Becoming a Mother at Age 20

Chapter 10 So your boyfriend? No!

"He's the cave boyfriend! Satisfied?"

"Huh?" Ica and Ica are also two friends of Ica just as dumbfounded to hear the words Bima, what does that mean?

"Daughter?" I'm confused.

Bima pulled my hand to get closer to her. "From now on you're a cave boyfriend, and make you Ca never disturb Binca's life again, look out for you!"

I saw Tia and Piona half running towards me. "Why Bin? Lo jatoh?" ask Piona.

"Is there a wound?" tanya Tia followed.

I shook my head, because it did not fall, I caught Bima.

"Follow the cave first" said Bima as she pulled my hand away from them.

"Pio, Tia, eat first the cave has not been pesen, pesen itself yes!" I shouted at Piona and Tia who were still looking at each other because they were confused to see me pulled by Bima. Wrong, Brother Bima I mean.

"Sick Kak slowly," Iirihku who made Bima loosen his hand.

Now he and I are walking in harmony, side by side. "What does Brother mean?"

"Which one?"

"So..."

"Where's Vi?"

"Binca, don't call Vio's cave."

"Why? Gua likes to call you by that name, feel more deket aja."

I stopped my steps. "Lo is the leader of the set loh, no busy-busy yes to take care of people's lives?"

"I mean to interfere?"

"Yes is it."

"And the cave just wants to call lo Vio if the two again, Binca's ashes are too foreign."

"It's better, brother, stranger."

Bima was silent, not because she did not understand. I'm sure he understands what I'm talking about. The fact is he knows I have kids, right? At least a little he must have known my mass even though out of nowhere.

Bima cleared his throat, "in Jakarta more crowded huh than Bandung deserted gini?" Ask, I know that now he's diverting the conversation.

"Open?" I didn't even feel that air. Everywhere, yes although not the same as the city of Jakarta.

"Yes, Metropolitan city."

"It's crowded, but they."

"meaning?"

I smiled in response to her question, I didn't answer because she wouldn't understand it.

The feeling of loneliness in crowded conditions will only be felt by those of us who can feel it, cannot be understood by people who do not even know there is such a feeling.

"Why move?" Ask again.

"From where I come home" I replied.

"Where to go?"

I nodded, knowing very well that Bima Sister was not satisfied with my answer.

"Lo's got a house right there?"

"Have it, it's just not where you go."

I let out my breath. "Kirain lo know all about cave life, you're a stalker Kak."

I chuckled, she was the same. It doesn't feel like we've reached the school garden, only this time I set foot here. I just saw him yesterday but didn't stop by.

Brother Bima was sitting in a long chair available in the park, I followed him.

"The cave doesn't know all about you" he said making me face towards him, looking at him seriously. I wonder where she knows everything she said this morning.

"How much do you know about the cave?"

"That's all, the cave said this morning."

"That's a lot, you know where? Do you know or does anyone tell you?"

"There is, you need to discuss it too."

Don't need to be discussed? That's my problem, obviously it's something to talk about because it concerns me. If Bima again talk the same Ica continued the topic spread to my problem maybe it can be said "engga need to be discussed" is this? Is this my problem?

"OK," I said give in. "Now the cave asks, that's the outline of the cave problem Kak, you already know that why it's approaching?"

"Not just anyone can be a house, a cave knows."

"Yes, the cave knows it, but the cave will be it."

"Sister?"

Bima just turned her gaze without saying anything she looked at me intensely. "You want what and you who the hell?" My toot.

"Why do you seem to know about cave life? In fact, you know everything, from where?"

"There's something that's supposed to stay in Vi's secret."

I was silent, what he said was true. But, isn't he alone figuring out what should remain a secret from my life? I don't get it.

"But this is not something that should be kept secret, this is a cave problem!"

"Gua knows, the cave will take care of you because the cave knows the mass then lo."

"Of course you're crazy, aren't you?"

Bima laughed, a laugh that I did not understand at all what he meant, hilarious.

"The cave was even crazy from the beginning like you," he said.

"From when?" My toot.

"Gua will answer you if you want," he replied hanging.

"You what?"

"You want to be the cave's girlfriend?"

"No!"

......................

"So Kak, when he knows everything, everything Kak is including about Binar," I explained to Kak Monic who was carrying Binar.

Brother Monic seemed to think hard, because he wanted me or Brother, no one ever told anyone. Boro-boro story, just meet people I did not dare because at that time my stomach was bunting.

Actually I don't want to tell her, don't want to add to her thinking either. But, if I keep it, it could backfire on its own. What if suddenly the Bima told the truth to all the faculty members?

Could crazy.

"You sure Vi didn't tell anyone?"

"Well, did I tell you my own disgrace, brother? Could be dong."

"Yes, too, suck...."

"Alex" said Monic and I at the same time.

"But" together again.

"Can't be either?" Still together.

"What the hell is Vi following Brother?" brother Monic's protest to me.

"What a big brother, a big brother who followed me!" My protest was also for not accepting it.

"Don't you? Take care of your child, Brother want to get ready for work first, inget if you sleepy lock all the same doors windows, windows, continue not to taro on the bed Binarnya later if he wants to play even jatoh down, tomorrow Brother buy a mattress to make under deh."

"Yes yes," I said while carrying Binar.

Brother is running my head pretty hard. "Don't songong be a boy, in the same ingetin parents are obedient!"

"Oh so my parents' brother is that?"

"Yes, who else?"

I was silent, even though he meant to be joking, but he was right. If not whose brother? If not Monic, who is it? There aren't.

I was busy with Binar, giving him through the pacifier that I had filled with my breast. My sister changed clothes in the room.

"Vi, Brother left first huh? Watch out, Binar, watch!"

"Yes Brother."

Ckits....

"Hey?"

"Eh... Who is it?" Ask Brother Monic.

I looked towards the source of the sound.

....she?