Chasing Your Halal Love

is this what is called love?

The Rara POV

In accordance with the schedule that today will be held marching competition.I have been awake since the dawn adhan was proclaimed.Unlike usual, not as usual, I woke Adnan for morning prayers.Adnan chose to pray dawn mosque near the house because I happened to be in a hitch.

The sun began to show the light of the chicken had crowed the sign of the morning.Adnan was already at home.He chose to read the Quran.The sound flowed so melodious.While I chose to go to the kitchen because of bored being in the room at the same time make breakfast for Adnan.

"What's the mama cooking?"I said while hugging Mother who was struggling in the kitchen

"Mother is cooking your favorite fried rice." said Mother

"Mother I help ya."My words made Mother look at me in wonder

"You really want to help Mother?so tumben, you don't mean to be connected?"said Mommy looking at me with probing

"Ihh mother sincere people want to help even talk like that.Don't suuzdhon be a person." said my upset that made the mother smile

"Yes, I'm sorry, mother.You help fried eggs, can you?"said Mother who only I nodded

It did not take long finally the dish was served on the table.I also walked to the room to call Adnan while Mother woke my Father and my two brothers.

Without knocking on the door I entered the room but my gaze fell on Adnan who was only wearing a towel with a body that had not been wearing his clothes.

Shocked that is what I currently feel while the master only looks at me with a gaze that can be interpreted.I gulped rough salivaku look at the sixpack stomach Adnan especially when our eyes both looked at each other and long enough.I am aware that would make me take my eyes off.

"I'm wearing my clothes and waiting at the dinner table" I was about to leave but Adnan came up to me and blocked my hand

"How do I not want to?"adnan said with an indecipherable look

The distance between the two of us was close enough to make me feel the roar of Adnan's breath hunting.I increasingly rewind my body saw Adnan who was getting forward squeezing the distance between us.My body hit the wall because of fear when Adnan looked at me with horror Stares.

"L.lo what the hell?Watch out I want to go." I said nervously and with a pounding heart

"Gue wants you here." he said and smiled

"Adnan move aside lo.Did wear your clothes now.Don't make my eyes stained because of the act lo." said I who ventured against the burly man

"Why?We are legitimate, even you can sin if you do not mind said the husband." said Adnan who brought his face closer to my nose stick with his nose

"Ahh don't tell me if Adnan would like to invite *****?I have to how nih.Mana lips tease again.Tuh would like to bite my lips."sajarku increasingly chaotic

Until unconsciously a chewy object landed on my lips.

Degs..

"Why does my heart beat when Adnan kisses me."I said in my heart

I just silently peeked but felt the treatment Adnan.But a second later I returned the kiss Adnan.I close my eyes enjoy the warm kiss that Adnan gave unconsciously my hand has draped on the neck of the stocky Adnan.Just a few minutes this incident because we both are out of breath.

"I love you.Don't even think of leaving me." said Adnan who made my cheeks red

"Gue also love you." I said in my heart and went out of the room because I was embarrassed to remember the incident

...***...

We also gathered in the dining room.This is the thing that I miss so much.I and Adnan did choose to live in an apartment but sometimes we also often stay at their parents' homes.

As it is now two days I am staying at the Mother's house.I think I miss the atmosphere of the room.Slaying on the balcony while drinking a cup of coffee and joking with my two brothers.

"Lo, how do you still relax?It's noon." said Zou

"It's really noon." said Bang Ano

"Yes bang I will join the marching race do not forget to watch ya." said I

"busy." said Bang Ano

The flat-faced man is indeed so busy.They both have indeed graduated.Bang Zou who was made CEO of the company owned by Father, Bang Ano who was busy with his job as a young doctor.

He was handsome but so cold.But somehow many women who admired him so much even not infrequently the woman deliberately went to his practice alibi sick.

"yes, he is busy being different." I said and arranged the dirty dishes and put them in the kitchen

I saw the clock was pointing at half-eight.Akupun immediately ready to come to school.It did not take long for me to take a shower and get ready now I am also ready to wear flannel shirt black and white boxes, black and white,with the original hair I had.

"Tomorrow and go." I approached Adnan who was busy with his laptop

"Your hair should not be cut." said Adnan then pulled my pigtails into pieces

"Kok got raked anyway."I'm annoyed

"Your neck seems to make people lust." said Adnan then went out

"so he lust dong every time I dipol my hair.Oh no Adnan can also lust."sajarku then pursue Adnan.

Both of us were in the car.I am constantly smiling considering the events of the morning today.

If you see our relationship is fine.Even out there many people who think that I and Adnan are indeed dating.See our marriage is still tightly closed.Only close relatives only know.

Plans from our family anyway want to announce it when I have graduated from school.Maybe less than 1 year again all of it will end.Iyaph because indeed in the agreement we will divorce in the period of 1 year less 2 months.

Even now this is unthinkable in my mind.Will I only be amazed by the man beside me or indeed this feeling of love towards the opposite sex.

"Why are you smiling?"adnan said that saw me at a glance

"hehehe gapapa." I said and grinned the horse

"Ehh nan said lo earlier I can not mengcepol my hair because it makes lust mean all this time you lust dong same me?"my word

"I'm a human being, of course I have lust." said Adnan

"Nan lo kan santri nih means you know dong lawnya wife who is not obedient to the husband.Yesterday I am browsing about the obligations of his wife kesuamami cook want to go out of the house must be permission anyway.Serus also as a wife must run duty anu-anu.Means all this time I sin dong lo because we are not anu-anu."ujarku whose effect is ambiguous

"yes I know.The law of sin.For that problem you have not done the inner duty as my wife does not force you if you are not ready.I do not want if you do it by force."said Adnan who is still focused on the wheel

"I'm sorry Nan.Gue can't be a good wife for you.But I promise I'll change." said who made Adnan smile

"Thank you if you want to change, but you changed not because I was his intention but because of Allah." Adnan said and then hugged me because he happened to be at a red light.

"Why is that what?"I said getting curious

"Yes because if you just change because I mean you don't really want to change.For example when you are with me you will be better try if you are not with me maybe you will come back again if you really want to change your intentions because God so easily facilitates everything, strengthen your heart even if you are not with me you are still doing good."adnan said that I replied by pursing my lips to form the letter O

It was so fun to chat until it was not realized that the car we were riding in had entered the school area.Akupun immediately say goodbye to Adnan and then got out of the car.

"Pray all smoothly yes, Don't forget to watch later I'm fitting the race." said I who only greeted him through the window glass while the one stared at only smiled sweetly.