Complicated Bubbles

42. Detachable

You don't know what it's like to leave, leaving something untouched. You have to know how much I hold myself back from not caring about you anymore.

You don't understand if I'm learning to eat! Lo as good as eels come, make me a smile, and at the ends you just make me a runaway doang.

Complicated Bubbles

Today, after school. Syafa plans to visit Rendra at the hospital. Arriving there. Body's limp. Hugely.

He sees Rendra kissing the cheek of a girl, who is none other than Kanaya. "Rendra.." - Shafa. Rendra and Kanaya immediately looked at Syafa.

Syafa smiled wryly, he placed the fruit basket on the table. "Cepet is healed, Rendra. And happy happy."

Shafa ran out of the room. "Yes!" shouting Rendra. He withdrew the infusion and intended to pursue Syafa. But his steps were stopped by Kanaya. Rendra brushed him off and ran to find Syafa.

"Yes!" shouting Rendra.

Syafa did not turn his head at all, making Rendra inevitably block the hand of Syafa, so that the girl stopped.

"What else?" Shafa was trying not to cry at this moment.

"I have a reason why I kiss Kanaya, Shay."

"What's the reason? Make me realize that I should stop loving you?"

"No, that's right. Never stop loving me. Because, I just love you. Just you."

"Omong empty. If only I. Why are you doing this?"

"Jawab, Ren." cried Syafa.

"You can't answer, can you?"

"Basically you don't love me, do you?"

"No Yes! I love you!"

"lik! You lied! You pinocchio!"

"I'm a fucking idiot, yeah. I still believe in the same guy who lied to me so many times. Haha." Syafa laughed bitterly, he could no longer stem his cries. Why does loving people have to be this sick?

Rendra pulls Syafa into his arms. Syafa rebelled asking to be released but instead Rendra tightened his embrace.

"Delivery."

"I don't want to let go of someone who means so much in my life."

"That man is you, Shay."

"I don't believe it. You lied, Rendra. You lied!" Shafa is crying now. He was so in love with a jerk that he really fell out of love.

"I'm sorry that I hurt you too often."

"You know you hurt me a lot. Then why with as good as heart, you do me continue?! Because I know I'm gonna apologize to you again? Huh?!"

"Answer! Don't be quiet!"

"I need Rendra's answer. I'm tired."

"Never be tired of loving me, Shay. I'm sorry. Whether you believe it or not, I love you."

"How much more am I supposed to apologize, Rendra? How many more times do I have to hear an apology that has absolutely no proof."

"You're smart talking. It's so clever that I love you!"

"But unfortunately, you're just good at talking, there's no proof. For what, Ren, for what?"

"It should be that way, we don't break. But we should break up!" Syafa pushes the chest of Rendra's field to let Rendra take off her embrace.

"No! We can't break up!"

"You don't love me?"

"If dear, let us now walk each other's way, Ren."

"I don't want to, Shay. I don't want to lose you."

"You don't love me, Rendra. So what's all this for?"

"I love you Shafa Sabila Amaradinka!! I love you so much!"

"You lied!"

"i'm serious. I don't want to lose you!"

"If you don't want to lose, why do you always make me feel like I have to get away from you?!"

"I want us to break up! I stopped here."

Syafa ran again, however, Rendra hugged him from behind. Make stop. He felt his shoulders wet. Rendra's crying?

"Don't go..."

"I have to go, Ren."

"No. You can't go!"

"Let me Rendra."

***

I guess I was afraid to keep giving up my love. When am I happy?

Complicated Bubbles

Rendra is back in school today. Many women gave him letters and food, but he refused.

Rendra and Syafa accidentally cross paths in the corridor. The point of view did not make Syafa's defensive fortifications collapse. He turned around and left Rendra, staring at Syafa's departure. The shafanya has gone.

Syafa runs, heads to his class by turning, choosing a further path, not wanting to meet Rendra. He was grateful that Rendra had recovered and started going back to school. His little heart was also happy to see Rendra.

Upon arrival in class, Syafa sits down and reads Pitsansi's "My Ice Girl. A novel he read many times without getting bored.

"Yes! Rendra is in school!!!" heboh Fiza's. Syafa only stared at Fiza at a glance and then read the novel in his grasp.

"Lo don't want to go to Rendra's class?" ask Raina. Syafa. "Tumbens?"

"Gue broke up."

"CAN'T!?" raina and Fiza shouted at the same time. Syafa sniffed his shoulders indifferently, unconcerned by the cries of his two friends.

"Lo should be our same story!" force Raina.

"Males."

Fiza grunted annoyedly. "There is no rejection. Now you have to tell!"

The bell rang, followed by the sound of the teacher money came from class speakers who took care that all students/i take ablution water and gather in the mosque to perform dhuha prayers together, because it is Friday.

"Later I told you. Now, pray first."

The three of them had indeed been ablution from home, so there was no need to queue again at school.

As they were about to walk towards the mosque, they must have passed through the door of the room where the man wudhu was. And right, when Syafa passed the men's ablution, Rendra just came out of the room.

Syafa averted his eyes as his eyes unintentionally looked at Rendra who was staring at him. Raina and Fiza had hysterically seen Rendra's gaze so deeply staring at Syafa.

"Yes! Rendra see you keep time!" pekik Raina's.

Shafa just smiled hearing it. He just wants to learn, no matter.

"He has eyes."

After the dhuha prayer, when Shafa, Raina and Fiza came out of the door of the mosque, Rendra was seen who had stayed in front of the mosque.

His gaze was still the same, just one object. Shafa.

"Yes!! Look closely, you are from earlier mentioned Rendfa mulu *****!" said Fiza.

Raina nodded in agreement. "Yes!!! Crazy ones! Lo's the one I saw the baper!"

"Diem lo lizard. I call you the new Rangga diem lo! And you cut Africa, if you don't bosa diem, I'll burn lo sandals!"

"Here is the mulu singanjing!"

As they argue, Rendra pulls Syafa's hand. And immediately pushed by him.

"I'm sorry, Yes."

"I'm sorry."

"Judek. Not breaking up."

"Theory from where? Break up! I don't have a theory of breaking up. Once broken up, yes break up!"

"But I don't want to break up, yes."

"Keep it what? Make my heartache?!"

"I want to be your guardian angel. From the beginning until later."

"Omongan lo it's just stale tau no!" snapped Syafa. "And, I asked you to. Don't use my-your vocabulary. Disgust know!"

"See, I beg you to beat me up first."

"What else, anyway, Ren?"

"Don't make my heart hard lupain lo with lo attitude that I think gini to me. Lo gatau how big the fortress that I built to be able to lupain lo," said Syafa. He lowered.

Rendra cupped both of Syafa's cheeks, forcing Syafa to look at her. "Lo should know, yes. How much love I have for you."