
Revii
It was a cold Saturday afternoon in January.
I stared at the black coffee at the Starbucks coffee shop while enjoying the heartbroken sensation that was too late again.
"Is there anything more exciting than that coffee than me, Rev?" reno Syndicate. "You're half an hour like this, Rev! I even had to leave Angel at home!"
I was breathing rough. Sipping my coffee a little and then put the cup roughly.
Reno was getting upset. "Why again? Princess's fussy!" tanyanya.
I'm shaking. "Princess fussy nyari. Aunt Dalilah!" reply lirih. "He's back, Ren. He returned after seven years in the earth. He came back again, interrupting my faith!"
I'm sighing. "Worse yet, we met again when I took the princess to the mall! Princess slalu called me papa! He must have thought I was married!"
I'm squeezing frustration. "Seven years, Ren! I've always lived in her shadows, I can't even look for her because..." I closed my eyes as my eyes warmed up.
Prince is shot dead following the arrest of a drug kingpin, while his involvement in the free entertainment world results in children out of wedlock.
That kid is Princess. A little girl who wants a mother and thinks Dalilah looks like her mother. The reason was simple, the little girl often saw pictures of me and Dalilah who were in my room.
Mommy Slalu said, we are her parents and what can I do when my own niece calls me papa?
Her birth mother... Ha Ha Ha's... Who would care for a red baby without a father from marriage without marriage.
Princess grew up with the affection of her grandparents and me for five more years.
Reno patted my shoulder. "Already, Rev! Not funny Sunday night cry at the coffee shop!" reno Syndicate.
I rubbed my face and looked at him. "Hurt me, Ren!" I patted my chest. "Even when the princess is back I'm still a koas!" I held back the crying that almost exploded.
I'm not even ashamed to shed tears. Let it be, Reno says I'm a crybaby. He's been used to seeing me this creepy in the last seven years.
Reno broke down, he threw me a tissue. "Don't be crazy, Rev! Lo confide in the coffee shop, in the middle of the mall again! Wrong place!" reno's lips.
"Tell Angel, Lo's a moron if it's the same thing with the princess! How is he doing? Which noble is married?" tanyanya while cengengesan.
I washed my face with tissue and kept silent. The question only provoked my curiosity.
Seven years without living my life like this, still alive and waking up every morning.
Trying to be a good father to my own niece. To be in my own father's hospital.
Even so many girls come back and forth to me. But I was just using the princess as my reason for rejecting her.
I was still waiting for him, keeping my promise back then.
And now that he is truly back, God has reunited two broken hearts. But can we get back to being whole?
"I don't know he's married yet, but I'm sure he hasn't! The body is still a singset." I said comforting myself.
Reno chuckled again, she looked at me pity. "Why not go to his house? He is not a proud child. He must still welcome you at the palace." so good Reno.
I shook my head in doubt. "But what if he already has a girlfriend? It could be that during his stay in Melbourne he met Caucasians, tyrants, or nobles from England!" I held both sides of my head.
"Especially yesterday Bimo took his hand Dalilah!" heavy say.
"Lo believe me, Rev! Every flower bud that blooms, there are flowers that fall. That's life! Princess is there to test your mentality, Dalilah goes to convince yourself whether you really love dead what not! Life is like a puzzle that we need to put together ourselves, Rev!" Reno said wisely.
"There's a time when the puzzle pieces disappeared, either ketlingsut where. But if you want to find it, you will meet!" Reno smile.
"About being real fathers, so smart-ass Lo!" my lips, and the corners of my lips cannot smile.
"Where again! Angel is determined, I want to be the father of my children! Rather than Lo, so I'm going on!" his joke patted my shoulder.
"Retract yuk! I have to be home before eight. My son would be fussy if his papa is not bobo, let alone his mama! You can kick it out of my bed!" Reno broke out, laughing at herself who had to be husband-husband scared wife.
"Good wedding, Ren?" my tent while moving. I wonder why Angel has been bunting again, even though her child is still small. Two more.
"Enaklah! How could I be hooked until Angel concedes again! Hadeh.., I asked him to KB! But Angel ogah! There's no other way, Rev! Let's not concede?"
"There, if you want you can have a vasectomy!" my clear.
"What? Don't use the language of medicine, I don't understand!"
"Sperm duct surgery, let's not bunting!" obviously again.
Reno immediately shook his head.
"It's not fun, ntar on*ni don't come out! There seems to be less! Yeah right?" Reno grimaced at me.
I'm screching. "Kond*m cake, that's confusing! Don't talk about on*ni. I'm gonna stop by the donut shop, wanna come with me?"
Reno is broken again. "Surely never on*ni while shadowing doi?" and then again with a stupid grin.
I took a long breath. "I never calm down if I shadow doi while on*ni! I swear, straight away!"
Reno laughed out loud. "Don't you ejaculate early, Rev! Not exciting!"
I took a rough breath and continued my intention to buy donuts. Princess loves this one middle perforated food.
"All right?" give me to Reno. He grinned stupidly. "I've got it at home!"
"Sat! Your brain needs to be vacuumed, Ren! Not happy about it!" detangku annoyed.
Reno is broken again. "May for my son. Two pink mess donuts!" her door.
I cleared my throat and paid for it.
"Thanks, next week don't forget to come to Akbar High School reunion! All the forces in our school years can come!" reno said while eating donuts for his son.
"I think Bimo will come with Dalilah! Or you can take Dalilah away together." Reno continued.
I thought and kept thinking. But I can only shake slowly.
"Let's go! Turn around, princess waiting for her donut!"
Reno bertehem. We split up in the parking lot.
Before I went home, I stopped at the fence of the Dalilah house. Looking at the gate of his house from a distance, hoping tonight he will come out.
All these years I could only wander through the streets without daring to ask where Dalilah was.
For many years I hoped to see him again. And he really is back.
Then what should I do now?
Invite him to speak? Take him for a walk? Or maybe using a princess for subterfuge?
I hit the steering wheel. Princess will only add to the problem if you know Aunt Mama is here, it could be even fussy asking to come here!
I took a doughnut and bit it hard. What a sin I am, why the trials of life I go through continue to go in and out endlessly. Unlike Reno, she keeps getting in and out.
Huh... When's my turn?
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