ASMARADANA CROWN PRINCESS

Chapter 101

Revii

I flipped through diary books whose sheets already look shabby because I read often.

I even knew he called me the fan when I disturbed him we met early in the school cafeteria.

I could smile every time I read his diary, but on the one hand, I realized there were many impossibilities between us.

I am only a cemetery frangipani flower, whereas you are a brightly lit star. Until anytime it will continue like that, as beautiful as any of our romance. You and I will be a dream.

I'm losing. Without Dalilah, I am blind, aimless, desperate and not the me I once was, whose spirit makes me the best for him.

In the corners of the school that we often both went to, it felt empty now. I became an unspoiled cold figure. Loners, grumpy, often make trouble at school.

Just because one woman made me this way. Dalilahs.

I was not willing to stay away from him for my happiness. I was not happy because he carried a feeling that bound my soul.

I was only focused on him, on his every innocence, his candlestick, and his way of loving me.

Three months I fucked up. I just spend time drinking every night. This way I hope to kill time and hasten our meeting again!

But in vain, I kept thinking deeper.

***

I groaned as the whisky bottle I drank was forcibly pulled by someone.

Angelo...

"Because of him, you're a moron, Rev!" he was angry, patting me on the cheek as if making sure I was conscious or not.

I am still very conscious even though I am already stoned.

"Kowe is a moron!" I swear while standing up. My head is very important and feels heavy. I was staggering, but the existence of Angel who often around me irritated me.

I walked away from her out of the cafe.

"Revs! You know, Lo's a moron because Lo only saw him alone! You never saw me willing to stay here just for Lo! For the sake of Deket Lo! But you never thought I existed!" angel shouted following me with a choked voice.

"Because she loves me, and vice versa!" gumamku.

I just need some time to get used to it.

Angel cursed, she pulled my body and was about to kiss me forcibly. I pushed her body until she fell.

"At any time, you've never seen me! Not because of Dalilah, but I've never had any other feelings for you! And Lo, realize it!"

I took off my bike, leaving Angel in the cafe parking lot groaning in frustration.

I turned back to remember me again about Dalilah.

Long ago... I can take it off like taking off the twilight because I'm sure we'll meet again.

In the past, I was forced to kiss her so that I could be her first in anything.

Now I know the flower is perfect. His lips must be getting rancid, his body getting higher and his curves getting visible.

I smiled before losing control.

REV, WAKE UP.... ! REV!

It's dark!

***

Revi Mas... Wake up, Lilah kangen!

Wake up ish, Lilah ngambek nih.

My body hurts all. My body crumpled as if it had been hit hard by something.

"Lil-ah, Lil-ah..."

I blinked, looking for the conscious Dalit who called me. He wants to lash out if I don't get up and get up, and he's hard to talk to unless I call first and seduce him until he's satisfied.

"Lil-ah." call me again nonstop.

"Oh, God! Revi..." I hugged someone tightly. His hand stroked my back slowly as he kissed my forehead continuously, as if I had long gone and had just returned.

"Thankyou, God!" he said many times with thanks to God because I had returned.

"Revi, it's mommy! You remember?"

I blinked my eyes. Trying to smile and nod.

"Mommy." I said gago.

Mommy hugged me back tightly. A moment later, doctors flocked in front of me.

I looked at him in wonder as all the doctors examined my body. I move not like, but it feels like when I move forcefully. My body hurts all.

"Mom.." call me with a questioning look.

Mommy shook her head slowly. "Later!"

I was checked again and all the tools running my body were removed one by one. Now only the infusion and oxygen hose remain.

I asked again why, two hours after I was observed.

Mommy put down pictures of my rattled bike and my bloody condition during the accident one month ago.

I gasp. One month I've been living without news. He must be really crappy right now.

"Where are you, Mom?" ask again. I didn't see him here, but he was so interested in getting me up. But lonely, there's only a mommy.

"It's enough, Rev! It's not here and mommy please forget it's Dalilah who made you like this!" mommy is full of emotion.

"Even you don't know how mommy and Daddy are dying to heal you! And you know, if it wasn't Angel who helped you that night when you were drunk! You will not live! You'd never see Dalilah again if it wasn't for Angel!" mommy said.

Angelo...

"Mommy hope you understand what mommy said! You owe him your life... And mommy promised to make you her friend." Mommy breathes out, tears down her wrinkled and wrinkled face.

I threw away my face. Still can't believe why Angel again and again. The woman who made Dalilah go away.

"But it's Dalat who makes me wake up, not Angel!" muttered.

"And we both know why Dalilah chose to go to Australia. Because he wants you to be happy, not like this! You're pathetic, Rev! Really!" reply mommy with a vibrating back to hold back the sobbing.

"Even you don't care about your own mother!"

I'm silent. I am sad just because Dalilah is one and now. The universe is berating me, punishing me for the stubborn and reckless acts I committed.

"Revi's sorry!"

"Decide Dalilah! Let him pursue his goals, and so do you! Because mommy also wishes you happiness, as she wants! But the most important thing for mommy is that you don't hurt yourself... Mommy's sick, Rev, look at you every day just daydreaming, drinking, waiting just to wait for Lilah to call you. You forget your purpose, you forget your ideals, and you forget your family. Mommy's disappointed!"

Eyes warm. I want to deny everything mommy said, but it's all true.

"Give Revi time!" i said lirih.

"Trust me, even if you and Lilah are a match, you will meet again. Once upon a time when you were both grown up, you both understood that life is not just for love and for ambition!"

...Happy Reading's....