Bride Choice

The Hidden Secret

"What are you doing? This woman of mine is really full of surprises in every heart."

Shame actually when Juna said that when we woke up in the morning from sleep, after a long night. Maybe it's not anymore. I don't know.

"Yuna ... If you feel really tired, never forget there is me to be your back. How much trouble you have, let's take responsibility together. Even until we really can't get up again."

"What's wrong?" Juna looked at him in wonder. But I saw it with sadness. "My past is bitter, but I won't make you come into it. Don't you never will."

"Why am I by your side? Is it just to satisfy your desires?"

"So, what you say!"

"Then what?"

"If I only need women for bed satisfaction, don't you ever think how many women are willing to do that."

"I'm one of them. Proof ...."

"You're what I wanted a long time ago, right now and until later. Not just your body but your life. I want your life to be my life. Together aging until death picks us up."

"I want more than that. Don't just ask me to forget the problem you're facing or will face. Make me a place for you to share your joys and sorrows."

"I'm not a man who would let my loved ones be in grief and grief. It's really irresponsible. Why ask you to live your life if you only give wounds and tears."

"May ...."

"I know and understand how you feel, Naya. That's what I feel. I always wanted to be the one to protect and take all your wounds and sorrows. It's just, we're different. I am a man and my job is that. While you ... You're a woman in charge of taking good care of our child later. It's enough to always smile and be sweet when I come home."

"Juna, there's something I want to tell you."

"Nay. Don't you miss your family? It's been almost two months. They miss you. They're not looking because you're safe with me here."

"Yes, we'll talk about that later."

"It's noon. We better clean ourselves up and get ready to go somewhere."

"Where? Meet mom?"

"No. Just prepared. You'll know for yourself when you get there."

Juna moved and headed for the bathroom. Gentle kuelus my belly. "Patience, dear. Your father will know if you're in there. Just be patient soon, yeah."

To blink his eyes it was very difficult to see a woman with an age that was far from the word young was staring with dislike. Not to mention the cold stares of the other woman Juna introduced me to as his aunt.

"Aren't you wrong, Juna? We all know exactly who he is."

"grandmother. This time, let me make my own decision. Don't judge a person by who he's from."

"Maybe I'll consider if he's just a poor family. But he's not clear on his origin. There's no way I'm giving you my blessing."

"Originally? My parents are clear, they are a good family. Grandma."

"You mean, Ranti you've been calling Mami all this time?" Grandma smiled cynically.

"It looks like you don't know anything. All right, I'll tell you everything so you know yourself."

"Enough! I've been following what Grandma asked for a long time, this time I won't stay silent. I will make that decision myself. Whatever the risk is."

"Sir, please explain what Grandma mascud is about my origins. I don't understand. I have a clear and distinguished family. What's the reason Grandma didn't give us our blessing."

"Because you're not their son. You're just a baby they found in front of the gate."

"That's enough!"

"Ma-mean ... What does it mean ...."

"Darling, don't listen to Grandma, she's just trying to keep us apart."

"Yes! You're Ranti's pick-up boy. Arga and Helmi are not your siblings, Naya." Grandma said that.

"Darling ...."

"Enough, Juna. Stop it all."

"Yuna ... Do you know this?"

"Nay ... I ...." Juna stutters.

"A problem this big you're hiding from me? Then why do we live a relationship if there is no honesty in it."

"Mrs ...."

"I want to get out of here. Don't ever follow me. Stopit! Let me alone."

My feet were clearly treading on the ground but I felt like I was not walking. I was still clearly on earth, but I felt like I was in another realm. Everyone can see me, but I feel alone in a foreign place. In the middle of nowhere I didn't know before.

World destroyed. Collapses into fragments that cannot be put back together. Even the grains of dust can not be seen and felt its existence.

Something painful awakened my soul that was almost separate from the body. My babies. He realized that I was not alone right now. There are those who have the right to live.

"Darling ...." Juna is still behind me. Following this foot went somehow far.

"sorry. I can no longer be a place for you to return to after being tired of torturing your life. I'm not even fit to be your barrel cry wipes. Stay away from the scum like me. Rubbish is thrown away. Unwanted rubbish. Go ... Juna."

"I promised I'd do anything to protect you. Even though I have to give up everything I have."

"You can't even protect your own mother. How can you protect me?"

"I will protect you both with whatever I can. Trust Naya!"

"No, Juna. Go awayl. Don't come any closer to me."

Juna's approaching. She hugged me tightly even though I was in a violent struggle. He didn't let go. I cry without caring where I am at the moment.

"They're not my family, Juna. Brother and sister are not my siblings. They're not my real brothers."

Juna took me in a car that approached both of us. I was still crying when we were inside.

Like getting a lightning strike during the day. My heart was forcibly removed from its place. Without incision to reach it.

The family was gathered when Juna drove me into the house. A house that provides protection from the cold outside air when I was a baby.

They seemed to be calm even though I knew it was just an act. Brother can even survive long in his drama. He ran and hugged my body.

"Don't listen to what people say. You just have to feel how we love and love you, Naya. Fuck the blood ties! It's all useless."

"Angt ... Sorry I have been a burden to you all this time. I am nobody in this house. Am I a child who doesn't know?"

"No, no. The wrong brother. Brother's mouth is insolent. Just hit my brother for saying something bad. Brother's law on what you've done."

Brother's body trembled violently even though he tried to strengthen himself like he was dying.

"Mommy never gave birth to you, son. But the milk flows in your body. The blood and flesh that grow in your body is my milk. Isn't that enough to make mommy your mother?"

"Thank you for taking the trash that was thrown away. Thank you for the affection you gave me. It's just ... Maybe this pain wouldn't be too deep if I knew everything from you guys straight away. Not from the guy I'm asking for his blessing."

My body really collapsed. The burden was immediately received at the same time. This weak me felt unable to sustain everything.

"I can't marry Juna, Bang. Her family did not accept my status which was not clear of her origin."

My mother hugged my body which was running out of energy. "It's okay, honey. It'sit's okay. Cry as hard as you want. My mom will always be here for you. We're not gonna leave you no matter what."

"Mommy ... How will my fate be? What am I supposed to do now?"

'Yes! What about the baby I am carrying right now? Does he have to be born without a father?'

"I will try hard to persuade my grandmother. I'll relinquish the status of sole heir if it's necessary."

"For now, you better go home first" Papi said.

There was nothing Juna could do but obey. This wound was getting gaping as soon as he heard the sound of his car getting away and disappearing from the hearing range.

'what should I do? Even I was in the midst of people who were not my own family.'