
Revi.
It took me two weeks to recover until I was completely discharged from the hospital.
During that time I thought about how best to decide on Dalilah without hurting her.
Hurt my feelings too.
But there is no best reason to decide on the Dalilah, there is only a pure reason from me.
"Come, go home!" take mommy with a smile, hold my hand gently.
I'm nodding. I was able to go home after medical check-up again.
Along the corridor of the hospital, I just fell silent while thinking about how Dalilah was doing during my stay.
Does he know I was in an accident?
Is he loyal?
Is he sad?
Is he angry?
"Go!" I screamed as Angel greeted my mother kindly and sweetly.
His breath was breathless, like he had finished hunting with time.
"The!" lead mommy with sharp eyes.
I growl. Why didn't Angel let me die just so I wouldn't have to return the favor or her feelings.
Why did he let me live in the shadow of Dalilah and himself who saved me at that time.
Canny.
"Revi can go home, Tant?" ask Angel. Walk beside my mother.
"Thank you, already! Mommy's grateful God's still good with this kid." Mommy tightened her grip with a curved broken smile.
"Finally yes, Tant! Revi can go home." Angel cheered happily.
"He missed a lot of lessons! So I copied my notes for him to read! Want to study together, Rev? Take the semester exam!" he said while looking at me for a glimpse.
"I'm still there, Reno!" cold answer..
"Reno just studied with you, Rev! Hope you're with him!" timpal mommy fierce.
Arghh... I took off Mommy's hand and got in the car.
Angel who carries his own car is seen following mommy's car that has been speeding on the city streets.
"Mommy just wants you to be nice to her even if you don't reciprocate, Rev! Mommy owes him!" guide mommy.
"Not that it just gives him false hope! Mommy knows that!" sulku.
"For a while, Rev! Until you graduate High School... After that go abroad, as well as mommy and daddy!" Mommy patted my shoulder and smiled broadly.
"Mommy knows Angel likes you, but that's not the way to get back at your life that's still in your body!" Mommy's advice.
"At least he had the time you were in an accident and the accident was purely due to your own negligence!"
I was breathing rough. All's fault.
"I need a hp, Mom! Beliin..."
Mommy grinned at the horse and shook her head. "You can contact Dalilah with mommy's phone, just to say goodbye to her!"
Finally, I was forced to sell my favorite Tag Heuer watch to buy a new phone two days later after mommy did not buy me a new phone at all.
I also started school again and had to be Angel's friend.
"Where are you going, Rev?" he asked, keep following me wherever I move in this school.
"I really thank you, you helped me! But until whenever you understand I can't get your feelings back even if Lilah and I break up!" I said restraining emotions.
Angel seemed to be casually responding to my statement.
"No problem, the important thing is that you want to be my good friend!" reply Angel with a big smile.
"Bim!" call me taut.
Bimo turned his head, he frowned in surprise while bowing politely.
"Yes mas." he replied with eyes that glanced at me and Angel alternately.
Damn, this ngintilin chick keeps like it doesn't have its own genk. I'm even afraid Bimo complained to Dalilah if Angel became my friend by force.
I took a breath while smiling stiffly looking at him.
He knows, I'm his girlfriend for his daughter, he knows me and Devon are buying his batik one store. He knows my condition for over a month why I disappeared from Dalilah.
"How are you?" I smiled a little.
Bimo smiled warmly. "Ndoro's daughter must be happy that Revi's healed!"
"Have you told him?" I round my eyes.
Bimo told him. He must be worried about me. Moreover, my old phone no longer exists. Where not!
"Yup, every day Bimo comes to the hospital when you're in a coma! Girl you had a video call with him and I was there too!" timpal Angel's. "Every time you go to school, don't you, Bim?"
What the.... I looked at Bimo and Angel in turn. Bimo nodded small.
"You're conspiring to keep Dalilah away from me, make me like the jerk you're cheating on?" I pointed at Angel.
Angel pursed her lips. "Gue never thought you were cheating on me, I just looked at Lo! Because I'm paying attention to Lo!" pissed off.
I hit the wall. Argha!
I shook my hand with a face that was holding back the pain.
"Sok-sook!" cibir Angel's.
I pulled Bimo away from him. "I'm asking for the number, princess!" I said slowly.
Bimo shook his head slowly. "Ndoro's daughter couldn't be contacted again a week ago!"
I shakes in disbelief.
Bimo and Angel.
I know, they were expecting the two of us to split up and they could have us all by ourselves. But this is not how.
Bimo held out his hp. "Every day ndoro princess did contact me. Mas Revi could read all the messages from him!"
I immediately swept her HP. I pulled over to call Dalilah.
Call not connected.
Call not connected.
I'm swearing. I was sitting in the school corridor letting all the other students look at me like a frustrated person.
I carefully read one by one the messages of Dalilah and Bimo since the date I left. Forty-six days ago.
My eyes warmed again when Dalilah said that he was just making me suffer and arrived at a point where my accident yesterday made him realize to choose to leave me without news.
Because in the end, no matter how hard I try to hold his heart, there will come a day when I have to get away from this beautiful dream. Because I know, me and Revi, we're running further and further.
I raised my face, twitching my jaw before returning Bimo's phone.
"Thanks, it's been a good thing for Lilah when I was struggling to live again!" I smiled small and could not help but hold back tears as Bimo patted my shoulder.
"Thank you again for the kindness of Revi who helped my family! I hope that you two will heal as time goes on."
Bimo patted me on the shoulder again before it passed. I held both sides of my head, leaning against the wall. I groan with raucous.
My chest hurts so badly, as if there were invisible fangs that kept raining down my heart so deeply.
But no matter how injured I am, there is still my family who are worried about my condition. Wish I was okay.
I keep breathing. I'm staying alive.
But part of me died when I let you go, Dalilah.
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