Anindira Dew
Section 99
Your apology won't restore Dalila's condition. Why don't you just be in there.
Askara's words continued to ring in Anin's ears.how could the hurtful words come out of the mouth of a man who is a husband who is very much in love only because of a woman who has the status of his best friend.
Pain and disappointment so dominates Anin's feelings at this time.he is like a figure in the life of Askara and Dalila. If only he could turn back time, Anin never wanted to know Askara in his life.
Living with a man still trapped in the shadows of his past will only leave an endless wound. should he give up and give up Askara for Dalila and live away with the child he bears.
Just by imagining it, Anin was made unable. moreover, he does not have a permanent job now.at least if he intends to leave Askara's life, he must have a lot of savings to meet the needs of his son. Anin does not want to live from the shadows of Askara, including the living given by Askara, Anin will intend to return him if indeed circumstances force him to surrender.
Vivi who was looking for Anin everywhere finally found her best friend sitting in the park alone. Vivi slowly approached, the position of Anin sitting behind her made Vivi can clearly see the woman's back shaking, Anin was crying.
Vivi took a breath to calm herself down from the emotion of Askara's actions.
"Anin". call Vivi makes Anin hastily wipe away her tears.
"Vi.. What's going on here?". Anin shifted her body so that Vivi could sit down.
Vivi sat down next to Anin.
"Gue came here for Lo, Nin. I'm sorry I'm a little late". regret Vivi. if only he came on time, already in make sure Askara's mouth will bleed because exposed bogemannya.
"Lo don't need to apologize. it's precisely me who should say it. Every time I have a problem, Lo is always involved. I usually just bother yah, Vi". said Anin smiled bitterly.
"Nin, Lo don't ever say so. as long as we are victorious, Lo never bother me at all. it's me who has been a lot of thanks to Lo, during our school first, just so far, Lo who always happily taught me a lot of things". explained Vivi also hurt when Anin felt she was a burden.
"Only jerks and ungrateful people, who nganggep Lo is troublesome.
"Oh iyya, how is Dalila? is he conscious?". asked Anin curiously, however he felt guilty to the woman.The last Anin heard that the woman was fine, she was fine, but Anin wants to know if Dalila is conscious or not.
"Ngapain anyway, Nin, Lo is still asking for her condition. Askara did not talk about it all because of the woman". sewot Vivi did not like Anin to ask about Dalila's situation.
"Gue tau Vi. but the current state of Dalila is also indirectly because of me. although I do not know if he has allergies but the intermediary because of me".
Vivi let out a heavy sigh, Anin is still so good even though everyone else has done her best.
Anin wiped away the rest of the tears that had soaked her cheeks. "Gue wants to see Dalila for a moment, Vi. I want to apologize"., Anin said as he stood up from his seat.
"Lo no need to do this, Nin. there is Askara, how if Lo's depraved husband hurts Lo through his words again".
Anin strengthened herself. "Gue does not care Vi. which is clear I already mastiin Dalila state, after that I just want to go home".
"But, Nin__".
Vivi is free to forbid, because now Anin has gone away leaving her alone in the park. Not wanting anything to happen to Anin, Vivi followed soon.
Anin's footsteps stopped right in front of the door where Dalila was examined earlier.The condition of the door that was half open made Anin can see and hear the voice of Askara in there.
"How are you doing?". asked Askara who was sitting next to Dalila's bed.
"I'm fine, Askara, there's nothing to worry about". said Dalila, who was still lying on a hospital bed.
Askara grabs Dalila's hand free from the infusion. "You're worrying me".
Dalila's feelings are mixed.if Askara continues to give her this kind of attention, then it is difficult for her to let go of the man.
Anin's eyes heat up again to see Askara clasping Dalila's hand tightly.Askara's attention to Dalila to ignore him.
Anin was about to leave the place, but Dalila's words made her stop her steps.
"Don't stay with me Askara, please accompany me here". Dalila said blatantly because she accidentally saw Anin's presence in the doorway. Askara was certainly not aware of Anin's presence, as the man in the position of the man sat back to the door where Anin was standing.
"I'm not going anywhere".Askara replied.
"But what about, Anin?". asked Dalila whose gaze now collided with Anin who was still in the doorway.
Anin knew Dalila was aware of her presence, which was why the woman deliberately asked Askara. Anin was still standing in her place, she wanted to hear what Askara's answer was when Dalila asked about her.
