Butterfly Cocoon

Chapter 24

Two months later..

For two months, Ransi had not heard from Gavin, the handsome young CEO. One by one the people who entered his life now left without a trace. Before Rafan and now Gavin, every meeting there will be a parting that tucks into the story of the time when the days were sprinkled with memories.

Despite receiving a diploma, Ransi still does not want to find another job. At the club Neptu he can live and survive. Somehow the end of the story, which is clear Ransi will try to survive even though the storm continues to hit.

Mr. Krisna hasn't changed still just getting drunk and gambling out there. However, not for Adzriel, he has become better than before and does not demand Ransi give money like he used to. Adzriel is now actively working and trying to find an eye donor for Azalea, in addition Adzriel continues to search for the existence of Derrio in the help of Tio's friend who is always there for him.

Azalea also knew that Ransi was the younger brother of the man who owned a heart-shaped silver pendant. Ransi, Ara and Adzriel often visit the modest house of Azalea, there they spend time with even Furqon also often come along and bring a dish of Fatmah's ustadzah cuisine that tastes very good.

"Derrio must be found so that this misunderstanding can be resolved and Azalea's heart does not doubt the love of Azdzriel bang. During the day I don't work, I take the time to help bang Adzriel look for Derrio. Until this moment the results are nil, no one knows the news and the whereabouts of Derrio. The house, the place of tongkrongan, all we have explored but the results are empty there is not the slightest trace of Derrio existence.

*About my work, bang Adzriel told me to stop and start a new life. Ustadzah Fatmah and ustadz Ibrahim also unceasingly told me to use the hijab to cover the aurat that I always showed. But, this heart has not been moved to do all that.

It's very difficult for me to change myself and get out of the hard world, well maybe I feel used to all this and it takes a long time to change everything. People could only look at me from one eye without ever thinking about how I was living this dark life. The day they became me, I made sure they would give up and would rather end their lives. Therefore, it is not that easy to change something that has been commonly done, if by force, it will not be good later. Something done with compulsion cannot last long*.

What about my love story? I'm still waiting and waiting for him, someone with a brown wooden bracelet. Until whenever this love will not waver, although tired I will be loyal to the same heart and taste as when with him. What the hell is he doing? Is he happy with another woman? Well that's possible. I'm fine if she has another woman as my bride and I won't expect much to spend a long time with her.

I can only hope to see him back in my dreams or just be an extra in my night dreams. However, will my heart be able to see him happy with another woman. It seems not, surely this heart will rebel." Along the way Ransi sat and occasionally grumbled lamenting his fate.

A bright night of Ransi standing at the end of the street, tonight he chose not to work and spent the night in a very crowded city center. Sunday night usually Rafan invites him to run here but now Ransi himself witnessed the laughter drawn from people passing by. Painful, so painful to remember memories first. Although he does not love Rafan and Gavin, they once stopped by and drew a story mixed with memories that can not be forgotten.

Do both men love me? No. gabe. They don't deserve to love a woman like me. Their kindness and sincerity cannot be avenged by me. I hope that wherever they are, both can find a woman who loves them sincerely. My superheroes have now disappeared with their costumes, and it will be that kindness costume that will make me remember and recognize them one day. Ransi has been getting tough lately.

Footsteps continued he was stepped away from the crowd of many people, whether the feet will take him where. "Father" said Ransi slowly when he saw the man in grey clothes talking to three men and one of the men was a Baron. "Why did you get to be with the Baron? Did you make trouble with those crazy batteries? My heart felt uneasy and agitated," Ransi ran over to her father. The uneasiness is reflected in the look on Ransi's face, fearing that the father will make trouble with the Baron.

"Sir, what are you doing here?"

"Oh my dear, you're so sexy tonight" said Baron who probed Ransi's body from top to bottom with a perverted look.

Ransi who wears a mini skirt with a short shirt makes Baron lick his lower lip using his tongue.

"Spend tonight with the boss, Baron" said Mr. Krishna.

"I mean father?" Ransi did not understand what the man was saying.

"Juragan Baron gave you two million dollars to spend the night with you, do not rebel and follow all the wishes of the Baron boss."

"Am I having a nightmare now, how can a father speak like that to his own son. It's the same way you sold me to this old man, "inner Ransi.

"But sir-"

Mr. Krisna goes by and the Baron pulls Ransi's hand into the car.

"Whatever money you want I can still try to find it, but not in this way. I was so scared by Baron's passionate gaze while stroking my back in the car." Ransi is very afraid and hopes that death will approach her sooner.

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Azalea sat on the porch of the house with Adzriel looking at her. Not much they say, just asking news and pensive each other in their thoughts.

"Azalea," called Adzriel, and she turned to the source of the voice looking straight.

"I'm not the one."

"You believe me, don't you?"

"I'm not sure."

"What about your heart? Is your heart not sure of my love for you either."

Azalea still bowed silently, making Adzriel stand.

"I can understand if you still think that man is me, but if your feelings start to doubt me, I will release you Azalea, because maybe over time it's not me that's your priority like it used to be, like when those memories exist and are so real I feel." Adzriel put his foot through.

"About my race, I never hesitate to love you, Adzriel." Azalea held Adzriel's wrist with a straight look, making Adzriel stop her steps.

"I believe it wasn't you, but the locket doubted my heart as if it were you. You did it, you took away my chastity, you made me blind, I-" spilled out the cry of Azalea making it difficult to continue the word.

Adzriel hugged Azalea's thin body that was crying over her white t-shirt.

"I'm sorry Adzriel. I wish that man was you. But why should anyone else touch my body. I lied to you, from the beginning I knew it wasn't you, but I was afraid you'd leave me because this self was tarnished and dirty for-"

"Be quiet. I don't want to hear the continuation."

Adzriel tightened his arms, and Azalea returned the arms of the man who smelled her unraveling hair.

"I love you Azalea, love you so much."

"While I'm blind and dirty, you still love me, Adzriel?"

Adzriel let go of his embrace and removed the still dripping details of Azalea's tears.

"Not her eyes, her nose, or the pretty face she has. I love my Azalea, a woman who means so much more than anything."

Azalea's hands groped Adzriel's face into the man's chest. Adzriel also took hold of his chest to make the unification of their hands warm.

"Be here in my heart, you are the flower of Azalea, the flower of my life that gives the scent of love and the colorful days of my long dreams that turn into reality."

Azalea leaned her body against the chest of Adzriel's field.

"I'm going to one place."

"Don't! Don't go anywhere stay with me" Azalea pleaded.

"Relax Azalea, I went to find the man. Let me go, third week in August I will meet you on an iron bench under a fir tree. I'll come see you."

Azalea was silent she felt something different from Adzriel's words. Something he never wanted.

"You can promise me that, Adzriel."

"I promise you."

There was a sense of relief in Azalea's heart, she was convinced by Adzriel's promise because Adzriel never told lies and always kept his promise.