Becoming a Mother at Age 20

Chapter 6 Being an ordinary human being.

You know what's called a falsification of names? Or do you know what the law is? One week ago Brother Monic offered me a name change, but I refused.

I know very well what he means, but I don't want to be a coward from my time. Let my name remain Viola Binca. A girl who has lost her way. A girl very dear to her brother. I'm still me, I really like this name because Dad made it. I will forever remain Viola Binca, no matter what.

"Hallo, my name is Viola Binca moving from Jakarta. You can call me Binca, greetings all..."

Yes, I really don't want to fake or change names. But, I'm not that brave to be frank with Viola's figure. Name, Binca. Yeah, from now on people will call me Binca. Thankful Dad gave me a name for more than one word.

"Okay, hello Binca. Greetings, please sit down again. let's continue the material last week."

Starlight University. One of the prestigious private universities in Bandung area. Right! I moved to Bandung exactly six months ago, Brother Monic proposed it. I strongly agree on this, far from what it is that hurts me. I won't meet him in any accident.

My son was born in September last year, his name was Binar. The brother who gave him that name, he said so that he could shine exactly his name. She's so beautiful, more like my sister than I am. Gratitude is not like Alex.

I don't know how you can put me in this university. My brother is great, anything he can do. Including my admission to a prestigious university in Bandung.

"Pokonya, your college can't be ordinary, it has to be good, your son needs a smart mother."

That said, actually the more deserving of something that is more brother. No, not me. I don't know who will be his match, he will be very lucky. Really-very lucky.

"Hey,"

I woke up from my daydream. "Eh... eh?"

"The name of the cave Piona, greetings Binca?"

I smiled warmly at Piona, she was so beautiful. I shook his hand. "Greetings also know Piona, your name is the same as the first name of the cave is almost similar huh?"

"Viola... Piona... uh yes! Same with Pio?" He was so excited when he realized my name and name were similar, yes again I am grateful. On the first day I made a friend, at least it wouldn't be too quiet to go to college.

Even though it has been almost a year since Mom told us, my sister and I don't know how. I don't want to ask you the news at all, I don't know if you know or not about Mom. Ah, I really don't want to know.

"Oh, I'm sorry, sister" said a girl who accidentally spilled a drink she was holding onto her sister who was eating too.

Here I am now, canteen. Piona brought me here, I refused. I brought the provisions made by Brother, is it impossible if not in the meal?

"Oh Bin, we go to the cafeteria, you're good to eat, I'm not happy?" Whine Pione to me.

"Yes, yes. I ate it in the canteen, together..."

"Other next time heart - heart dong ah," snapped that to the girl I felt she was the same age as me.

"I-iya Brother, sorry."

"Meet me finish college today!"

I saw the girl just nod and left the cat that was still cleaning her clothes.

"We are normal, aren't we Bin? Don't get in trouble."

From the beginning, I did not want to have any relationship or business with others, let alone have to deal with problems that would harm me, again. Meeting Piona wasn't my wish either, it's just that I'm grateful to be my friend now, she.

I'll be a mediocre kid, obey whatever you talk about. Brother Monic also told me not to interact much with others, let alone get close, yes, I have to keep it a secret about my mass.

I can't tell anyone about my problems either, I already have kids. If other people knew about this, not only did everyone stay away from me, I could get kicked out of college. Do not want it to happen, the effort will be in vain later.

My life, for Brother.

"Heh," Piona patted me on the shoulder. "Lo likes to daydream?"

"Huh? Em.. no."

"That's, the cave just talked to me instead of dreaming that way,"

"Gua drowsiness Pi," I said, which made Piona chuckle.

"Well, yes, eating is sleepy, you are unique, right?"

I just smiled in response to Piona's words, if she knew that I already had a child. Will he still be my friend and say I'm unique?

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"Good friends, my matkul today is done. Tomorrow do not forget to bring what has been told yes for practicum materials. Be careful on the road."

"Bin, would you like to stop by the cave house?" Piona asked a little whisper to me.

"Em.. Next time Pi, cave has business," I refused, I immediately carried my bag ready to go home.

"Well, next time stop by dong to the cave house, quiet tau. There was no one at home" said Pio, who made me smile and nodded slowly.

I take my feet out of class, I'll meet up with Binar soon. It feels like having a child like this. A feeling I never felt before, right after Dad died. I felt it again, the kind of home I always missed.

I have it now.

Sometimes I think that Binar is God's hand and an answer to what I always ask. I no longer consider Binar a test of life, I consider it a blessing.

"YOU DARE TO SWEAR THAT DRINK TO MY SHIRT, HUH?"

"Sorry, sister,"

"SORRY, MY SHIRT IS DIRTY, WHAT WILL I WEAR TOMORROW?"

"Let me wash Brother, tomorrow I return it."

"ARGHH, push-ups fifty times you are now!"

I was standing right in front of the class I saw was class eleven sociology 7A.

"That's not the girl in the cafeteria? Crazy punishment, people are not intentionally so, rich in anything," I murmured slowly.

I don't care, no, I don't care. I just don't want to get involved in any problems especially if you end up having to go to school to justify what I did. I have to go home soon and change to take care of Binar with Brother, Brother will work this afternoon.

Bruckk.....

The sound of a loud punch hitting the table was clear until I stopped my steps, "THE REAL DONG PUSH-UP TUH!"

"Excuse me, brother, that's why he won't accidentally spill his drink on Brother's shirt, why the whole thing?" Damnit. Why should I interfere here?

I can't see it being pierced like that, but I shouldn't have interfered. Vio Ah!

"You want to be your hero?"

Buset, she's a girl but horrified.

"Don't you brother, that's it, fifty isn't that much?"

"Your push-ups!"

I cringe, why do I have to push-up?

"I'm not wrong, brother? Why do we need push-ups too?" I ask, I will not submit to anyone even though I do not want to have problems with anyone.

"HOW DARE YOU?"

"No, I'm wrong, I push-ups" said the girl who was still in the push-up position.

I approached him, waking him up from a down position. "Wake up, don't want to be on a plonco with OSIS who doesn't have her rich heart."

"But you'll be in the law too. It's okay, you just go home," said the girl who was still in my arms.

"What's your name?"

"Tia."

"okay." I removed my hand grip from Tia, then approached towards the shameless kating.

"Sister, Tia's not sorry, anyways ga fair if you have to push-up fifty times, right? Udah, if you want to love a clothes Brother to him let him wash."

Sometimes I am confused, why most people who have a position always feel they have the most rights over others. There is no justice at all, try behind the circumstances, Brother level that spilled drinks to the clothes Adek level, what will be the responsibility? Apologizing may just be a formality.

The people were the rulers in this world, and felt himself the most senior. As if he was the most powerful. Does he not know that everything is just a deposit and will turn around by itself? Or don't know what the fuck that is? Justice. justice is gone.

"Who's your name? How dare you fight the cave, huh? Your cave will never calm down!"

"the reason? Why is it, brother?"

"Because you dare to fight me!"

"It's not logical, you have a school what?" my timpal. I really don't like his attitude. Whatever will happen to me after this, I just won't let my pride be stepped on by the woman so rich whiz she is.

"What's this?"

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to be continued....