
Revi.
Those who understand can understand.
Which cannot be reproached.
And this is life.
It's not about not being able to forget your ex.
It's not about letting go.
Because the process of forgetting and letting go is learning.
If the heart is reluctant, until anytime it will be reluctant.
If my heart is sincere, a girl has accompanied me for a long time.
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I parked the car in the parking lot of TK Aisha while taking off my seat belt.
My eyes caught the princess's pouting face as I removed her seatbelt.
"Beautiful pouting! Why?" many wonder.
Princess pursed her lips, she tugged at the kebaya that she used to fashion show kartinian race later.
"Pliincess friends accompanied by mama, only pliincess accompanied by papa!" he said while making fun of.
I'm chuckling to myself... This boy also did not understand how I was also embarrassed among mothers who sometimes looked at me astonished, sad, and pity. But his name is also leaked, not yet sensitive.
"Princess doesn't like papa's company? Papa said it to aunty, but he wants it to be the same!" I said repeating the sentence when dressed by the makeup artist earlier.
Princess was increasingly blinking her lips. "When will Aunt be mama, pliincess, pa?" he said expectantly.
I smiled a little. In February, March, and April we did not meet even though we occasionally replied to each other's messages. And my promise to this little girl is to promise Dalilah to be her mother if she doesn't whine about asking to see Dalilah all day.
"Still long! But papa promised after papa finished koas at grandfather's hospital, papa will bring Aunt to our house! Okay well? Smile, let's win!" persuade me again, whether winning or not is an important fashion show.
"Promise?" Princess raised her little finger. "It's the finger of kindness, papa!"
I put my little finger on her little finger. "Promise! Doain papa ya." I asked, because the prayers of orphans must be very lucky.
Princess nodded slowly. I smiled broadly. "Good girl!"
I got out of the car, circled the hood, opened the car door and lowered it slowly. It really looks like a princess to be served.
I took the princess, invited her to enter the meeting hall of Kindergarten Aisha. TK at the same time Playground makes me and Aunt Tutik thank you for being a princess daycare for half a day in the span of three years.
I nodded politely while writing the list present. Let the princess get together with her playmates.
"Mas Revi so participate in a fashion show competition with children?" ask the teacher.
I'm nodding. "There's nothing to change, and I feel like the mothers here are going to salfok me!"
This teacher chuckled little. "Well, please sit in the chair that is already on the invitation!"
I nodded while taking the ration of the snack and passed.
It is true that my presence among mothers who wear these bun and kebaya attracts attention. I smiled and nodded politely, trying nonchalantly while sitting on the seat that was in the middle row.
I bet you're laughing now, mas.
Your daughter really made me mature before her time, thank you.
Princess was sitting next to me, she was staring at the snack box I was carrying.
"Papa, hungry!"
I took a deep breath, while opening the Snack box and putting it on his lap.
"Don't do much, you'll be able to eek! Papa bothers to have to deal with a ladies' toilet!" I said a little panicked.
"Why?" he chewed bread. I shake my index finger.
"Don't talk about mealtime! Okay fine! Princess isn't so." My advice.
He thinks, good! I then throw my breath and enjoy the cartoon show of this Kindergarten child with joy.
Until the turn of the parent and child fashion show competition begins. I started to get vague.
"Papa, full!" said the princess while returning the snack box to me, I stared at the contents.
Oh, my God, Prince! Your kid.
I rubbed the princess's lips against the food. Really, her lips that were on the thin lipstick polish were now gone swept away by tissue.
Princess moved, spreading her gaze around, where yesterday met her friends until she stirred up herself.
"Aante!!!" Princess cheered with excitement to see a slim body wearing a typical royal kebaya on the red carpet for the fashion show later.
"Go on!" I muttered in disbelief.
"Good morning Raden Ayu Dalilah Sekar Kinasih!" greet the host with courtesy and cheerful.
