Chasing Your Halal Love

Unconscious

Not felt the night had changed the night back.I was still in front of Adnan's room.Akupun chose to meet Adnan in his room.

Wearing clothes, hats and masks that have been provided by the hospital.Akupun entered the room and saw Adnan's body lying limp in the hospital bed.

The atmosphere of silence there was only the sound of a computer in the room.Takukan I saw it until I returned to shed tears.Slowly I walked closer to Adnan's body.

With trembling hands I ventured to touch Adnan's head wrapped in bandages and then switched his cheeks then to his red lips which currently looked pale.

"I'm sorry if I didn't go then you wouldn't believe me." I said and wiped my tears

"Just pray Ra brother sure Adnan can certainly go through this.Adnan strong man." said Kak Fasha Adnan's brother

"I miss you mas.Rindukan attention you miss the lecture from you.It's all my fault Kalo just that time I did not Arrggghhhh I hate everything."I said then cried hysterically while hugging the body of the man lying in front of me

"Istighfar Ra you are patient.This is all a test for you.It's better you go home clean yourself then pray.Let the brother who takes care of Adnan.You rest at home."Said Brother Fasha after I exited the room while I was only able to shake weakly

"You can't do that Ra.You have to rest look at your eyes already have dark circles.Are you not kasian if for example Adnan woke up but you are sick?You'd better just go home tomorrow again."Said Kak Fasha who was immediately weak.

I went home to Mother's house today.I just kept quiet on the way to enjoy my sadness when considering the situation of Adnan.

"Mbak.maaf has arrived." said the taxi driver

Without a word I immediately got out of the taxi of course after I paid.

"Mbk wait for the change." said the driver

"Take it." I said and went inside the house while the taxi driver had already walked away after saying thank you.

I walked gontai towards my room located on the second floor.Dad, Mother and my two brothers just stared at my passing.

The sound of Adhan isya also awakened me.By immediately I rushed to clean myself.Seusai shower and ablution I immediately put on my face.The tears keep dripping considering Adnan who is always the priest when I pray.

"Allah forgives the sins of the servant,the sins of both the parents of the servant and all those close to the servant.Yes Allah forgive the servant if the servant always disobeys in worship.Forgiving this servant of yours who always asks you but the servant asks in this prayer to heal husband servant.Give the servant strength and clairvoyance in the face of the problems that you give to the servant.Cure Adnan, Allah, be aware of him from his coma.Robbana atina fidunnya hasanah wa filakhiroti hasanah vakina adzabanar."I read al-Fatiha's letter to Adnan

"Ra, you're the one who's patient, you're sure you can take this."Said Mother while wiping her tears while I immediately hugged Mother tightly

"We eat first so you don't get sick." said Mommy and took me to the dining room

There was already my father and my two brothers.Unlike usual everything seemed quiet.Akupun sat in a place like usual that I used to always sit.It feels no appetite, I just spooned and then returned to the room.

I was also sitting with leaning on the head of the bed.Handphone rang a sign there was a call in.With lazy I also saw it but I did not lift because lazy.

My head felt dizzy to make me close my eyes.So slowly I fell asleep.

...***...

Again, I only shed tears when remembering my custom of praying with Adnan.Rasin quiet and longing of course.Seusai pray I also pray to god to heal Adnan and do not forget after that I read the letter Waqiah.

The hour hand has shown at 6 am also getting ready to come to the hospital.See my face that looks moist reflected by the mirror.By wearing a pink flannel shirt and hair that I ponytail and glasses perched on my face.Akupun grabbing my slingbag and getting out of my room and permission for my father and mother.

"Well, Bun, I went straight to the hospital." I said and kissed the palms of both of them

"You didn't have breakfast?"Mother

"No need to Bun."i said who was about to walk but stopped because of Bang ano's call

"You have breakfast first aja we go there with me the same Zou.No rejection." said Bang Ano when he knew that I would argue that I would not want to eat breakfast with them.

The three of us were on the way to the hospital where Adnan was treated.Akupun walked down the hospital corridor until I met with Kak Fasha and Mama who were there.Without babibu I came to them and kissed Mama's hand.

"Where is Mas Adnan Ma, Brother?"I asked Fasha and Mama

"Adnan still hasn't regained consciousness, son."Said the mother-in-law who hugged me with tears in her eyes.

I don't know today it feels so lazy to come to school.Both of my brother has also come home after visiting Adnan.Disana stay me and Papa because by chance Mama has gone home with Kak Fasha because of the situation Mama is not adequate.See my phone was shaking but I didn't mind.

"Why not raised Ra who knows is important" Papa said

"Just Pa.Rara's permission to pick up the phone first."I said and left Papa

"Who were you?"Said Papa who just came out of Adnan's room

"From Rara Pa's meeting, he said today clean gladi and toga collection for tomorrow's graduation ceremony." said my friend

"Go let Papa take care of Adnan." said Papa

"But Pa I want to take care of Adnan there's no way I'm staying in Adnan just for kayak like that.Adnan is more important Pa."It made Papa smile

"Don't be so son, It's also important anyways here Adnan is not alone there Papa who take care.You go yes." said Papa who made me sigh and obeyed Papa's orders.

"Mas I go first yes.Today I have a clean gladi event and toga retrieval for graduation tomorrow.Actually the hell I don't really want but Papa you who maksa.Kamu cepet wake ya don't sleep on."I said then kissed Adnan's palm while the owner was still calm with his sleep.