Bride Choice

Statements

The marriage contract is only attended by people nearby and also sana sodara. Not too crowded for the event to feel solemn.

Quite short. After the wedding ceremony, the customary series of weddings, photos together and also a meal together, we all disbanded. Take a break before the reception held that day.

Until now, there were no feelings that made me uncomfortable or sad. I'm quite breastfed accepting the presence of another woman in Big Brother's life.

It's not what I imagined. I don't feel as scared as I have in mind. Maybe because I look so happy. So I don't have to worry.

"Nay, eat first," invited Mami when my eyelashes are still beautifully intertwined. Long time I did not say, Mami shook my body slowly. "Honey .. wake up, yuk. Just eat for a minute."

Not just because I fell asleep, when I tried to open my eyes, my head was not supportive. It feels heavy at the base of the nose. Although the room already has air conditioning, my body is like giving off hot steam.

"Mommy ...." My voice is a little bit shaking.

"Nay? Nayya! you why?" My mom held my forehead. "Jeez Naya .. Your body is hot. Are you sick, baby? Pi ... Papi." Mami yelled to Papi. There was the sound of rushed money steps, it seemed that it was not just two feet away.

"Why, Mi?" ask Brother.

"Naya fever. Arga, check it out first. Your sister why?" My mom started to panic and cry.

"Broh ...." I called him reflex. I want him here. He always took care of me when this body was at its worst.

"Don't! You don't call Helmi here, Arga. He'll be worried."

"But Mi."

"It has. You check and then just treat him. Keep this a secret from Helmi for a while."

We do have a very strong bond. Although Mami forbade Abang to call Big Brother, she came by herself.

"Dad! Eat together yuk ..." his voice shrinks. "Nadiah. She why? why didn't anyone tell?" He ran after seeing me lying down.

"Let's go to the hospital" he said after learning I had a high fever. Although Mami and Papi forbid it, he still insisted. Carrying me out to the hospital. He ran away leaving everything.

"Let me take it," said someone as Brother stood in front of the elevator.

"Don't leave your wife in the middle of her wedding. It would hurt her heart as well as her pride."

"Really, Brother. Let me and Juna take Naya to the hospital. Come on, brother."

"alright. I picked Naya. Take care of him."

"sure."

My body moved to Juna. He carried me very carefully but very firmly. The smell of his body made me feel relaxed.

Not like Brother. Juna took me in his usual steps without running.

"Doctor Arga. Let Naya be with me. Go accompany your sister. Enough of his sister who's not here."

"No. I'll take her."

"Sister's company, Bang." My voice is weak.

"I'll take good care of him."

After arriving at the hospital, the doctor put the infusion on my hand so that my fever subsides quickly if any medication is inserted through the infusion. It took me almost three hours to make my fever go away. Of course with the faithful Juna waiting. He did not move a second from his chair.

I felt intimidated by his eyes that kept staring. Makes a sense of reluctance in the heart to open Maya who had felt tired from pretending to be closed.

"Sorry, Sir. If his wife is feeling better, then leave the hospital."

"Yes. Wait for him to wake up from his sleep."

"I'm up. Sister, please remove this infusion hose. I have to attend my first sister's wedding reception soon."

"Wait a minute, I'll take the tools first."

I turned to look at Juna when the nurse came out.

"Are you sure? make sure your body is healthy first."

"I'm doing fine. There's no way I'm not coming."

He seemed to be breathing out annoyed with my words. His eyes made anyone uncomfortable. The sharp gaze that always made me feel cornered and shriveled in front of him.

"Be careful, Sister." Juna gave a warning to the nurse who was opening the infusion tube after I grimaced with pain.

"It's okay, Sister. I'm just a little, really."

"Yes, Mom. Then just press on the part I give you cotton and plaster, let the blood stop."

"Yes. Thank you." Thank you."

Juna again carried me by force as we came out pointing at the parking lot. Out of embarrassment, I hugged her neck tightly and buried her face in her chest. I could clearly feel his rapid heartbeat. Either because he felt tired holding my body or ....

"Are you going to hold me like this? come down, we're there."

Too comfortable to be in his arms, making me forget the current situation and conditions.

The shame was so great, it made me reluctant to speak a word while in the car. I painstakingly conditioned my head not to look at him. Although I know, he sees me occasionally in his busyness playing a cell phone.

"I have to go to the room first to change clothes and get ready."

"I'm taking it."

"No need, I can do it myself."

"Come on!" he's back ready to carry me. This leg took a few steps back to avoid.

"I can walk on my own. Just take it to the front of the room."

He raised both his hands and shoulders.

Changing clothes with other men waiting outside was very uncomfortable. I feel like he can see me from there. Frighteningly.

"I'm done. Let's go."

He, who was engrossed in his cell phone, turned around and looked at me. For a moment he fell silent without even batting an eye.

"Yes, come on." he turned back and walked ahead. His steps stopped and then came back to me who was a few steps behind him.

"Where's the necklace?"

I'm silent.

"The necklace I gave you yesterday."

"Oh, that. Wait a minute, I'll get you. I forgot to wear it."

With a quick little step, I went back into the room to pick up the necklace. Don't let him feel disappointed and angry.

I was shocked as I stood in front of the mirror. He suddenly appeared behind me, took out a necklace then put it on. The necklace is attached. Our eyes meet in the mirror.

His hands went down and moved to the waist, then coiled around my stomach. His body slightly bent down to keep his chin on my left shoulder.

"Very pretty."

There was nothing I could say and I did but shut up and try to regulate the breathing that was almost out of control. Don't let me faint.

"In a moment .. You will be the mistress of my house. I can't wait for that moment to come."

"We must hurry ...." His firm hands I could not get off my stomach. Rejection made her hug even tighter.

"Are you scared?" the question is right in my ear. Makes me shudder because of his breath.

"Indeed it should be because I'm not going to let go of what I really want."

Even to swallow his own saliva, it felt very difficult. Like swallowing a thorn. My face paled, my forehead was desirous. Lucky because I don't feel pain in my chest and shortness of breath.

"Come, join me. Let everyone know that you are what I want. That way, no one else will share approaching you." Then she kissed my cheek gently.

We joined hands when we entered the wedding room. Their attention was no longer on the happy couple, but on us–aku and Juna. More precisely on Juna.

Some people approached to greet him. Business colleagues. Juna who almost made me die stood up, so friendly to them. He who never seemed to smile, can now sweetly give a smile to them.

'Juna ... Why am I so curious and eager to enter your life? even though I knew, there would be heavy things that I had to go through. I also want to know the feelings you gave me. Is it an obsession or sincerity of love?'

Junas