
You who make a promise to make the same do not go. But you made your own promise. Joking, does that mean promise to you?
Complicated Bubbles
Syafa is now in the ER. While the others were outside, wishing that Shafa was okay inside there, Raina was crying inside Fiza's arms at this time. Shila was calling her parents to come to Bogor, Wahyu and Faiq tried to invite Remdra who had been staring in the front with a blank look, her eyes reddened like holding back a broken cry.
"Ren, horrified me," said Faiq, his hand holding onto Rendra's shoulder and staring at him intensely, but Rendra still stared blankly ahead. "Ren, Dengerin Faiq, could not!" snapped Wahyu, because he was upset with Rendra who ignored Faiq's talk earlier.
"LO WON'T LOSE SYAFA. DON'T USE THAT CELEBRITY!" resolute Revelation.
Rendra stood up, punching the face of Revelation until it was knocked down, Faiq immediately held the arms of Rendra from behind, Rendra rebelled, "MEANING LO TALK JUST WHAT? IS SYAFA GOING TO GO? HUH?!"
"I don't mean Ren." Revelation softens his speech, he knows Remdra, if Rendra has been ignited such emotions, it is certainly not able to be calmed by emotions as well, so the Revelation relents. "Lo," Rendra pointed to Revelation, "IT DOES NOT FEEL LIKE IN MY POSITION!"
Rendra's index finger moved, pointing to the ER room, "Lo see inside? Shafa is fighting again! And none of this would have happened if I had taken care of him!"
"Gue failed. I failed to take care of him. LO KNOW? I FAILED!" Rendra sat down, no longer able to hold back tears, Rendra was really crybaby at this time.
"Where is Shafa?" ask Dara-Mama Syafa who just came with Erlan. They came with a very panicked look, more precisely just Dara, Erlan looks ordinary.
"Mama..." Shila splashes into Dara's arms, the twin of Syafa looks sad tonight, "Shila is scared... Shila was afraid that Shafa would leave Shila as Kak Ari to leave Shila with Syafa, Ma.." said Shila as a hiccup.
"Even so, that weak girl is indeed more and more troublesome to people!" chirps Erlan.
"Bah!" dara firmly.
"Loh, isn't he? If only he did not keep asking Ari to play ball, Ari would not leave us! If only he hadn't persisted in taking Oma for a swim, Oma would still be there now!"
Dara stroked her daughter's hair, before finally responding to her husband's remark, "You always just mention it. Syafa is never guilty, it's destiny!"
"Whatever, I hate my destiny to have a child like her. Better he just die. He's alive is useless."
"Father! Watch Papa's words!" shila shouted, who now took off her embrace, and stood right in front of Erlan. "Papa know? Shila got a student exchange because of who? Because Syafa who was at that time accepted resigned, for my sake! So that Papa is not disappointed with me!"
"And, Papa knows? Who donated his kidney to Shila when Shila needed a kidney donor? Shafa Pah!" shila said with a hiccup.
"Syafa donated his kidney at that time?" ask Dara. Shila nodded softly, "Sorry. Shila just told you, Syafa told Shila not to tell you about it." Dara's world seems to stop just like that, how could she not know that her own son donated his kidney to his twin brother? And, how come for these few years Syafa has looked so ordinary, normal as a person living with two kidneys?
When the doctor came out of the ER, everyone who was busy fighting and crying, now approached the doctor, "How is the child, I Doc?" ask Dara who is crying.
"Syafa needs to be transferred to the ICU, the situation is critical. The only kidney, it's not functioning normally, plus, has a scar in the alveolus" explained Dr. Ani, a doctor who also became a doctor at UKS Syafa school if you remember.
"Why is it like that Doc?" ask Dara.
"Syafa must immediately get a kidney donor and must immediately do lung transplantation." After explaining, doctor Ani pampit to move Syafa to the ICU room.
Syafa, who was in the gurney, was pushed by the sisters and taken to the ICU room. Everyone is powerless to see the current state of Shafa. "Well, Shafa Pah..." Dara was crying in Erlan's arms staring at meu Syafa who was taken to the ICU room. His daughter, whom he had always considered non-existent, even Erlan shed her tears right now, regretting that she had whipped Syafa that time, beat him, slapped him and told him to swim for hours in the pool that night. All harm.
Rendra hit the hospital wall so many times that his hands were red inert, "Udah, Ren, have it!" resolutely Revelation tries to calm Rendra. "Maye, Yu... Shafa.." he said.
"Why didn't I know he had such a bad disease? Why am I not sensitive to the signs that he is sick? I****totally Yu. ****. ****. ****," said Rendra, who stopped hitting her head. Revelation holds Rendra's hand, "Lo love isn't the same?!" snapped Revelation. Rendra nodded.
"Kalo lo love. Doain he's cured! Not a gini. The way is wrong!"
"But I'm afraid.Fear Syafa go away to me," he said.
"Gue is sure Syafa will be good, she is a strong woman who can want your heart, right?" faiq. Rendra again nodded. "Get him, pray for him."
Rendra walks into the ICU, Erlan just got out of there. Rendra asked permission to enter the room first, and was approved by Dara. Rendra is a special shirt provided in the Icu room for people who want to see patients. Inside the room, Rendra stood to the left of Syafa's gurney. Paying attention to the condition of this girl who made her heart sliced iris.
Various devices attached to his entire body, plus breathing apparatus with a hose that is larger than usual, and also a heart detector that breaks the silence in this room. His lips were pale, his skin was deathly white, Rendra was holding the girl's hand, cold, that was how Rendra felt. "Don't go, huh?"
Rendra sat in the chair provided. "We haven't reversed, and you've given up on that?"
"Cemen deh lo hahaha," cried Rendra, with a discordant laugh and made. He laughed, but the tears came out, ah, it is true that tonight is the night of his whimpering throughout the history of his life. Syafa's hand he was holding was intentionally placed on his cheek, so that he could kiss the hand many times.
"Gue is still in love with you, and you don't know that yet. In fact, my love for you is getting bigger every day, Sya..."
"Gue seriously, when I said I'm not going to leave you. But why now you're the one who scares me, I'm afraid you're leaving me, Sya."
"Wake up, huh? If you wake up, I want to take you to a place you will like. I will take a trip to the festival that I canceled. I will not snap snapped lo again, I will not attach importance to other girls again, I will not invite you to eat ice cream which at that time failed because of the lid of the shop, you inget not? That was the first time we've been updated, right? Haha."
Outside, they were; raina, Fiza, Shila, Dara, and Erlan could not help but cry looking at the two creatures who were inside there, looking from the big glass beside the room. Meanwhile, Wahyu and Faiq stared at Rendra. In fact, Rendra had made a plan to invite Syafa to return in Bogor by deliberately heating up Syafa with close to Shila. But whatever the power, Rendra is just an ordinary man who can only plan. There is also Rara-Bunda Rendra and her husband, Rian. They both looked at their son.
"Wake up, Wake up..." Rendra wiped her tears with her right hand. Then kissed the old hand of Syafa who was in the clutches. Rendra couldn't stand it, he would continue to cry if it lingered here for a long time. Rendra put Syafa's hand as before then slim run out of the ICU.
"Rendra," call Rara. Rendra immediately hugged his mother, powerless with what happened today. "God, Bun..." Rara stroked her son's hair, channeling the positive energy of the mother figure, which could strengthen her child.
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For those of you who feel abandoned, never hate him, but hate how he left you. Don't blame fate, at least learning from the wound is important.
Complicated Bubbles