Chasing Your Halal Love

reality hurts

"No good girl sleeps with a guy she just met if not a whore." I said and left her in the room.

I also immediately walked towards the parking lot.My mind was getting more chaotic considering the incident earlier.

"Arghhhh really stupid me.This is me a bastard or he is a bastard." said me while hitting the steering wheel of the car

Honestly this is the first time I feel something like this.It is true people say that love is fooling.I did fall in love with the wrong person to make me stupid to vent to others.

My face looked lethargic, I immediately entered the house which turned out to have been warmly welcomed by my parents.

"Bara, tumben home early.Let's have breakfast here." said the middle-aged woman in her glamour dress that I used to call Mama

"Where have you been?Shabby appearance you're like a dead ngawinin children people."said middle-aged man who is none other than my Papa

Deggs..

I was surprised to hear Papa.Did not Papa be able to see me?I also try to hide my face to look ordinary.

"Husstt Papa's mouth yes, not maybe Mama's only child does that kayak.Especially Bara this is a good child and never fuss with us.Let's have breakfast first" said Mama who makes me a little relieved

"Hehee's sorry Ma.Yasudah come let's bar breakfast together." said Papa

"No Pa, Ma, I go up first just clean up just down.Papa Mama first just." said I then sauntered to the room

There is nothing to be regretted but being under the shower.It has been about an hour I was in the bathroom.The guilt and great sin that I did that will I be able to redeem?

...***...

Three months have passed, gradually I can forget the dark events of the night.As usual today is my schedule for picket keeping UKS.

Monday is a tiring day.How not on that day a lot of students who fainted just because of exposure to the sun.However it was surprising when I saw the girl I know in the bin in UKS.

Somehow seeing his face made me hate to remember the fateful incident.I chose to let it be handled by my other friends.

The ceremony was finished while all the students had gone to their respective classes.I saw at a glance the girl was still lying in a safe with a pale face.

"Why have you fainted so much lately?is there something you're thinking about?"doctor Shanti said while the master only shook his head while wiping away his tears.

"Is it because of your parents?Never mind Sin you can tell me than you are alone and make you sick." said Doctor Shanti but again only returned with a headband

"Have you had breakfast?"doctor Shanti

"Not yet Doc.Last-lately I often vomit so lazy to eat." said Shinta

"Maybe you're relapsing, we'll have breakfast later." said Doctor Shanti and came out to me

"Bara help you buy breakfast yes, we have breakfast together.This all buy one's tea yes." said Dr. Shinta then play the phone

"Ehh Buy two for you Sinta, I want to go to my son's hospital accident.Ohh yes I tipped Sinta ya all persuaded him to eat." said Doctor Shanti while giving a red money

I also want not to obey his orders.It just so happens that this hour UKS is quiet.Dengan quickly I also walk to the canteen.

It did not take long now I was in the UKS.Ku dare me to approach it with a flat face.

"Bba.ba..What are you doing here?"said Sinta looking at me with a hard to interpret look

"Fastly eat not much bacod." I was upset and put it on the side of the gurney and left it sitting in front

"No way unless you bribe me." said Sinta flatly

"Lo crazy huh?Oh I don't want to." I said and left him alone

Very upset who casually told me.Akupun chose to fill a journal book.Tak took a long time my work was finished I also chose to read a book about health.

Uekkks

Degg

Right with the sound of Sinta who was about to vomit right also my heart beat fast.Is it true Sinta pregnant?Remembering Sinta's attitude that is very quiet but when with me earlier she looks more courageous.

And if you think about it exactly two months after the fateful tragedy.I re-read the characteristics of people who are pregnant.Akupun rushed to the woman who lay weak in the UKS.

I looked at her teary eyes and the pale white skin.She looked massaged her temple.So ceaselessly I looked at her even I stared at her slightly bloated stomach.Is it true Sinta is pregnant?My mind wanders everywhere.

"Let's come with me now" I said

"Where?"said Sinta

"Home home, Lo's face is already the tip of the cake so let me take care of everything." said I

Now we both are in the car.The first goal is to go to the pharmacy to buy a pregnancy test kit.

"Badan are you okay?"my words while occasionally seeing Sinta sitting in the car

"Udah.But why every time I see you my body feels good and not nauseous." said the glasses girl

"You don't have much to say I don't like." I said and pulled the car over

Without babibu I immediately entered the pharmacy.I went around looking for some products that can be used to check pregnancy.

"The public is sure to buy this?"said mbak-mbak kasir while looking at me astonished

"Make my mama." I said ketus because indeed I forgot that I still wear school uniform.

After I finished the transaction I went to the car.Akupun returned to drive the car and stopped towards my apartment.In my opinion this is the safest place for me to talk about all this.

"What are we doing here?"said Sinta

"Can't you talk a lot?"I said I was upset and went into the apartment.

I saw him walking after me.We both came in.

"just wear it now!"I said then handed over the crackle bag containing the testpack

"What's this doing?"he said confused

"Lo can't read this tool what's the name?"I said getting upset

He also obeyed my will and then walked to the bathroom that I had shown.For a long time I waited for him.Honestly there was a sense of worry considering my status is still a student.

"Bar." said Sinta calling me slowly

"Where's the outcome?"I wonder

"This is how you wear it?I don't understand." said Sinta, who made my blood boil

It is fitting to see this girl in front of me.Has always bullied everyone including Rara because she is so innocent or can be categorized as oon.

I also taught him slowly while watching YouTube.Honestly I also did not know how to use this tool.

Just waiting for a few minutes but my heart was curious.We both closed our eyes.Pelan-kelan I open these eyes and really looked line two in the tool.

Sinta also seemed to cry as much as she could, whereas I chose to pull my hair rough because I felt frustrated.