"I can tell Mia to accompany Anin, and Vivi is also there. The most important thing now is that you must recover immediately". Askara's answer managed to hit Anin's heart. the pain increased many times over as Dalila presumptuously hugged Askara while looking at her with a flat gaze.
Enough's enough! anin's heart now feels in a strong squeeze to see the scene in front of him.The fact that his decision to come to Dalila's room to apologize is a wrong decision.
Anin stepped away from there, along with Vivi's screaming voice that kept shouting her name back there.
"What's more, Vi". Anin snapped because her mood was in turmoil right now.
Vivi realizes that Anin has just finished crying, again, but she has to deliver the important news she just received.
"Lo's phone why can't I call you?". asked Vivi.
"Battered.
Vivi pinched her temple before saying the news that might come back made Anin sad.
"Gue wants to nyampein something, but Lo don't be surprised".Vivi said making Anin look at him intensely.
"Lo wants to say what, Vi. don't make me worry gini". urged Anin, his relationship with Askara alone is enough to make it crowded, now added Vivi who spoke unclear.
"Mother Lo is in the hospital"., Vivi said, making Tubun Anin stiffen.
"What's? You're not kidding anymore, Vi.". Anin couldn't believe what she had just heard.
Vivi shakes. "Gue is not likely to joke about this, Nin. was bude Yuni nelfon I use Lo's mother's number. he said Lo number can not be called so he called my number. he said the heart of Lo's mother was crushed when she heard the news Lo was married, Nin.
Anin's body suddenly felt limp, his body almost fell to the floor if Vivi did not immediately hold it. the test came really hard hit him. had not finished his household problems with Askara, yet, now Anin has to hear her mother go to the hospital because of her.
"Anin, I beg you to be strong". Vivi was unable to stem her tears, how much she felt the pain of seeing Anin had to be tested repeatedly like this.
"Gue has to go to Bandung, Vi. today I also have to see my mother's condition.
"Gue's coming, Nin. We're going together".
"No, Vi. don't leave Lo's college for me". declined Anin did not want to trouble Vivi continuously.
"Gue will be angry if Lo reject my offer, Nin. means Lo has not considered me as a friend Lo".
Anin seemed to weigh in, she did not have much time and finally agreed to Vivi's offer.
"Yeah, Lo can come along. But take me to the mansion first to take a few change of clothes".Anin said forgetting for a moment his problem with Askara, he is very worried about his mother now.
"okay".
Anin and Vivi then rushed out of the hospital.
Arriving at the mansion, Anin went straight to his room. took out a suitcase that was not too big and put in some of his clothes, Anin also carries vitamins and other supplements given by Ziva doctors.
Anin dragged her suitcase along the stairs, Mia and Bi Ratih were already in the living room because they heard that Anin was going away for a while.
"Non Anin actually went where?". asked bi Ratih with a sad look on his face when he heard Anin was leaving.
"Anin wants to go back to the village first, Bi. in Bandung, Anin's mother entered the hospital"., Anin smiled so that bi Ratih was not too worried.
"Why not go with Mr. Askara, non".
Anin was silent for a while.how could he leave with Askara, if the man himself had promised Dalila would accompany the woman in the hospital to recover.
Anin smiled back.
"Later Mas Askara followed, Bi. he wanted to finish his job first". lied Anin.
"Yes already, non. be careful on the road well".
"Yya, Bi. take good care of yourself. Mia, I tipped all the needs of Askara mas as you, well". Anin said making Mia's forehead wrinkled.Anin said that Askara will follow, Anin said that Askara will follow, but why exactly he was ordered by Anin to take care of all the needs of Askara.
"Yya, Miss". although a little confused, but Mia according. she should not be spoiled with the affairs of her employer's household.
"We're saying yes, Bi, Mia".
"Yya Non".
"Be careful Miss".
Anin drags her suitcase away from the mansion which gives her quite a lot of memories during her stay there with Askara. she accidentally does not inform Askara of her return to Bandung, in addition to being still very hurt about her husband's attitude, her phone is also being damaged.
It seems like Anin's departure this time to bandung, he will make it as an opportunity to get away from Askara's life either until when, he himself does not know. Currently, Anin needs calm, calm, and, he also wanted to see what Askara would be without her for some time to come.whether the man would look for her, or rather Askara would be fine without her by his side.
