Anindira Dew

Section 119

To make sure that Mami Sandra's words at the restaurant were all wrong and unfounded, Dalila finally decided to meet Askara in her office.

Askara has never answered for sure who she feels now. Dalila knew that her attitude this time was the opposite of what she had said first that she did not want to disturb the household life of Askara and Anin.but, Askara's attitude was always attentive to her, as she was always concerned with her, making the feeling that he had decided to bury deeply into sticking back and demanding certainty.

Meanwhile, Askara who was in his room became unfocused working because he constantly thought about Anin. many times he checked his phone waiting for news from his mother about Anin but did not appear to make him more anxious.

"I can't keep this up". Askara got up from her seat and put on her coat hanging from her chair, she decided to go home early, because it's free he's in the office if his mind keeps on going to Anin.

But the arrival of Dalila held back Askara's move.

Askara stood looking at Dalila with her flat face.

"What do you need to do here?". asked Askara with his cold face.not to dislike, but at this time he did avoid to meet with Dalila, he was afraid of another misunderstanding, he was afraid, in addition his relationship with Anin has not improved, but it seems, from now on he does have to keep a distance with Dalila so that things return to their original state.

"You don't like me being here" Dalila said, feeling Askara's dislike for her arrival.

"It's not so, Dalila. But right now I'm not going to talk about anything, if there's anything you want to talk about, next time.I have to go home and check on Anin". Askara is not in the mood to talk about anything.

Askara again continues her steps to leave her room no matter Dalila.

"Tante Sandra just met me in person". Dalila made Askara's footsteps spontaneously stop. "I'm sure you'll be interested in this". Dalila smiles because she managed to hold Askara back, the man must be wondering why Mami Sandra came to see him.

Askara turned around and looked at Dalila expressionlessly. "Tell me what you want to say". urged Askara, he had wanted to be indifferent but when he heard the name of his mother called, of course it must have something to do with Anin.

Actually Dalila had no intention to tell Askara about her meeting with Mami Sandra, she had only wanted to ask Askara how the man felt to her, but because of seeing Askara's indifference, she had only wanted to ask Askara, inevitably she had to say everything so that Askara would talk to her.

"I'll talk without further ado. Aunt Sandra came to see me and she told me to stay away from you, I don't know if Aunt Sandra's request came from herself or from Anin's request.

Askara is quite surprised to hear Dalila's statement.Mami may indeed come to see Dalila because she knows very well what the character of Mami.but, if Dalila says that all of that is possible on Anin's orders, it is possible to, it feels impossible.

"We never know the nature of a person, Askara. especially if it has been burned with jealous fire, he could have justified all means, one of them using Aunt Sandra to suppress me". Dalila was increasingly attacking Anin.

"Enough, Dalila. I don't want to talk about unimportant things like this". Askara broke up not like to hear Dalila vilify Anin.

"Obviously it's important, Askara. It's about my feelings that you've always taken care of me, but I don't know whose heart you're really on. or maybe it's true that said by Aunt Sandra, that all this time the pity that makes you always care about me and not because of love, it turns out that her Mami also said something that made Dalila's heart hurt.

But if to be honest, Askara himself was confused to answer.if he could confidently say that his heart was still for Dalila, but now, obviously this is a difficult choice for him.

"I think this is all wrong, Dalila, we're on a bad path".

Askara's words seemed to support Mami Sandra's statement and successfully made Dalila's heart hurt.

"The relationship between you and Anin is nothing more than a compulsion.I used to be the one you love and cherish, Askara.but why now when I have the same feeling for you, I have the same feeling for you, you can't reciprocate that feeling, whereas Anin is just a new person, whereas I am a person who has been with you for a dozen years, I even know that you've liked me since we were kids, and with ease the feeling that has been dwelling in your heart for a dozen years is lost only because of one name, namely Anin". Dalila was no longer able to hold the uneg-uneg that she had been damning all this time.

"I didn't deny that you were the only one who was the center of my attention even though there were many women out there who approached, but the reality that exists now we can't change Dalila, Dalila, anin and I will soon be parents, I can't if Anin keeps getting misunderstood and angry with me again. So sorry, maybe this is my answer to your question the other day". Askara had already decided that Anin was the one who was enthroned in his heart at this moment.

Dalila was silent on the spot, not expecting that Askara would choose Anin and forget about her who had accompanied the man growing up with pleasant days even though she had done something stupid by leaving Askara.

"Sorry, I have to go". Askara could not linger anymore, he then left Dalila who was still glued to his place.

Askara also felt more plump after saying that she preferred to live with Anin and improve her relationship with the woman who was pregnant with her child.

"You evil Askara". shouted Dalila who was still in the room Askara. his tears fell without stopping, he said, what is like this is the pain that Askara used to suffer when she ignored the man's feelings.

Now Dalila felt so stupid, wasting Askara's sincere love for her first.