Bride Choice

Gathering

"I'll excuse you for a minute." I whispered to Juna who was talking to his co-worker.

"Where are you going?" Ask and look at me.

"You'll get a drink. Just continue the conversation. I'll be back" I said, pulling a hand from his arm. However, he held my hand.

"I'll excuse you, sir. Next time we meet again. Good bye."

He didn't let go of me and said goodbye to his co-worker.

"Come on." He walked and almost dragged me because I was late to set foot.

"What do you want to drink?"

"Can you let go for a second? My hands. There's no way I'm running here anyway, is there?"

"All right."

He let go of my hand in the end. Maybe because he was upset, Juna drank one cocktail glass in one sink.

His face was bent with an eye line that looked like an angry bird. Really funny. I even had to hold back from laughing.

"Attent." He gave a hand gesture like the man who stopped the vehicle at me, when a call came in through his cell phone. He's staying away from me.

While waiting for him to return, I chose to sit in a chair that was specifically intended for the nuclear family only. There was also a brother sitting there.

"Hi, Deck. By himself? How are you doing?" He asked while holding his forehead as well as both of my cheeks.

"I'm getting better, Bang. Juna is there first need. He just left."

"Thank God."

We heard a ringtone from Brother's phone. He just listened and sometimes said yes.

"Sir. Brother has to go. Say an apology Brother and sister. There's a patient who needs surgery."

"Yes. Go."

He stroked my head while kissing my forehead before leaving. Now, I will sit alone.

My eyes were exploring the whole room. Look at her guests who are wearing the most beautiful dresses they have. Party events like this in addition to appreciating the party owner, is also a place to show off.

They show off and boast about what they have. Whether it's property, job title, child or anything they consider worthy of display.

Until these eyes stop at one figure. He always looked good to anyone who came. He occasionally looked to the side with a warm smile. The smile she used to give me when I just opened my eyes.

Caress gently when this heart feels lonely. Being a place to lean when this body feels fragile and weak. He who became a sber of strength when this heart was tired.

Now, everything's changed. There will be other life in his life. Loving him who loves him. His love is no longer for me. His attention will no longer be on me alone. There will be someone swiping at my position.

Maybe he'll carry the little girl but not me, but his son. Sinewed.

The feeling that I was afraid of from the beginning is now emerging. Thinking everything will be fine, in fact this heart is powerless. Trying to toughen up even though this time collapsed. Turns ... I can't and I just feel like everything's okay.

'He's going. Brother will be gone from my life.'

I did not feel my tears wet my face and went down to my chest. Wetting Juna's given necklace.

I started having trouble breathing. My hand squeezed the chest that was starting to hurt. My head feels heavy.

'don't ... Not now Nayanika. Calm down!'

As I tried to calm myself down, setting my breath so as not to spoil Big Brother's show tonight, someone hugged my body.

"Calm down. Control yourself. Concentrate and think that everything will be fine."

"Juna ...," I stammered.

"I'm right here. If you want to cry, do it. Don't hold it." He patted my back. Gives strength to the self that almost fell.

"I'm afraid of losing him, Juna ...." My crying broke too.

Apparently what we did caught the attention of the invited guests. Some of them approached and asked. It made her realize that I was not okay. He ran fast to me. Getting rid of Juna just like that until his embrace is released.

"Dad?" His eyes turned to look at me. I looked at my whole face anxiously.

"What's wrong? You all right?" He rubbed both my cheeks.

"I'm not okay, Brother. I'm not okay to see Brother with another woman. The woman who will take you from me." My cry is becoming.

"Who will carry me down the stairs? Who will bribe me when I am sick. You can't read a story before I go to sleep. No one will take care of me 24 hours when I'm sick. No one can replace my brother in my life. Sister ...."

"Hm. Brother is here."

"Don't go. Huu huu huu ...."

I tightly embraced his body. It'swrong. I shouldn't be like this. Nothing will change in our lives. He's still his brother and I'm his favorite sister. We're blood-bound. Nothing can change that. But ... I was so scared she was gone.

"may ... Have you. He'll still be your brother, son. Mommy promises not to go away often. Mommy will accompany you at home, yes!"

"No! Mom is not like sister. Big brother is good and he will never leave me. He promised."

"Hey ... Dear. Listen brother. No one will leave anyone here. You are still the sister your brother loves the most. Nothing can change it. Okay!"

"I hate to see my brother smile at that woman."

My brother laughed at my words.

"Helma. Go back to the vandal. Kasian your wife."

If Juna had spoken, then no one would have dared to say 'no'. And I'm curious. Wh why? Including Brother. He only gave a smile and then went back to Pelaminan. Leaving me.

"Please enjoy this party again." And people disperse. As per Juna's instructions.

"Sister!" My peek.

Juna's hand violently pulled me. Stay away from the party. Get out of this room. No matter my sprained legs because of wearing high heels. I had trouble adjusting his steps.

"June. Just a minute."

She's obsolete. Keep pulling my hand and don't care at all about the pain I feel.

"Yuna ... Paused. My leg's sprained." I grimaced. Begging him to stop.

Juna looked at me instantly. "Why not talk? Where's that sick?"

She pulled up my dress that was covered in legs. Look at my feet carefully.

No pleasantries. He's carrying me somewhere somewhere out of nowhere. Take the elevator to the top floor.

"Rogoh my pocket." His eyes are pointing to the chest. With a doubt, my hand began to slip into his shirt pocket. My back can feel Juna's chest muscles.

"Open," she asked. I put the room key that was taken from his shirt pocket.

A room that is certainly very large. The first room we entered was a room with only a table and four chairs. Then we entered the room to watch television. There is a large sofa that looks comfortable while relaxing and watching television shows.

