Becoming a Mother at Age 20

Chapter 20 you have no lack of affection

Piona and Tia nodded simultaneously. "Yes cave denger ko."

"Gua is also Bin, but the cave is confused why Mr. Burhan is rich protecting this Ica?" pio asked confusedly. I'm actually confused about that, too. As if Mr. Burhan wanted to corner me and make Ica innocent. Ica is clearly wrong.

"Well that's Pi, Ti. The cave is also confused. Especially after Brian told Mr. Burhan Ica law he was rich in doing so, later on, I will alone. It's time."

"Seriously lo? Keep the Ica in what law will it be?" ask Tia.

"Just mopping a doang in front of a girl's bathroom" I replied.

"What the hell, not worth it. Try that if Brian Ampe does not come. What is the fate of Lo Bin? Gua sure you will be out. Really bad for our kaprodi, huh?"

I saw Tia nod in agreement to Pio's words. Actually yes. Maybe that'll happen if Brian doesn't come to my aid. If that happens, Monic will be very disappointed with this decision.

"Yes, the cave of great debt will be the same brother Brian, Bima as well. He was desperately playing in the cave. If there are no two of them or again the fate of the cave how."

"By the way, not feeling awkward? There's a time when the head of the prodi who is next to the rich Mr Burhan?"

That's right Tia said. Everywhere as far as I know the lecturer will be neutral, let alone this is the head of study. Listen to both sides without judging any party. But what Mr. Burhan did to me was just the opposite. He cornered me so much, even if Bima and Brother Brian were not there maybe now I'm out of campus even before I go in.

Even if it is not removed, everyone on campus will stay away from me because my case is not true. Just because of the taste of Ica to Bima, I got dragged so far into the problem. Ah, if I had never told her any promise. Maybe something like this won't happen.

"How do you think Bin? Do you feel awkward?" ask Piona to me.

"Yes, especially when he again gave the announcement, Bima told Mr. Burhan to tell you also if Ica spread. But Mr. Burhan is so scared, not to let this Ica become bad name in school," I replied.

"Or maybe this Ica is a donor on campus? What do you do, ampe segitnya really bald kaprodi."

I nodded, glancing at the watch clock wrapped around my hand. I forgot that I had to go home so happy to talk to them.

"You want to go home Bin?" tia asked who was aware of my movements.

"Yes, the cave pull first huh? Later, you guys go on. Afraid of the cave brother hunt - rush to work because he."

"Well, would you like to get anterin?"

I shook my head, rejecting Tia. "No need. Yes, the cave first, Pio, Tia. See you tomorrow."

"Yes yes, your heart is."

"Ready."

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Arriving home, I narrowed my eyes intending to see who was coming home. The red car was no stranger to me.

"Sister?"

"Eh has gone home Vi" said Monic when he saw me enter. I was shocked when Binar was being carried by Bima. Ja. Milky.

"Well, is there a lo Bim? Since when? Do you have Bima?" I wonder at them in turn.

"Why is Vi? Not a thing a time, okay, brother?"

"Sister?"

"What Vi? Change clothes first, then miliin Binar. Kasian if you have to use formula milk continue."

"SISTER!"

"Nothing, Bima looks good. He also told me who he was to my sister. Take it easy, brother trust him."

I glanced towards Bima with an annoyed look. I'm shy. How can you say that I should give milk to Binar? Ah brother Monic.

"Believe the Vi. Brother you believe in the same cave, you have time?"

"Yes here is the sparkle" I said while holding Binar. His face is very soothing. Look at his eyes, so sparkling exactly with his name. Ah, what a beauty this kid is.

"Udah change clothes first, do not hold it the sparkle. You're dirty, you're afraid of allergies" exclaimed Monic.

"Yes .. yes .. yes already kak holdin first Binarnya."

"Sama Bima aja, brother again take care of the work for a while."

"Oh, brother Monic." I turned towards Bima who was already smiling grinning while raising both her hands to receive the Binar.

"Yes, hold the cave boy. Beware of crying, right?"

"Yes .. yes .. just relax."

I'll be heading to my room soon. Change my clothes. Pumping my breast so that Binar can drink it. It is impossible if I have to breastfeed Binar directly in front of Bima?

I think it's enough, I'll soon be back to see Binar.

"Hello dear .. mama is clean, already nyiapin milk also for you. Come here!"

I scavenged it, not feeling half a year old. It felt like a dream at my twenty-first age that I was already a mother figure.

Oh yes, Mother. How's it going now? Does he remember me and my brother? How's the financial condition? Are you still working the bone to support the animal? I think, after I became Mom, I became more and more sensitive to it.

I also love Bar. Even if Binar grows up later and he makes a mistake, it seems I can't hate my own son. Mother is the same, right? Does he not want to meet his grandson?

Then Alex. How's it going? Does he like to play women? Apart from that, indeed he really did not want to meet his son stuff once? He also had the responsibility to raise Binar.

Why do I think like that? Binar has me, he has a sister too. And now, maybe Binar has the figure of Bima?

"Hey, why are you?" I blinked my eyes a few times. I didn't think I was still thinking about Alex in my current state. Alex was there not even thinking about my condition.

"Why not Bim" I said a little slowly. "Oh yeah, let's go and have some milk?"

I gave the pacifier containing my breast water to Binar. The barin is nothing less. Especially less affection. Not at all.

Although Binar did not have and was not recognized by a father, nor was he recognized by his own grandmother. But, Binar has me who loves him very much. I also know my sister is very dear to my son.

I looked towards Bima. My smile expanded as Bima was stroking the head of Binar affectionately. Ah, Binar when you grow up and understand this condition. Believe that. You do not lack the slightest affection.