Bride Choice

Confession Sanga Ruler

"As the name implies. He managed to pull me up to this point."

"You should consult a psychologist, not me, sir."

"But he's Nayanika, your sister. What am I supposed to do? is there a better place for me to visit?"

"My sister is very small. She is not the special woman you deserve. There's still a lot more deserving out there."

"But doctor Arga. I like something of great value."

There is nothing I can do but be quiet. The story you just listened to made me completely freeze.

"Is he a man who at that time upset half to death?" asked Brother so curious.

Blinking slowly was the answer to my brother's question. I don't know why, but every time I tell him about him, I'm always fixated. There are flavors that are not explained by oral. I can't tell you because I don't understand what to explain myself.

"Name Juna." Two words that have come out since. Ever since I was suddenly mute.

"We all know who he is. Although Brother is not so far know because this brother, is not a different profession. Doctors are not businessmen. But you know a little from Brother and Papi."

My throat is choking. Juna who is always worried about Brother, it turns out he is the one who has this ring. What's wrong with my life? Why is Juna suddenly acting like this? Is he in love with me? Since when? Andwhy? Has he been watching me all this time? With the power he had, there was nothing he could not do. There are so many questions in my mind

"Sir, Juna is even older than sister. But their nature is much different. Juna was always punishing people without mercy."

"Example?"

Brother looked up and looked sharply. It was as if he was asking me 'do I not believe in the figure of Juna that people often talk about?' and the answer is yes. Before looking with the eyes, the ears cannot be made the only thing that can be trusted.

"Have fired his employees several times for trivial matters. Besides, he's been in jail not long because of bail."

"Because what?"

"He once took someone's life. Although not intentionally, but he admitted to never regretting his actions."

"He gave me his family ring, Bang."

"What?"

My brother's face became more anxious as soon as he saw the ring around my ring finger.

"Detach, Deck. Don't you wear it."

"But I want to. I don't know why, but my heart and my body can't resist his presence."

"Dad?"

With both of my hands, I stroked the face of my dear brother. Smile so that he does not get more anxious. I fear. This tight chest has been stuck since. As much as I can control it. Don't let them get more worried.

It's not that I have unexplainable feelings for Juna. After all I realized, there was no other choice but to accept well his intentions. If I refuse, there's no guarantee he'll take it for granted, right?

"He's good, Mi. Perhaps, he was cruel to those who made mistakes. I didn't do anything. Mommy and Papi don't worry. Brother and brother are calm too. Better, we focus on Brother's wedding in two weeks."

"Honey. You are our youngest child, but your maturity cannot be doubted."

"Son. If you refuse, we have no problem. You–"

"It's gonna be a problem, Pi." I cut off Papi's unfinished speech. "We don't know what he can do if I refuse. After all, he hasn't definitely proposed to me yet, has he? he just gave me a ring."

"Honey .. some families have a tradition from their ancestors that cannot be played with. One of them is a family ring. A ring that was given only to their descendants was considered valuable. Juna has it and he gave it to you. It was already quite clear what his intentions were."

We were all silent because we understood what we were talking about right now. Strange indeed, when everything was so tense, I myself felt nothing. Not sweating. My chest feels ordinary. Nor short of breath. In my mind only one. That everything will be fine.

"Although you are so afraid and worried. I feel fine myself. Not even a single drop of sweat came out. I'm fine."

"We're not going to sacrifice you, son. Not with juna. Papi doesn't care if papi's business is ruined."

"Don't, Papi. Papi's company today was built with great sacrifice. She stood on my tears and loneliness all along. Don't destroy it all, otherwise it will be useless I've been patient all this time. Free I try to accept every longing that is only dust in the space of my heart."

Mommy looks so sad. Her tears are shed. She was crying in Papi's arms.

"We're sorry, son. Sorry for ignoring you all along. Ignoring all three of you."

"It's okay, Papi. I understand why you guys are like that. The result we enjoyed together. Now, don't think too much about me and Juna. We should focus on the wedding of brother and Lidya."

No one else spoke. With a slight rubbing of the corner of his eyes, Big Brother left us. Papi and Mami.

"Sir. What should you do now?" he looks frputated.

"Bang .. I'm still here. Not an alien or a demon from hell would be my husband. He's both human. Calm down."

"Come, we'd better get some sleep. Brother will accompany you until morning."

"No need, Bang. Tonight I will try to sleep alone. Later I will arrange to room brother if still can not sleep as well."

"You sure?"

"Yes. Go."

There are flavors that cannot be explained by oral. No matter how good the tongue conveys, the taste in the heart cannot be shared. They will only feel hurt with a sense that I cannot understand.

"How can I explain, if I don't understand myself at all."

This heart is always hopeful. This body cannot resist. Only the intellect feels a little doubt. Doubt him. To the powerful ruler. For my life and many other lives.

The ruler falls in love. Loving an ordinary girl he never wanted. Of all the flowers, why would he want a little flower like me?

Should I be happy, or should I grieve. Getting love from the ruler.