
The Rara POV
I was ready with a crop shirt and hijab pashmina in line with the color of my shirt.Today I have no schedule for college but I chose to go see Bara in the hospital.
I was ready with a fruit parcel in my hand.Serta I brought her favorite chocolate pudding.She was already aware of her coma so that makes me excited to visit her.
It only took fifteen minutes to get to the hospital.Akupun immediately put forward my motorbike around dusk in the city of Jogja.
It did not take long now I have arrived at the hospital.Akupun immediately walked down the corridor of the hospital.And I saw Bara who was lying weakly in the gurney.
I also immediately entered with a feeling of guilt that is still lodged in my mind.Akupun chose to sit beside the gurney while waiting for him to wake up.So long it felt until I did not realize that now he was asleep next to Bara, Bara,and the hand that was held by Bara.
"The princess is awake, good day." she said with the widest smile
"Sorry sleep earlier" I said and woke up and released Bara's hand
"You must be soy sauce because of my nyamperin every day.Makih ya." Bara said
"Lagain aja Bar, it's my duty as a friend and brother in this city so want to not yes I must help Lo.Udahlah we eat yes, this is noon time Lo take medicine."I then took the food provided by the hospital
I painstakingly bribed him.He also looked greedy to eat his food.
"Bar Lo know Sinta no?As long as we used to, her kids wear glasses?"my words that made Bara speechless
"Bar." I said again my words that surprised Bara
"The..What do you mean by Lo Sinta?"ablaze
"Love adek our class.His skin is white, his hair is often pigtailed two continue to wear glasses.Lo know he is not?If it's not wrong he's also a member of the PMR." I said
"Yes I know." said Bara in a soft voice
"Lo know not if it turns out that the girl is Raka's brother and that makes Raka angry and want revenge on me" I said
"meaning?"said Bara who looked serious looking at me
"Raka thought that Sinta died because I was bullied when it was by suicide" I said again remembering the girl's death
Uhukkk
"What's?Sinta's dead?"said Bara was so surprised and then grabbed a glass of water
"Yes, Sinta died of suicide.Gue also does not know the original cause of how but Raka thought I was a bully until he was desperate to end his life" I said
Circumstances are quite silent for a moment.There is no sound at all.I and Bara are busy with their respective worlds.
"Bar, Lo gapapa right?"I said that saw Bara silently bowing her head
"Ehh gapapa kok, just a bit dizzy aja.Yaudah I used to rest first." Bara and then lay down his body
"Well, did I go out to Indojuli first huh, Lo want to nitip something?"my word
"No I want to rest, Lo be careful." said Bara who looks lethargic
Seeing Bara who closed his eyes again made me feel guilty again.Seems like he still feels pain in his head due to a hard impact.Akupun immediately left him.
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PoV
As if struck by lightning hearing the confession of Rara.There is a little guilt when remembering the confession of Rara about the girl.Even make me remember the incident 3 years ago.
The loud music thump made my head even more dizzy.The sound was very foreign because it was the first time I was in a place like this.
If asked why I am in this place, of course, because my mind and heart are so messed up that it makes me vent it in this place.
Just half an hour I was in this place but I've been drinking a lot.My eyes are tired but at least I can forget about Rara.
Feeling bored I finally chose to go from this place.The intention is to rent a room in this place.Eitts is not to do anything but my body feels not strong if you have to drive your own motorbike.
I staggered into the room but I overheard someone crying for help.Inadvertently he bumped me to the point of almost making me stagger on the floor.
The girl looked at my face for a moment.We both stared at each other but were awakened when we heard the voice of a male scream.
We immediately ran away.He pulled me quite fast.Without ba-bi-bu I mentioned the number of rooms I would rent.It did not take long we immediately went inside.
"it's impossible for him to run here.We go home instead of later we disturb the Nganu-nganu people." said someone behind the door
"But I'm sure he just ran here.Ahh when it's good if we get him.Jaudah let's continue drinking again."
We were still standing behind the door with a feeling of relief.The girl also heaved a sigh of relief and smiled at me.
"Thank you Bar, you already nolongin me." he said that makes me more curious about his figure
"Lo know me?"I said and followed him sitting in the bed
"Know lah.Lo is the chairman of my OSIS.We are also one exkul loh." he said
"For a while it means we're one school but why is Lo so foreign" I recalled her
"So foreign am I in your eyes?"he then wears glasses that have just been taken out of his bag
"Love?Lo Sinta, right?"my word
"Yes.Yaudah like you are tired and mostly drink you better rest yes." said Sinta who was about to leave but soon I checked
"Where are you?You better be here first.Danger girls out at night." said I
"More danger if the girls are the same guy together in one room.I turned back ya." he said and smiled
Somehow seeing his smile made my heart rustle.He stepped open the door but he was just about to get out but he came back in and locked the door.She immediately ran up to me.
"Lo why is it so heavy?it's better to sit here with me."I said
"It turns out the man is still here Bar, Gue is afraid I'm finally back here.Gue can ride here briefly?"ablaze
"May dear."I said that made her cheeks blush
We also chatted a lot of things even I was quite stunned with his face so sweet.Night getting late to make us sleep.Entah what happened last night.I was surprised to see Shinta in a room with me.
His face looks swollen with tears, his appearance was disheveled.I was surprised to see our clothes scattered on the floor.Once again I made a folly.Akupun grabbed my hair slowly and prepared to go home.
"Hurry home and never remember this incident" I said while giving 7 pieces of money a hundred thousand rupiah.
"What do you mean hiks..?I'm mom.I'm not a whore." she said while crying as she pleased
I looked at him with my hand ready to open the door knob.
"No good girl sleeps with a guy she just met if not a whore." I said and left her in the room.