Juna sat me on a very large bed in the next room. The last room in this room. He took off his sandals and threw them in any direction.

'jeez ... His body really ....'

Unlock the tie and two buttons the top.

"Hold a minute."

I screamed with all my might as Juna fixed the position of my sore leg muscles.

"It hurts! Tell me first, napa!"

He who was still squatting before me, just stared expressionlessly.

"Don't look at it. I'm scared!"

"Everyone is afraid of me."

"I want to go home."

"Please if you can. Not even a mosquito can get out of here without my permission."

"You-you ... What do you want to do?" I'm starting to get scared.

"Nothing."

"Then I want to go home. Please ...."

"Just go home."

"You said, mosquitoes alone can't get out without your permission. Then me?"

"You're not a mosquito with wings without hands."

Just this time I hated my suddenly slow brain. Juna smiled mockingly as he looked at the expression on my face that might look stupid.

"Walk to the door and open the door with your hands."

Juna stood towards the large mirror that was in the room. He opened the watch, took out his wallet and opened one by one the buttons of his shirt. Without excuse, I immediately left. Let him not see my face that is full of change, for it is like torn bread.

Almost as my hand reached for the door, a hand violently pulled my body back. I felt like I was hitting something and hitting something. Until I realized that I was in Juna's arms when I saw her hands curled in her stomach.

"Wait a minute."

"Let go, Juna!"

"Just like this for a while. Don't move."

He whispered back in his ear. Something was flowing in my bloodstream. Heat and sting like electricity.

For a moment, I let Juna hold me. Until the sound of his phone makes Juna take his hand off my body.

He snorted in annoyance before actually leaving.

Slowly I could breathe normally again. Relaxes all the muscles of the body that were originally tense. These fingers feel cramping. I felt the heat but my body shivered from the cold. Everything is like nothing.

I'm still here. Standing by waiting for Juna to return. However, no matter how long I waited, he did not return.

"Stupid!" I hit my own head. "What is he coming back for? Come, Naya! What do you expect from him? Maybe he always did this to the woman who would be his pillow roll. Anyway ... What is special about me? Ck tsk? Nayun ... Be aware!"

I went out of my room without sandals. The cold floor made my feet tiptoe occasionally. My eyes never moved from the floor, I don't know what I saw. It's the first time I've walked barefoot, it feels so weird.

Until when I was in front of the elevator door, I turned my head and saw the shadow of someone right behind me. It was a shock when I saw Juna's shadow.

I turned my body. Still with the same face. Without exception, he looked at me.

"I'll take you to the room."

Again and again, my heart didn't beat normally when he who only wore a Stretch T-shirt, clarified my vision on his body. I turned my face away so that he would not notice what I was seeing. Although I think, he knows it. He put a smile on his face.

"Wear this." He gave the slippers the hotel provided.

"Thank you."

Elevator door opens. We rushed in after a few people got out of there.

While in the elevator, my body did not stop moving. Starting from the feet that stomp slowly. Fingers that are like people counting. Also the head is always down or looking to the side just so as not to see the reflection of Juna's face and body on the elevator wall.

"Why stay away?"

He knew I was moving away from him slowly. Not wanting to look like an itchy woman who was tempted with her athletic body, I had a head shake. Lucky he didn't ask and didn't ask me to come closer. Until Juna was on the right wall and I was on the left wall.

The elevator stopped and rang. The door opened and a man entered. He stands between us. Juna cleared his throat. I understand but choose to ignore it.

I don't know what dream I had last night. The man who had just entered, smelled of alcohol. He stole a look at me and only smiled when I caught him.

The dress I was wearing was very open on my chest. Although not to show something that I always close all this time. It feels very uncomfortable. His eyes look like a bitch. He did not even blink and did not turn his gaze away from my chest. I wanted to punch him in the face hard.

"Bad! What do you see from my woman?" Juna was angry and he stepped on the chest of the man and lay sprawled because of the blow that Juna gave.

"I-fuck! I don't see anything."

"Fuck! I'll make your eyes can't see anymore." Juna shouted as he floated a raw bogem on the man's face. I wanted to break up but I was afraid to see Juna's anger.

Elevator door opens. In addition to some hotel guests, there are two security there. They entered immediately as the hotel guests shouted in fear.

With great difficulty, the two security forces attracted Juna. He muttered and was still trying to hit the man who was already helpless. His nose is bleeding. His lips and lips are broken.

"Let go!" Juna brushed off the two security until their hands came off. "okay! Okay fine! I'm not gonna hit him again." Juna held both hands.

"May ...." I approached him. She hugged me. His hand shook violently as it grabbed my shoulder. It feels like it's beating so fast. His breath goes up quickly.

"You have to account for everything, sir."

Juna just nodded. A few days later, came some security. They took the man to the hospital.

"Mr let's come with us to the office to explain everything. After that we'll take you to the police station for further processing."

"Before doing that, just call your director first. Tell him if the owner of the Sigma Nusa group makes a fuss at this hotel."

A security man tried to contact who. His face paled as soon as he spoke to someone there. Without waiting for anything, Juna asked me to leave the place. There's not much I can say when I play with him in front of the room. His gaze this time was different from his usual one. There was no intimidating look there.

"I'm sorry for giving you the wrong dress."

I smile. I turned these eyes to her hands that were reddened by hitting the person earlier. Kuraih then rubs slowly.

"Sorry." That's all I can tell him.

He pulled his hand. Maybe I don't want to worry. Return the look in his eyes.

"Sleep. Maybe tomorrow I can't see you. I have to clean up that bastard."

"It's okay. Don't worry."

She went. Walk with gontai. Occasionally scratching his head violently. Put both hands in the pants pocket then lost behind the wall when turning.