Butterfly Cocoon

Chapter 35

Ara runs to meet Ransi who is still in the hospital. Ara brought a copy of the actual police file. In the document, Zayan is found not guilty. Ransi who knew all that immediately ran towards the field where Zayan was detained. However, Ransi's eyes accidentally saw a man lying on top of the ward with a doctor and several nurses pushing the ward toward the ER room.

"Pig!" ransi's scream that broke into the room.

Ara and Gavin wait outside.

"Bang Gavin, what's wrong with bang Zayan? Why does bang Zayan get taken to the ER." Ara was no less anxious and immediately asked Gavin who was standing in front of the ER room.

Gavin visits Ransi frequently at the hospital, prompting Ara to re-recognize the man as her brother's past.

"Sir Zayan suddenly fainted and had to be rushed to the hospital."

"Bang Gavin knows the truth, right?"

“Well I already know if Mr. Zayan is found not guilty, a police officer who told me."

“Thank you bang, it's all thanks brother."

"You mean?"

"Don't cover it. Before meeting Ransi I met the sister who was bribed by the Baron to slander the Zayan bang and the nun confessed all that it was bang Gavin' who made her dare to uncover all these truths, the sister also said that the brother accidentally heard the conversation he had with the deputy police chief. They were paid a high price to slander and ensnare Zayan bang in the legal lane." Ara explained what she knew.

“Um. Like that."

"From a long time ago until now my brother still cares for my brother Ransi. does your brother still love him?" ask Ara. Spontaneous Gavin glared at both of his eyes.

"Where do you know if I ever loved Ransi?" ara's question was answered with a question by Gavin.

"Sister Ransi told me about your closeness in the past, to the point that she told me that you've lived under one roof for three months in an apartment."

“Aishhh! Ransi really can't be trusted" Gavin's inner self.

"That's the past. It's true that I've loved him, not only ever but until this second it still feels the same and never changes even though I keep trying" said Gavin.

Ara is stunned to hear Gavin's words, he thinks Ransi is just a memory for Gavin but he is wrong Gavin still makes Ransi as the main role in his life.

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During this time Zayan perfectly covered the disease lodged in his body. Since five years ago Zayan was sentenced to suffer from stomach cancer. Ransi didn't know that at all. During her life together, Ransi sees Zayan doing well, is cheerful with her, and behaves spoiled towards her like a healthy husband.

A few days locked up in prison Zayan continued to moan in pain in his heart, even as heavy hands hit his body he tried to stay strong and breathe for Ransi's sake, the wife is waiting for him at home.

"Keep up! Please wake up!"

As fast as lightning Zayan left Ransi for eternity.

"Don't, don't take Zayan away, he's alive. Don't touch my husband!' Ransi yells at not allowing the sisters to bring Zayan's body to the morgue.

Asphyxiated, Ransi fainted unconscious. The still weak conditions coupled with Zayan's departure left him completely shaken.

Some sisters take Ransi back to the ward, while Ara and Gavin take care of Zayan's body. Just like Ransi, both Ara and Gavin also shed tears.

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What else is this, I'm so tired. A penalty? In jail? Stomach cancer? Zayan's Travel? What the hell is going on? Why did all those trials come together to break through into my life.

If this is all a dream please slap me in the face so I can wake up from this nightmare. However, I saw Zayan's body stretched out rigidly on the bed with his eyes closed and his face bruised. Where Zayan's smile that he showed only to me, his candlestick would just disappear, his laugh while teasing me could no longer be heard. Sick, she hurt every day but I as a wife did not know the pain that Zayan felt. As he groaned withstanding the pain, I doubted him instead. Well it's true, at first I had doubts and thought Zayan was the real culprit. All the evidence and witnesses point to him.

Millions of men on the face of the earth, why should Zayan experience all this. Illness, cruel slander, blows that hurt his face, should Zayan go through it all. He never complained about his destiny.

As much as possible Zayan hid the high-position drugs, the results of the wipe, and the pain he endured.

If I had known Zayan would have gone before me, I would have heard his voice the last time I would have said a thousand times that, "I love him so much."

All this time Zayan had to bear the punishment for my past deeds, well maybe now is the time for Zayan to be happy up there. Ransi rebelled and said while lamenting Zayan's photo.

This is the destiny that he must live, likes to dislike Ransi must accept it with chesty airiness. Zayan is gone, gone, and will not return. What about Ransi? Will he be alone? No, there is Allah Azza Wajalla, as well as others.

Ransi gave Zayan happiness in heaven, Allah Azza Wajalla did not want to add to Zayan's sufferings and burdens, so the Creator took Zayan from Ransi, and so he took Zayan from him, with that no pain would be felt by Zayan.

No matter how hard the tears flow, it still does not make Zayan back. I can only pray and move on with my life. Whether or not Zayan is in my life, it still doesn't change this love for him. I will bring the millions of love that are lodged in my heart to meet him in Jannah Allah Azza Wajalla.