Chasing Your Halal Love

Sad news

"Oh yes Ra knows this Safira and Safira knows this Rara."ujar Mama who initially smiled and then showed his own face

"Udah knows how to be known."I said in my heart and returned his handshake.

"Safira." she said with a cynical smile

"Rara."tell me again and took off the girl's hand.

It seems that the girl was indeed not well proven when we shook hands but my hands were squeezed firmly by her.

The dinner was over and Safira had returned home from Mama's residence while I was still there helping Mama clean up the leftovers and dirty dishes.

Finish it I also choose to go home.It did not take long for me to get to my residence because I drove the car at full speed.Tired and tired that is what I am currently experiencing.

My eyes feel so sore, this head opening makes me hurry to get home.I also walk gontai towards the room it feels no longer strong this body bears everything.

The Flashback

"Ra." said Mama who was washing dirty dishes while I was putting clean dishes on the shelf

"Yes Ma.What's up?"I said while putting together a clean plate

"Someone wants Mama to talk to you.But later after this we talk in the back garden." said Mama

"Yes Mi." - I said with a smile

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Mama and I have been sitting sweetly in the back garden.Mama is still silent never open the conversation.I who saw him also frowned then asked the middle-aged woman.

"Sorry Ma, what did you say?"my word

Almost myself shrugged because suddenly Mama hugged me.My book felt wet like Mama was crying but why did Mama cry what because I mispronounced?

"Sorry Mama son.Mama apologizes to you."Mama's words made me frown

"Ma why are you sorry?"I said then let go of the middle-aged woman's embrace

"Let Adnan remarry Safira."Said Mama who made me silent

Deggs

I also looked at Mama looking for lies there but I did not get it.Even Mama cried bitterly while apologizing to me.While I just silently pegged to hear Mama's statement.

"Mom sorry, this is not all Mama's will.This is an accident that resulted in both of them having to get married."Mama

"Ma..mm mean?"I said while pervading Mama's words

"Safira is pregnant with Adnan's child.Mama hope you will accept this fact Ra." said Mama

Again the problem that makes runyam.I was silent considering the events yesterday that made my relationship destroyed until Adnan accident.I just cry in silence.Ethat what I have to do it hurts once.

"Yes Ma Rara gapapa really if emang Adnan should marry the woman.Rara sincerely."ujarku tried to smile and stay strong

"Do you really want to?Would you like to be combined?"Mama

"All women will certainly not want to be pitted Ma.Rara sincerely if Mas Adnan married the woman.Rara will retreat Ma.Rara will stay away from Adnan." said I as I wiped my tears

"Oh yes Ma, Rara just wants to say Rara is accepted in the dream Univ Rara.Thank you for her prayer yes Ma."I said and hugged Mama

Maybe this is the last time I'm in this house, a lot of memories are still clinging to this brain.

"Once again sorry Mama yes son.May you be a successful child.Mama love you."said Mama while crying back to hug me

"Be careful Ra.Once again sorry Mama." said Mama who I only returned with a smile.

I went out to the garage but stopped because it was greeted by Kak Fasha.Lelaki with a sweet face this looks new to enter with a bag of crackles.

"Would you like to go home now?"said the man with the cheek

"Yes, brother, I'm sorry." said I who was about to open the car door but I paused

"This is the night of Ra is not better if you just stay here.Toh you guys are legitimate so it will not be a neighbor's scorn." said Kak Fasha

"Sorry you can't.I'm sorry."I said then went in the car.

Immediately I put on a sealtbelt and it looks like the man is still standing in front of my car.Silent but without me realizing he has stepped to the side of the window.

"Do I need to take you?It doesn't feel good girls go out alone at night." said the man I only responded with a slit

I don't know I feel my mood is deteriorating.There is no more smile on my lips.Even to return the smile of the man I was reluctant to do it.By immediately forward my car splitting the streets full of this sunyian.

Flashback Off

My eyes feel hot because they shed too many tears.Akupun take off my hijab and change clothes to sleep.My mind feels chaotic considering the words of Mama who actually touched my heart.

"What a temptation have you given."I'm the one who tried to recite Adnan

Tonight felt lonely and quiet I cried so.I heard the door of my room open featuring a man with a rather stubborn face.He sat down and took me to his arms.

"It's a cry if you want to cry."he said that increasingly makes my tears fall.

The man hugged me with an occasional stroking of the top of my head.This is the habit he always had as a child when calming me down crying.

"A new fly home?"I said and looked at the man in front of me

"Yes.Finally I knew Lo on the road riding a car with high speed I continue to follow deh." he said

"Pantes body odor.Mana hasn't bathed yet." said I who immediately got tonyoran from Bang Zou

"Basar lo ya.Oh yes why Lo cry and lately Lo looks more moody.What is Adnan's situation deteriorating?"kenzou said guessing

"Not Bang, Adnan is fine."I tried to cover up the reality

"Udah deh do not have to lie to me.Terita aja gapapa, that I'm ready Lo soin backrest really." said Kenzou

"Adnan wants to get married again."My words without me knowing my tears were dripping

"meaning?keep Lo jealous so see Adnan want to marry again.Have you started to like him?"keanzou said then laughed out loud

"Gue again seriously why laugh anyway.Yaudah do not have to do the story." said I while pursing my lips

"Yes, my little grandpa" said Kenzou in a very alay tone

"Adnan wants to marry another girl because the girl is pregnant.Gue can't accept her Kak,gue does not want to be duaain let alone until polygamy like that" said my

"What's?Adnan ngehamilin chick?brazen once the child.This is the most I fear fitting elo want to marry because of matchmaking.From the beginning I do not agree,gue is afraid if Lo ngerasain sick let alone know his own age Lo is also young,the impression in Lo's age is still labile deck.The message is very funny if Lo broke up with Adnan cook Lo so a young widow anyway ehh errat little widow."Jir again with a serious face and then back laughing.

"Keep aja ngetawain adeknya own.Udah Bang I'm tired of going to sleep.Bye."ujarkku then lay down my body in my kingsize

While Kenzou had returned to his room.About a glance I saw the sofa that used to be Adnan.Sasa longing and disappointed became one.My mind looked far away, remembering a few events that had made me happy but quickly also made me disappointed.

As much as I can avoid it.I close my eyes firmly.My body is tired of wanting to fall asleep but these eyes cannot be closed.It feels so painful because of the many tears that flow.