"Thank you for taking the time to be a judge on this little children's show who wants to model Raden Ajeng Kartini's behavior in the past! However, connecting our city is a special city and has a daughter who imitates and imitates the behavior of Raden Ajeng Kartini. These little ones can see the first-hand example of a Raden Ajeng Kartini today."
I smile. He was great and instantaneous
back slumped.
Fashion show in front of Dalilah in the middle of mothers? Cry for me at this moment.
"Papa I'm going there, to Auntie's!" Princess tugged at the end of the long-sleeved batik shirt I was wearing.
I'm shaking. "New aunt becomes teacher's mother! So don't be bothered... Be angry!" I said scare him. Just 'cause I don't want to have a scene here.
"Oh... Like Miss Siska?" he pointed at his teacher. I grinned foolishly as our gazes met that teacher. Looks jutek indeed.
"Hush..." I pulled the princess to stand in front of me while waiting for her turn. "Later for a sweet smile and a graceful path like Auntie, can you?"
Princess nodded slowly. He kept moving to steal a look at Dalilah. Me either.
"Princess Aleta and Mr Revi Bramasta!"
Jakunku. I gerogi but still follow Princess Aleta forward to the stage.
I stared at Dalilah for a moment. He smiled gently and nodded small. Body language that hints I should PD.
Oh God, Dalilah. You are the only woman who can easily overturn me.
"Papa."
I'm down. "Why?" my many.
"Pliincess shy!" he answered while pouting again.
I crouched down and tidied up the danger. "Mr princess should not be ashamed, the princess should smile as sweet as Auntie! Let it look sweet."
I moved and held his hand. "Let Auntie be happy to see the princess here, and the princess be the winner!"
"What if the Pliincess wins, Auntie wants to be the mama of the pliincess?" ask him innocently. I nodded and smiled sweetly.
Princess took my hand.
I tucked my left hand into my pants pocket while walking on the red carpet in a squeaky style.
But as it passed in front of him, I reviewed the smile, chiming in the words of the princess who called out to Dalilah many times.
When she waved her hand, the princess immediately slipped out of my grasp, running towards her.
"Hey, it hasn't reached the end of the carpet yet!" I held the shame.
People chuckle amusedly. I sniffed my shoulders and finished this fashion show so there was a chance to be a model a day.
I smiled bitterly and turned to Dalilah who held the princess while still assessing this race.
I chose to lean against the wall, enjoying this event to the end with eyes that never separated from the two of them.
She's taking the princess to me.
"Fun?" he said with a tingly glint in his eyes.
"You think?" reply while taking a deep breath. I took over the ogah-ogahan princess away from Dalilah.
"So soon, Auntie just wants to bribe for a second! I'll see you later with Auntie!" daliah said calming.
Princess nodded, I held both of her shoulders so as not to run away again. "Go, finish your job!" I said.
Dalilah nodded, complete with a charming and graceful smile that he had.
We both waited until one by one the students got the fashion show trophy. No one wins, just an appreciation of the students to be confident.
I smiled and took the trophy for Princess Aleta.
You should be proud of your daughter, ma'am! Calm down in heaven.
I took the princess's hand out of the meeting hall and helped her into the car.
"Where aunt, Pa?" tanyakanya. I rubbed his sweaty face with a tissue.
"Wait a minute. New aunt says goodbye to teacher ma'am!" my word. Princess nodded, she yawned.
I waited for Dalilah beside the car, while sending the princess photos to mommy. Let Mommy know, her grandson is healthy and strong.
"Sorry long!"
I looked up, Dalilah brought a lot of Snack boxes in her hands, her smile expanding perfectly on her lips.
"All you can eat?" take him with a joke.
"Where's your driver?" many ensure.
"I brought my own car!" he answered, smiling widely. "Because women today must be independent, so as not to depend on men!"
I chuckle. "I'm waiting at home. Be careful!"
He nodded, waving his hand at the princess before going to his Mini Cooper.
"The right car choice!" I muttered while following him from behind.
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