
"Slow down just eat it." Juna rubbed the corner of my lips that seemed to be smudged with food. Sometimes he bribes me.
Our relationship is getting closer. Although still a little awkward, but yaaaaa we began to communicate intensely. Always give news even if only once in a day. We just make each other comfortable. Don't let us worry like we already do.
Sometimes, I ventured and tried to pull off my pride just to sneak spoiled or lean my head while sitting together. It was so far away because we rarely met. He was busy with his work as well as mine.
This cake shop is getting crowded when the brilliant idea of Nita, I do. Add traditional cake menu among other cakes.
"Good night." That's all he always said when he drove me home. Tonight he's taking me to dinner because the next day he has to go out of town.
Although our relationship is getting closer. Juna is Juna. Ambitious man with his flat face. Charismatic men who stingy smiles. I only got one smile from him.
"Do I have to be angry and cry as much as I want to smile? Naya ... What's wrong with you, why do you put your heart on a man like that?"
"Hey!"
"Abaaangs. Just surprise me."
"Why are you talking to yourself outside? where is the night anyway. Where's juna?"
"Whence home. New brother coming? still wearing a suit. Busy, huh, lately? You realize, it has not been a long time to accompany me to sleep."
"You have Juna now."
"Yes. But I can't ignore that either."
"Dek ... Should you marry your mother maura?"
"Any joke? Mami will definitely oppose the kasa. It will only make you fight big. I don't agree. Don't do that."
"Do you think so?"
"Responsibility to maura does not have to be by marrying her mother. Give them enough money and a decent living. That's all."
"How my brother and I should look after you and make sure you don't feel lonely when our parents aren't around is the hardest thing. You are lucky because there are we who devote time and energy to you. We even forgot how to love another woman. But maura ...."
"What does it mean to say something like this?" I'm getting pissed.
"If you can make sure that you don't lack affection, why can't you do that for your brother?"
"Dragon!" I raised my voice a little.
"Our task is enough to get here, Naya! you already have Juna who can give everything beyond what we can give. Don't you feel selfish if you have to want a brother too? Brother also wants to give affection for his own brother's son."
"Not at this time. Don't go!"
"Don't get greedy. Brother also wants to have a life of his own without thinking about the burden of taking care of you at all times."
"Load? so .... all this time ... I'm a burden to Brother and Sister?"
"Deck ...." He looks sorry for his words.
"I'm sorry if I've been a burden to both of you."
"Sir. That's not what you mean, brother. Dek .. wait a minute."
Brother was still following from behind as I walked towards the room. His hands grab me, but I'm tepis.
I violently closed the door. Then lock.
He tried to open and banged on the door.
Desperate for the door not to be opened, she went to her room. Really, it hurts more than as hard as a breakup. Being told that we are a burden to someone is the worst thing I have ever experienced. He who used to love and love me so much, it turns out to feel burdened with everything he has done so far.
"Dad!"
I heard you call my name. I can see him chasing the car I'm driving right now.
Right now all I need is a calmness in order to think clearly. Digesting everything so as not to become a poison in my body and life.
Disappointment because the words of the people we love are the worst thing I have felt so far.
"How can you talk like that? is it true that I am a burden to them? does that mean ... meaning they feel tormented by my presence? is their attitude all this time just a mask to cover their own feelings. That they're so tired of me."
Many questions filled the whole head. Sadness and guilt mixed into one in the chest.
My head feels like it's beating really hard. With the rest of the consciousness I had, I pulled the car over. My car was hit by another car. I forgot to look back when I pulled over.
The collision was very violent and made my car rotate several times. My head which from the beginning hurt, was getting worse. Clearly, I saw someone get off the car that hit me earlier. My car turned around.
The front of the man's car looked broken and emitted a hint of smoke. The man staggered. He held his bloody temple. When he saw me, he immediately ran. Banged on the windshield and asked me to open it.
With a great shake, my hand managed to touch the button to get the car keys open.
"Hey, are you okay?" tanyakanya. He helped me unlock my seatbelt. Then get me out. We sat on the side of the road until some people approached. One of them called him an ambulance.
the first one to function properly when I came to my senses was the sense of smell. My nose knows this place even though my eyes don't see it. The distinctive smell that I felt while in my work room.
My head still felt heavy as these eyes slowly caught the light from the lights that were on the ceiling. Its dazzling light made my eyes again shut. This time, I very carefully opened my eyes. I pointed at the other side, the side that had no lights there.
To him who was sitting on the chair right beside me. He had a bandage on his head. A vague man, but he must be the one who hit my car. So solemn on the phone screen, he did not realize that I was awake.
"How long have I been here?"
My voice was money weak, making him stop his activities with that flat screen. He moved closer.
"How are you feeling?"
"My head still hurts. How long have I been unconscious?"
"Five. Five days you fainted. The doctor said your condition is okay. Maybe you yourself don't want to go back to this world."
"Maybe that's how it should be."
"Where can! you are such a beautiful young woman, why must you die so quickly? kasian the jomlo's out there. Uh, that's here too. Hi hi hi."
"My car?"
"I've been safe. I'm not a fool who wants this to spread all over Antero. Relax, everything will be fine as long as you don't report this incident to the police."
"Police?"
"Yes. Trooper. Miss, please don't report this matter to the police. My family name could be ruined because of it. I'll fix your car, if I need to, I'll replace it with a new one. And ... Your wound I'll heal. I'm gonna find the best doctor in the world."
"My phone."
"Don't cell phones, you don't even have money for a penny. You ran away from home?"
"Give me money, eat this case we assume never happened."
"Smart girl."
It reminds me of Juna. The man who has been in contact with me for five days. I wonder if he was looking for me? is he worried about me?
"Hey! why daydream? come on, tell me how much money you want."
"Ten million only. I just need to eat for a few days."
"You sure? life needs not only food, but also shelter. Do you have a place to stay?"
"No."
"alright. Because I am a very good person besides being handsome, of course, I will give you five times what you ask. Don't let a pretty girl like you live under a bridge."
"Thank you."
"Ah, wait a minute. I have to pick up the phone from my sister. He'll kill me if he ignores it. Hello, Brother."
The man came out of this room. I also have a very good brother. Two sisters' who have been looking after and taking care of me. Who would have thought, they turned out to be so burdened by it. So hurtful.
"Yes, Yes. I will be responsible for that woman. Brother, don't be angry. Okay fine! yeah, wait a minute, I'll ask him."
The man approached. "Miss, are you willing to take a call from my sister. He wants to apologize to you directly."
"no need. I've forgiven everything."
"He forced. Miss, please actually talk. Okay!"
"alright. I'll talk to him."
"This. Speak."
My eyes were almost out of place when I saw Juna on this guy's phone screen.
"Raka. Don't let him run. He stole my ring and ran away."
"What's? is this woman really a thief? it feels impossible. Is there a girl as beautiful as a thief?"
"Stop talking or I'll slap your mouth."
"I was wrong what? doesn't sister feel weird? she's a very pretty girl. If she wasn't a thief, I'd make her a wife."
"Speak one more time, then I'll make sure you don't have any more tongues."
Their conversation is over.
"Here you? how fierce is he. So, don't move. Stay here until the lion comes here."