Butterfly Cocoon

Chapter 23

Three months Gavin had lived one roof with Ransi in the apartment. Spending time together, doing crazy things, laughing and smiling warmly, with Gavin able to do all that. Naive if he does not love Ransi, well Gavin loves him very much. The first time he smelled the scent of his body the feeling was already shaking violently uncontrollably. Could it be just desire? Love or love?

The days that Gavin spent with Ransi scared him of losing Ransi's figure in his life, the man wanted to have Ransi completely not only his body but also his heart. Call Gavin selfish for loving Ransi so much, but is that wrong? Probably not, because the love that Gavin feels grows and flows naturally without coercion.

However, when it comes to taste should it be forgotten just like that? or prefer to express even though you already know what will happen next.

In life can each person choose their own partner, if possible then what about the love story that no man. No, as hard as any rebellion still can not change the plot that has been written.

A love that the body cannot simply bury, even without the splash of water that helps the process, it will still grow as the clock ticks around.

Even if there will be a broken heart, it does not rule out the possibility that the heart will be intact again although not the same as before.

Doesn't everyone have to carry out their respective roles, well of course. Like the role Gavin had to play, the man wanted his love to be present to accompany every step he explored. However, if Gavin served as the lead role, then who would accompany him. Could Ransi? or will there be a princess from a fairy tale country who will enter through the recesses of her heart? well both possibilities could have happened according to the predetermined destiny.

Gavin sat down in the hospital corridor with a feeling of unease, this time he told Ransi to check directly at the hospital. Gavin hopes the result is what he wants.

"Gavin," called Ransi as she ran over to Gavin with a paper in her hand.

"How did it go?"

"negative. I'm really breathing easy right now."

"Well let's go back to the apartment."

"Negative? Maybe the test results were wrong. Two months ago when Ransi used a testpack to check her pregnancy the result was negative and I was relieved about it. But not this time. I want Ransi to get pregnant and have my child. Why is the result not positive, so that I can marry Ransi and become a father, living happily with the woman I love." Gavin's heart rebelled violently.

On the way to the apartment Gavin keeps thinking what will happen after this. Ransi would have left him and he didn't want that to happen.

"I will definitely miss this apartment later" said Ransi who just entered the apartment.

"Gav, I'll be home in the afternoon if there's any of my stuff left here please deliver it."

"Can you stay here with me, Ran" pinta Gavin sounded soft.

"What do you mean?"

"Whatever the outcome is I will still marry you, Ran."

Ransi forcibly took off Gavin's arms and said, "Can't Gav, I can't marry you."

Gavin did not want to hear those words coming out of Ransi's mouth at all.

"I love you Ran and I'm the first man to take away your chastity."

"But I don't love you."

"I don't care."

"Gavin!" call Ransi hard.

"You love the man with the brown wooden bracelet. I'll get the bracelet anyway if I need to I'll build the wooden bracelet factory you want!" Gavin came along saying with a snapping tone.

"Not a Gav-brown wooden bracelet. However, it's about taste, my heart has settled permanently to the owner of the bracelet and love cannot be forced, you have to understand that" said Ransi.

"I love you so much, Ran" said Gavin, looking deeply at Ransi.

The woman breathed softly.

"Sorry Gav, I can't."

"alright. Give me one last night with you after that I'll let you go."

"Well if this is the last one I'll take it."

Call Ransi a stupid woman for rejecting Gavin's love so sincerely to her. A fool? Of course not.

Ransi doesn't love Gavin, so what started what she knows will finally be like. Like Ransi's romance with Rafan. No matter how hard Ransi tried to open her heart to Rafan, it was all in vain and in the end a whole heart was broken with full fragility. Ransi did not want to break the heart of a prince a second time.