Complicated Bubbles
18. Unaltered
"Tonight, the moon appeared shy. The stars are trying to isolate themselves. I looked at the sky without meaning.Only a faithful night wind accompanied.
In the past, you always filled the day and made my day sheet meaningfully. Now, you're leaving. Without caring about me here who is locked in a void of melody, lonely, alone.
I want to scream right in the ear of the script "I miss!" However, I was only able to convey my longing through the do'a intermediary in the third of my night
Lonely, silent, yet heart-relieving."
Complicated Bubbles
Syafa glanced at the blue watch, hers. It's still 06:10, it's too early. He wandered down the school corridor imagining in his heart, carving a smile on his tiny lips while humming softly, comforting himself and forgetting the heart-wrenching wounds.
"SYAFAAAA" the sound of a new year's night firecracker, echoing in Syafa's ears, Syafa covered his ears with both hands. "Disturb the peace of this cave very morning people, anyway" snorted Syafa.
The voice master ran up to the woman in front of him who was covering his ears. His footsteps were heard in the corridor. He patted the shoulder of the woman he had just called while grinning. Meanwhile, the woman who called earlier, put on her upset face.
"Rai, you can't scream early in the morning!" pissed Syafa.
"So, from there I call you not dread, yaudah I came out with the sound of gold like an angel."
"As far as you are," cynical Syafa.
"Obviously the eyes!" Raina rubbed Syafa's eyes while laughing. The owner of the eye rotates both his eyes.
"Karaokean yuk Rai!"
"That's dong! Yuk!"
"What song?"
"ABDULLAH!"
"Anjirrr!" Shafa laughed out loud.
"Singing Abdullah aja Sya song, the property of his instrument use my drink bottle, please," Raina put up her puppy eyes, Syafa instead of pity instead of even disgusted to see him, savage friend (:
"Sobbly know Rai!"
"Ish Shafa, please!"
"Jude, but not here, in class,"
"Judah kuy to class!" Raina grabbed Shafa's hand and ran fast, making Syafa eyes unwilling to follow Raina.
"See, come to class! LET'S GET KARAUKE TO ABDULLAH'S SONG!" raina shouted, enthusiastic, while Syafa sat down on the floor, bored.
"Oh, want to sing while lesehan? Yudah yuk! Cave video-in use my phone yes!" raina asked, Syafa nodded her head.
"1...2..3...start!"
"I'll sing Abdullah's song" Raina's voice and style of speech follows the legendary girl who went viral for singing Abdullah's song (:
"The name of his father
Aminah her mother
Abdul mutholib
Abu tholib his uncle,"
"Main yuk!" syafa said while laughing loosely looking at the expression of Raina which is really exactly the original video.
The laughter instantly stopped, his eyes focused on the two people in front of the door of his class, Atika and Rendra.
"Khodijah the faithful wife
Fatima..."
Raina who saw the incident also immediately shouted.
"***** *** LO DUGONG!" raina shouted while throwing Aqua's bottle towards Rendra, and on target.
"Papa Tik, I'm going to class yeah, study hard okay!" said Rendra gently while ruffling Atika's hair. Rendra just left, without seeing Syafa who was fixated on seeing Rendra's change.
Shafa immediately sat on his ark, issuing the Qur'an, to calm his indeterminate heart.
"Read Yasin yes, there is a demon!" raina said cynically towards Atika.
"MEANING LO WHAT!" Atika pointed at Raina.
"Sans napa, his index finger asked to be broken" said Raina.
"You want what Rai! My indignation? I'm not a demon!"
"Not demons? HAHAHA No! I don't realize he's a demon."
"You guys why the hell? In the morning have a conversation, at 06.30. yuk Syuruq prayer," asked Syafa.
"DON'T USE HOLY SOK LO!" Atika slaps Syafa's cheek, hard. Raina, who saw the incident, wanted to slap Atika, but was held by Syafa who smiled "Not to reply to Rai," while other creatures who watched the incident were cengo, not expecting to see the events of these 3 lovebirds quarrel.
However, there were two men who saw the incident, one of whom pulled Syafa's hand. "Please!" syafa. But the man still pulled Syafa's hand until he entered the UKS room. Then after that he took cold water and a handkerchief in the UKS. Then he compresses Syafa's cheeks, gently.
"Thank you" said Syafa lowered his head. Rendra just left, leaving Syafa alone in the UKS. Without a word. What's wrong Syafa?
Syafa was still down, holding back tears, seeing the change of Rendra so far away. Syafa misses Rendra, Syafa misses the voice, misses the sweet attitude from her.
"Yes, isn't papa?" Shafa raised his head.
"No papa Rai,"
"Basically, Atika does not have a heart, my sprain."
"Rai, look at that video anyway," Syafa switched the topic.
"BY!" Raina pulled out her phone and set the video.
"No woi! Custom loan face *****!"
***
You, the shadow that is silent. Holding me in an indeterminate space of time. You, the past. Stabbed me with a longing too. You, lost on my day sheet. Along with your most beautiful smile, at that time.
Complicated Bubbles
Syafa is standing between books lined up neatly, making friends with books is fun, talking on words is comforting. When Shafa is choosing a book. He heard a voice familiar to him, a voice he longed for, a voice he had not heard for a long time.
Behind the lines of books in front of him, he saw from between the books, there was a man who was having a dialogue with his best friend, Atika. Syafa is happy to see Rendra happy, even if not with him. Lies. His heart actually hurt. He immediately took his notebook and sat in a corner, alone, away from the scene that broke his heart. Sometimes he saw Rendra and Atika who were together, as if the world belonged to both of them. Laugh so much that they do not realize there is a heart that is secretly hurt.
Syafa's hand started holding the ballpoint pen and the ballpoint pen began to dance on an empty sheet of paper. Until, keetas it is filled with words that have been fused into the book.
"Stop, stop,
Doesn't mean to go
But learning doesn't care
To the heart that always curses,
Missed you who are gone now
I, do not want to keep yelling at myself
Waiting for you who never cared
Although actually,
This heart is still lost in the memories you give.
-syafasabila"
