Becoming a Mother at Age 20

Chapter 2 My sister will still be Mom?

Trouble after trouble keeps coming since Dad died. I've been like a kara even though I still have a Mother and a Sister. Regretting why not bring my sister along with my hardship, if you know it will be like this the end of the beginning of the suffering that I will face again, life is difficult I will do by asking her.

Just on my graduation day, Dad died. Cardiac. That's what caused him to die, no. More precisely Mother, she caused my father to die. Unpacked by the demon you've been hiding all along, somehow.

She's my mom but she's bad, she's bad, but she's my mom.

Father caught the man while he was doing something indecent at Dad's house just as he was coming home from work, and he died on the spot. It's ruined my world, the beginning where I can no longer feel anything.

The house that was once where I came home, now turned into a dirty cage that I was very reluctant to step on. Especially after exactly forty days Dad died, the person I used to call Mom was married to a bastard who caused my father to die.

I left the house exactly one week after my mother remarried, deliberately not far from my boarding house. It is only a few kilometers away, still in Jakarta. I'm just worried about my brother, Vio. Afraid that jerk touched my little sister.

I don't know anymore, em. I don't want to know more exactly how my mom is. I just focused on Vio, asking how he was doing every day non-stop.

"I want to come with my brother, do not feel at home here," said Vio from there.

Not that I didn't want to take her, I just didn't want her to have to eat instant noodles in succession for one week when the end of the month. Don't want Vio dark-eight when I don't have money to pay for electricity. Don't want to see Vio's distress beneath me. At least, it would be better if he was with his mother first until I got a decent job that could finance my own sister's life.

"Vio want to tell Brother?"

My unfortunate sister nodded, she confirmed her sitting position to be more comfortable when telling stories.

"Vio has a boyfriend, he's already in third grade High School, he knew him first a month ago fit again hang out with the Vio school children,"

"Malem, Vio invited him to come to Sinta's birthday. Alex would but stop by the basecamp where Alex gathers his gang..."

I saw that Vio could not continue his sentence, he was crying in my arms. My heart that could not feel any feeling now re-feels that, the pain of three years ago re-occurs today. Even this time it hurts more, given how Vio lives with his current condition.

"Vio tried to talk to Alex about this?" Ask slowly.

Vio nodded. "Yes, but Alex said he didn't want responsibility. He told me to let go of my womb, sister, hiks..."

Goddamn bum! Now more and more assholes are hanging around out there apparently. How can humans who have been given common sense but not in use? Even a crocodile would not do such a cruel thing. How could that bastard let a 4th semester student pass this kind of thing?

I know, my sister did the wrong thing even when she decided to date a man three years from her, and three years from me. In spite of all that, I know he only needs a place where he comes home, his house is no longer home like the house owned by teenagers his age.

I regret letting her go wild, letting her hang out with anyone because I guess she's old enough to tell the difference between good and bad. It turned out that the loss of the figure of the old man figure in Vio's life made him out even far from his path.

I let her choose a friend of hers because I can't continue to be there for her, even to just meet her I can't. Work, work, and work, I just focused on that because I wanted to take her to a house she could call home.

"Samperin Alex's brother huh?"

"J.don't brother... Alex says that until I talk to people, he says that I'm going to get out of college... Vio's afraid brother..."

Goddamn bum! What son of a bastard is he? What about the years to come for my sister? While he calmly lived life without fear at all, throughout his life.

Not fair, since when is there justice? There has never been justice for a small people like us. How can a child of a conglomerate do such a heinous thing to a destitute man? There is no common sense!

"Mommy doesn't want to know Monic, take care of your sister, she's really late. Never come back to your new mother's life and family, including you!"

tut...

With pleasure, is that a proper sentence coming out of a mother's mouth? Father, how can you love a Mother who does not even deserve that honorable title?

He's nothing more than that piece of bastard bastard, or maybe his brain has been washed by his very proud lover. The preset!

Hmh!

I grieved when the phone died, immediately I rode my scoopy motorbike to find the whereabouts of my poor sister.

One second late I will no longer see him alive, anyone will surely choose this shortcut. Die. Moreover, a child his age, what else would strengthen the argument to stay alive? There aren't.

My sister, I took her to the boarding house where I lived for three years.

"Don't let anyone know about your pregnancy huh Dek, postpone your first year of college. Secretly until then."

Forced, there is no other way but this. My sister must still graduate from college, however her future is still long even very. Can't if you have to stop without a scholar's certificate, at least one of us must be a scholar. Dad asked for that. Let me work for him.

Vio shook his head, "how is this kid? Vio doesn't want to have kids!"

I nodded, understand. After all, he was still a teenager, not yet an adult. My heart was sliced, having to see my sister who was supposed to be laughing with her friends now had to lock herself up.

"Don't fall, he's got nothing wrong. In fact, it was his decision to choose to be born into this world. Let him see the world, you're done this semester. Next semester leave until your child is born" I said trying to calm Vio down.

"I'll still be Mom?"