faiq and Wahyu also gave thanks and embraced each other. The shafa above the gurney is pushed by the nurse into the ward. And right then and there, the crying doctor Ani came out with a nurse who was hugging her.
"While Shafa's special doctor is me, Ani's replacement" explained Dr Rahman.
"Why, Doc?" ask Erlan.
"Any doctor's son died."
"Innallahi..."
"I'm sorry" Rahman said with a smile and clasped away. After that all who were there entered Syafa's ward, waiting for Syafa to awaken. Erlan stroked her daughter's hair, hoping that if she came to her senses, she would forgive her mistakes all along. Erlan closed her eyes, she was crying at this moment. "Lad..."
Erlan opened her eyes perfectly hearing the call, a call from a princess she cried, "Papa don't cry," said Syafa, the girl smiling, wiping away Erlan's increasingly heavy tears, Erlan held his daughter's hand, "Papa apologize dear."
"Papa was wrong all this time to you, papa is sorry, papa is sorry," sincere Erlan. Syafa just silently looked at him, Erlan knew his mistake was huge, and he knew it would take time for Syafa to forgive him. Erlan smiled, nodding, "Papa ngerti," after which Erlan turned around intending to leave, but Syafa held back her hand, "Syafa dear papa."
Speechless. Erlan hugged Syafa in tears, "Papa loves you too, beautiful princess." Syafa cried, the first time since his sister died he got a hug and praise from his Papa. "What promise will my dear Shafa continue?" tanyakanya.
Erlan took off her embrace, "Forever Papa will love you."
"Kiss?" erlan asked, Syafa nodded then pointed at his cheek, Erlan laughed then kissed the right cheek, left cheek and forehead of Syafa. "Replace dong.." persuaded Erlan. Syafa laughed mockingly, "Ga ah, Papa stinks, haven't bathed, wle."
"Keep the same news you haven't had a six-day shower?" kekeh Shila's. Syafa has just come to her senses, who here is not only her father, but also her mother, her twin sisters, Sasa and Erlan. But where is Rendra?
"Well? I took six days to shower? How do you still smell gini?"
Dara laughed, her daughter still has high self-confidence, "Bath in the dreamland of your time," he said.
"From dong?" reply Syafa with his piety.
"Yes you are an angel in my heart" said Rendra who had just come, Syafa turned to look at Rendra who was now smiling and walking towards him. "My neighbor?" ask Rendra.
"Whoa, I don't want to" Shafa sneered.
Rendra snorted dejectedly, "Om, Auntie, what's his son being fed anyway? Very gemsin, so the sneaker peepet owned," said Rendra while pinching Syafa's cheek. Syafa grimaced a little and then mengonyor Rendra's head. Rendra laughed, but his laughter stopped when he heard Erlan's voice.
"You don't really? I think there is a very dead love with the child Om, to join the follow-up has not taken a six-day shower."
"Damn it, open the card all." Rendra's inner.
Now, it's Rendra's turn to be laughed at by everyone here except the confused Syafa, "Who, Pa?" Erlan just looked at Rendra with a teasing look.
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I didn't want to chase you, and being left behind by you made me realize that I was wrong to chase you. Now, I will pursue what must be realized.
Complicated Bubbles