Chasing Your Halal Love

healingg, right?

The journey from UGM to Grandma's house is very close only takes 30 minutes.And now I have arrived at Grandma's house.

I saw his face that had begun to wrinkle was struggling in the plant.My grandmother was a lover of plants, especially roses.Grandmother welcomed me with a smile that expands.

Grandma told me and Bara to rest in the room.Indeed, my grandmother thought that Bara was my husband, aka Adnan, but I just smiled and went to my room while Bara chose to play PS with Bang Ano and Bang Zou.

Tok.dok.tokk.

"Yes, come in unlocked." said I, who was lying in my kingsize bed

Do not be surprised this is my old room exactly when I was in Elementary School.I used to live here with my grandmother while Bang Ano and bang Zou chose to live with Dad and Mother.

"Grandmother is very fond of you already want to hijab." said the grandmother who sat beside me

"Ehhehehehe is no granny." I said

"You're in a hijab not because of your husband, are you?"grandma says

"Not Grandma, this is from my own heart only at that time I remember the advice of Mas Adnan who always told me to close the aurat so I decided to emigrate" I said

"Grandmother already knows everything.You are patient yes.This is a test of faith in your household.Do not until you take off your hijab again even though you are not with your husband."Grandma said and hugged me

Warm is what I feel now.I think this is indeed a test for me.The toughest test and may God make it easier for me to face this test.

...***...

The moonlight has been changed into sunlight.I have been awakened from earlier precisely when the morning adhan was proclaimed.Now I wrestle in the kitchen to help Grandma prepare breakfast.

"Quick call your friend let Grandma be ready." said the old woman while preparing food at the table but only I replied with a nod

I was about to knock on Bara's room door but it didn't happen because Bara had come out of the room with a big smile.

"For ukhti.Pasti antum want to call ana ya." he said while chuckling

"Yee PD really lo.Cus we have breakfast." I said and walked ahead of Bara

We were all sitting at the table eating with a breakfast menu fried egg ceplok.Meja looks silent only sound clinking spoon.

It has become a habit if you are eating should not talk.That is the advice of the grandmother that I always remember.We have all finished doing breakfast.We are all still sitting at the table eating to just chat.

My two brothers have been back to Jakarta since last night,just stop and go back home.Actually Bara also wanted to come back to the city but was prevented by Bang Zou he said anyway so that I could keep it and nemenin I fit back.

"Take Grandma really good cuddling with restaurant cuisine." said Bara while giving his thumb

"You can just want Bara lha wong this is just lo village cuisine not the city." said Grandma while cleaning some dirty dishes

"Seriously nice nek." said Bara while I was just smiling

"Oh, are you guys going for a walk?"grandma

"So dong nek."i said along with Bara and we looked at each other and chuckled

"Later to use Grandma's car is up to want to use a driver or you bring your own." said Grandma who wanted to bring her dishes to kitchen but soon I mentioned

"Alone Nek is not good enough to take care of Mr. Samsul" I said and went to the kitchen

"Oh yaudah.Key car is in Mr. Samsul take it." said Grandma

"Ready granny." said Bara then gave her thumbs up while grandma just smiled

While I was about to wash the dishes was strictly forbidden by Grandma.

"Let it be Nduk, let the pure Grandma mending now you ready your teeth he said he wanted to go for a walk." said Grandma with a sweet smile that I would not immediately obey his words

"Yaudah I want to take a shower first Babay." I kissed the old woman and walked away

While Grandma was just nodding her head at me.

It didn't take long for me to get ready.I've been standing in front of the mirror by polishing the powder on my face that I don't forget to wear liptint so that my lips don't look pale.

I wear a black and white mini skirt with white jeans and a gray hijab.Tak forget I wear black flatshoes.I immediately get out of the room by snatching my slingbag.

"Gue is ready to go."i said approaching Bara who was sitting in front of the terrace by playing his cellphone.

No sound whatsoever from Bara.Semenit two minutes Bara is still focused with Hpnya.To be exact focus with the game.Akupun rotate my eyeballs lazy.Without aba, I also forcefully snatch the Bara that makes Bara glare at me and turn the ball lazy eye.

"Makanya if called nyaut."ujarku while displaying a row of my white teeth

"Yes yes.Woman always right." he said and went into the house.

I was ready to open my mouth, but Bara spoke quickly.

"Gue wants to get a jacket first." said Bara then sauntered away

"You're a child." I said and approached the cool Grandma with flowers

"Grandmother we both left first." I said with Bara.

"Yes be careful not to speed" said Grandma

The car we were riding had already sauntered from home.On the way I chose to sing the song that played.Sadly the lyrics of this twisted song describe myself.

Let me go

Let me be the one who's hurt

Let me stop

Stop expecting you🎼🎶

I choose to go from Adnan.And I also feel hurt.Tak only Adnan who hurt but I have also hurt myself.Ibaratnya it is like a fruit simalakama.Bertahan sick gopun also hurt.

Oh God strengthen me

Accept all this

If he was for me

I hope to give him back to me🎶🎶

But I always pray that God always gives me strength in the face of this ordeal.I should be able to classify him in my life.This is a god scenario so I leave all this to the screenwriter.I'm sure if a soul mate must meet.Anywhere the distance that separates us even though the soul mate will definitely be reunited.

If he was for me

I hope to give him back to me🎶

Bara and I sang the lyrics at the same time and accidentally our eyes met each other.

...****...

I walked to the beach parangtritis.We both walked together.I and Bara just wear sandals to be in parangtritis.All pairs of eyes are many who look at us both with amazed gaze.I only lower my gaze when there are Adam who while Bara looked relaxed with the gazes of the Eve who looked at him amazed.

"It turns out it's different atmosphere in parangtritis."ujar Bara looked amazed at the beauty of the beach waves

"Yes it has been renovated.I've been 2 years this is not here."ujarku who is still walking and sitting on the beach is far away from the waves

"That means you come here every year?"said Bara who I replied with a nod

"I was last here on the SD study tour.And after that I never came here again."The words that made me chuckle.