ASMARADANA CROWN PRINCESS

Chapters 104.

Dalilahs.

I'm not good at pretending when I'm not okay when I get home.

There was a strange feeling that ambushed me before I got out of the car. The memory was still burning in my head when a young man came to my house two years ago.

"Good night ndoro princess!"

I smiled a little. "Night, Bim! Overtime?" ask me for pleasantries while pulling some of my luggage bags.

"It's not time to go home yet!" he answered while extending a hand. "Let me take it!"

I'm shaking. "You know, I was required to be independent in Melbourne. So let me bring it!" I smile at the moment.

Bimo bowed respectfully, opening the car door wider.

Quite at home he also became a courtier. Heuhe.

I walked into the house. In the living room, my family welcomed me warmly.

I nodded respectfully and smiled.

"My mother..." Pandu immediately scattered his embrace. I chuckled as he patted my back. "Kangen, Ma'am!"

"She too!" reply with a big smile.

"Where's it?" I stuck it intentionally. "Waiting for a gift, isn't it?" my insinuations.

Pandu. "Both, I'm not lying!"

I gave a short chuckle while putting my bag. "There's a blue suitcase, wait a minute!" I replied while glancing at Ayahanda.

He is still the same, his prestige is bad even with his own children.

I approached with a gerogi I still remember almost ten months ago he let me go with a short hug broken heart of a father.

"Papa.." I said spoiledly as I reached out.

Ayahanda widens eyes. His lips almost smiled broadly as he clasped my hand with one hand stroking my head.

"Rest."

"Do you miss me?" I looked into his eyes while holding a smile.

Uh! These eyes of sayu. I spread out both hands, maybe as a young one I had to give up for the sake of his prestige.

"I miss you so bad, papa!"

Ayahanda returned my embrace, stroked my back softly while saying. "I miss you too, princess!"

Princesses.

I smiled and broke down the embrace.

"Replace yes, Father! My mother misses me too."

Father nodded, but also refused to stay away from me.

Mother looked at me. "Let's go, your skin's a little blackened, son!" Mother smiled, stroked my cheek, although her eyes were red from holding the blue day, Mother hugged me.

"The mother misses you, are you healthy? You look a little fat now, are you happy?" mother explained, tightening her grip on my shoulder.

"All you can eat, Mother!" I screamed while grinning widely.

Mother stroked my arms, I smiled warmly. I miss them, but I'm only here two weeks before I go back to Melbourne again.

"Mother is cooking your favorite food. Let's eat, then sleep!"

I comply. For a moment I rejoiced to enjoy dinner with my family before I lay in bed. Staring at the ceiling of the room with his head running wildly towards my old school.

"Mr..."

I looked towards the door that opened little by little.

"Mother."

I moved and smiled, my mother carrying a glass of warm chocolate milk.

"Not slept?" ask Mother while putting a glass on the table.

I shook my head, I knew Mother only

pleasantries because he would have asked this and many things he wanted to know about me while in Melbourne.

"I'm rock n roll, Bun! So mother don't worry. Sadewa's family is good to me!" obviously before Mom asked first. I took a glass and drank it.

Mother stroked my hair. "Not about that! Mom knows you're holding it! But what about your heart?" My mother rubbed my face well.

Ah, I hate this look.

I grimaced. "I wasn't meant to fill my youth with sweet love stories, Bun! The story is too dark!"

At least that's what happened yesterday.

My mother stroked my hair again, smiling as if she said everything would be fine.

"May you sleep here?"

I nodded and patted the pillow next to me. "Come on! Lilah's going to the market tomorrow, Bun! Go find klepon. Kangen..." I grinned wide.

His mother gaped so dramatically, as soon as then Mother just nodded resignedly.

***

I paddled my bike quickly to my old school after morning prayers.

Even with permission to go to the market like I promised last night.

I sighed with relief as I got off the bike. Sweat soaked my forehead and clothes, but did not dampen my spirit to take the time to kill longing in my school first.

A smile rose on my lips as I stepped consciously into this school.

I ignored the words of the security guard who was confused by my sudden presence here.

Can I repeat it again.

I walked down the school corridor, touched the walls, put together the jigsaw puzzles that had happened here.

And I stopped under a banyan tree on a park bench where I used to spend time with the pengki. Long ago.

I looked up at the shade of the leaves, letting the wind caress my hair.

Can I forget it, even though I consciously want to go back to the spaces of the past.

Has he forgotten me?

The smelly girl who was trying to love him.

Or is it getting worse with my decision.

I went back to circling this school. Towards the canteen, basecamp, library until I finally chose to flinch in front of the toilet.

I smiled at her side.

Here, the point where I was really at the crossroads of dilemmas.

Between the best choice and the worst choice is so complicated in my mind.

I exhaled before walking back down the school corridor.

I dared to come here because it's still a school day off. So there can't be any students who come here, except.

My eyes bought as crisp laughter filled the school corridor.

I went straight into hiding, with a beating heart.

They passed by me unsuspectingly with laughter that still brightened the mood this morning.

I graduated too.

Three fingers at eight.

Hm... Continuing convoy graduation.

Promnight night, I'll dress up and beautiful princess Disney.

Don't be prettier!

I peeked at a glance.

The more I looked at my mind the more tormented.

Mas Revi, Angel, Mas Reno.

I swallowed the sand in my throat with great difficulty.

Promnights?

I ran as fast as I could out of here. I want to see Bimo, I want to ask them where they're going to promnight!

"Woy, wait! Intruders!" yell at one of them.

I keep running, but shit! My flip-flops are getting dislodged. I immediately threw everything away in a quick motion while glancing towards those who were shouting.

Ah, crap! Mas Revi looked at me, he was silent with his eyes barely out of place.

Some of the teachers who had arrived also looked at me in wonder as I ran across it.

In front of the gate, my bike is gone.

I'm wailing, oh shit. My bike is in the parking lot, near the Revi car.

I was confused, I wanted to get my bike but they found me again.

Oh, God, how is this. Where am I nyeker again! I can't go home with the condition of being seen out in this robbery.

"Shut up or I'll shoot you!"

My reflex raised both my hands as Revi's mas pushed the gun towards me.

"Don't shoot me! I've been dead for months by my own feelings!" scream fear. I backed off, kept retreating until I got close to my bike. Intentionally, let me escape from this precarious situation with my bike that can't go this fast.

"Rev, no! You're scaring him!" exclaim Angel while pulling Revi's arm.

As they argued, I paddled my bike as hard as I could out of school. Mas Revi shouted loudly asking me to stop.

I shook my head quickly, and kept my bike away from him.

I really didn't expect to see them here until I lost focus and hit a road separator.

I was mobbed by many people who helped me to the shoulder of the road.

I smiled withstanding the pain and shook my head stubbornly as I was offered to go to the hospital.

"I'm okay, I swear! I just drink less!"

One by one they disbanded as I refused their help.

I smiled as I looked at the blood on my elbows and knees. My jacket is torn, my leg is too.

Sick, Bun! I'm also not sure if I'm going to ride a bike home. Have not bought a klepon in the market like I promised.

I growled in frustration as I looked at my bicycle that had fallen off its chain.

It's been a damn fall, falling again. Which enjoy do I lie about?

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